Summary: What if everyone had rejected the fact that Rin was Satan's son and casted him away? Just kind of thinking on a theoretical side of things.
I OWN NOTHING, NOT THE ANIME BLUE EXORCIS, NOT RIN OKUMURA (though I would love to) NOT ANY CHARACTERS, THE ONLY THING THAT I DO OWN IS THE PLOT. I ONLY OWN THIS FANFIC ABOUT RIN AND THE COMPUTER TO USE IT.
I can't do this anymore. Everyone has rejected me, even my own brother. I can't stand it; I've lost everyone in my life. Shiro, the one person who could have ever been a father to me, Yukio, Shiemie, Bon, everyone. They have all casted me out. I have even left school. I am currently standing on a cliff, it will lead into a roaring wave of water but then again, this is what everyone would want. I turned around and faced everyone. I bowed and stood back up.
"Everyone, I'm sorry for not being straight forward with you. I should have told you from the start but chose not to." Everyone stared at me with confused eyes and facial expressions. I pulled off the reddish brown cover to my katana but still keeping the sheath over it so that way my flames couldn't come out. I used most of my strength to push the sword into the ground. I then backed up so that way I was on the edge of the cliff. I bowed once more before I purposefully fell backwards to the crashing waves below. I heard Shiemie and a few other scream or yell, then nothing. That was it. I was now gone and dead. But then all of a sudden I felt something grab onto me and then the water. It took only a few seconds before I opened my mouth and aloud water to fill my mouth and nose. What did I have left anyways? I had no family or friends. I was better off dead. A few minutes later I heard nothing, my sight was flooded with blackness, and I finally reached my goal. I was dead.
Beep. Beep. Beep. I awoke to something beeping by my ear. I opened my eyes and looked around all I saw was white. Then all of a sudden something wrapped around me again. I squeezed my eyes shut from the pain, then when the thing unwrapped itself from me I opened them again, and came face to face with everyone. Bon, Yukio, Shieme, everyone. I felt my face get into a confused state, for who wouldn't when you asked to be dead; you knew you had died, but then wake up to face everyone you once knew. Well, almost everyone. There was no Shiro. I felt someone hit my head really hard. I grabbed it fast.
"You damn idiot! What were you thinking? Were you trying to kill yourself?" I looked into the eyes of a very angry, and who appeared to have been crying, Bon.
"As a matter of fact. Yes, yes I was." At first Bon had a look of pure confusion written very clearly on his face before he got that I was answering his question. He suddenly started crying again and gave me a giant hug and cried even harder, I looked around and saw that everyone was crying as well. I was from then on, accepted. Not entirely as much as before. But enough for me to feel wanted.