Sleep for me

"It's rain, sherlock."

John said in low voice. Sherlock just looked at him in his sofa. John can read the word in Sherlock's eye, "So what?" he said like that using his eye. John smiled, even though he and John had a such bad bomber's firework, Sherlcok seems okey. He still get bored easily, and He still do some strange test.

Moriarty's work couldn't harm Sherlcok's brain.
Actually, his work make Sherlock more a Sociopath and brilliant. He looks like so lifeful nowadays. Mycroft calls that kind of lifeful is the bravery of the sociopath.

That day, after he saw Sherlock's another brand-new toy 'To find the Moriarty', He told something curious to sherlock.

'As ever, I'm concerned about you, sherlock.'

'And I don't need that concern, Mycroft.'

'oh, yes, apparently.'

'Then, go.'

Sherlock was determined not to talk with him, but Always Mycroft didn't care, He kept talking.

'You must be careful more sherlock.'

Sherlcok turned around and showed his back to Mycroft, and He stared into John, Surprisingly! John couldn't move that staring. He looked at himself on John's eyes.

'Even though Sociopath feels nothing, Human can't live without their heart. can you, sherlock?'

That is the last word coming from Mycroft's mouse. Well, Mycroft had gone for days. The word seems to be in sherlock's brain for days. Because, nowadays, Sherlock has a strange ,but not hateful to John, habit which is to check John's location by texting. like, 'Where are you? SH' or 'Tell me where you are. SH'

Except for those thing. Sherlock is okey and Perfectly fine as John feels.

but not John.

That rain.

felling raindrop all over the place, John couldn't stop watching them fell.
He gazes at the window in silence. He is gazing at the raindrop in city rain. The 'City' raindrop, which always make him feel wonder, is the most well-appeared 21st human to John.

Coming from pellucid water, but not pure in the end.

That is the city raindrop in John's heart. Before coming from the genuineness, Does they know that they will be turned into miserable one? and To the end, Their Sacrifice which wants to make world more beautiful was meant to be nothing? By human being?

Well, He can't know the answer. and John didn't want to know the answer. that remains same all of his life.

'Tik Tok'

John counts the raindrop in his heart. The screaming sounds of water, Tik Tok, that is everywhere to John.

Nowadays, John has started recorrecting his thought about raindrop. That raindrop, make him stay in pain. That night, In that Great game, The waterdrop was all of his sight.

John saw,

Explosion,
Laughing voice, coming from the cruel bloody doll

cold waterdrop,
and warm hands

and at last,

He saw, the red raindrop, the hotter one but louder one, was felling on his face,

In there, Sherlock was?.

"John."

Sherlock's voice make him stop thinking under truth of that night. That Truth take away sleep from John. but John just stopped. Deep down his heart, He know he's not ready to know the truth. Sherlock say again.

"There is no raindrop."

John stare the window again. and Like he said, Grey sky say hello to John.

"Yes, There is no raindrop."

and There is the painful raindrop, it still live in there, aren't you, Johny boy?

Moriarty Still hunt sherlock's heart.