A/N: Hello lovely readers! So.. i know i have 2 unfinished stories BUT i have been wanting to do this FOR a LONG TIME! So this is my very first QUICK FIC! This part is EXTREMELY short, I wanted to continue but I wanted to save it. anyways here is a little taste of what to expect! REVIEW!
Three years ago, I knew who I was going to be. Head cheerleader, the star quarterback at my side, us being prom king and queen, and ruling the school. How could my life change completely in just two years? Now I'm off the cheer leading squad, just got dumped by the quarterback, lost prom queen to a boy, and I'm in the glee club. I know everything happens for a reason, but… why?
I just need to focus on myself. I've wanted someone to love me so badly I think it has to do with the fact that I let Puck knock me up last year. Next year, I'm staying single. No cute blonde boys are going to change my mind this time! I'm going to be independent for once, make myself happy.
I open up this years Thunderclap and flip to the Cherrios section. I have to get back on the cheerios. If I'm going to be alone all next year, I'm going to need the self of steam boost because glee club just isn't going to cut it.
I hear laughter and I look up to see Finn and Rachel playing tonsil hockey. I can't help but be jealous of her. I mean what does she have that I don't? I probably shouldn't be this mad over Finn dumping me, I kind of expected it to happen eventually. I guess that's what happens when you date someone who's in love with someone else.
I sigh and close the yearbook resting my head on the table. Is it too much to ask for someone to love me? Not because of my looks or my popularity…well when I had it. I just wish I could find a guy that will look at me the way Finn looks at Rachel. Tell me I'm beautiful, not hot. I want a guy who can make me laugh, make me feel good about myself for once. I want a guy to tell me he loves me, and not because I just had his baby or because he just broke up with me, but because he really does.
I hear Finn's goofy laugh, followed by Rachel's even more annoying laugh. Ugh, they are so disgustingly in love its nauseating. I stand up and march out of the library and head for the choir room for the last meeting before summer vacation.
I turn the corner and bump into someone. "Oh I'm so sorry!" I look up and see it's Puck. "Oh… sorry."
I try move around him, but he grabs my arm holding me in place. "Quinn… Long time no talk"
I don't turn around, just staying in place. "Can we just… not? We are going to be late for Glee Club."
Attempting to pull my arm free, his grip tightens. "Quinn…"
I turn around sighing in frustration. "What is it Puck?"
He stuffs his hands in his pockets and looks towards the ground. "How are you?"
He looks up at me slowly, as if he is being cautious to my reaction. "Umm, fine."
He lets out a long breath and looks me in the eyes like he is studying them. "When are you going to stop pushing me away? I mean we have barely spoken since Beth-"
"Don't Puck!" I cross my arms across my chest. "Just… don't."
Wiping his hands over his face. "God damn it Quinn!" I wince a little at the anger in his voice. "Why do you always run from your problems? It's been over a year since Beth and we still have yet to talk about it! After giving her away, after everything was said and done, I was broken. I think about you and Beth everyday and it kills me that after everything, the lies, the pain, the loss, that you still treat me like I'm nothing. Like I never meant anything to you. I know you were hurting after giving her up, so was I. I thought maybe you needed time, I gave that to you and in return I get kicked aside like dirt. Quinn, I lov-"
"No!" I turn and start walking the direction of the parking lot, wiping the tears that are falling.
"Fine. Run, run like you always do." I hear Puck yell from down the hall. I turn around. He looks so broken, so sad, it makes my heart clench. "Ya know the funny thing about running? No matter how fast or how far you run… your problems will always be there, right where you left them."
I swallow the knot that is lodged in my throat as he turns and walks away. I don't know why, but I just can't talk about it. It killed me, giving Beth to someone else and instead of copping with the pain, I pushed it away. I pushed Puck away. Puck and I, we can never commit to each other, and I'm scared of him. I'm scared of letting him have my heart because I know it would be so easy for him to crush it.
I mean even when I was pregnant he couldn't even commit. He can't commit, so I never gave him the opportunity, the honor of holding my heart. I wipe away the last few tears and rush out of the school. I know I have Glee, but I can't go in there, not like this.
A/N: SO? what did you think? should i continue? Did you like it? Let me know! REVIEW! :D
