Leah's diary!
Read and Die!
May 1st
Sam broke up with me a couple months ago today. Sam broke up with me. How could he? We had been together for 3 years. We even thought about getting married before he suddenly decided that he wanted to be with Emily. I can't even believe I'm related to her. I wish she never came to Forks. If she didn't Sam and I would have been married by now. But I can't blame Emily. This is all Sam's fault. Who believes in stupid stuff like love at first site anyways? Other than Sam of course. I could strangle him if I wasn't still deeply in love with him. I wish he knew how much he hurt me.
May 20st
My brother has been acting weird; same with all the guys. Just yesterday they were laughing with all their friends, and then slowly, one by one, they've been leaving to hang out with Sam. Shaved heads and all. I'm really worried because my younger brother is starting to talk to Sam more. Jacob is acting weird too. I'm really worried.
June 18th
What happened to me? One second I was following my brother, and the next thing I know I'm covered in hair and have gained four paws. I could hear everything that everyone was thinking or ever thought. I didn't want it. I could hear them all whining about me being there. I kept telling them it wasn't like I wanted to be a dog, but they yelled that they were wolves. I had transformed into a wolf. Sam was there and I could feel everything he felt for me. But then I could feel everything that he has ever felt for Emily. I started to howl! Not cry but HOWL! My brother was really cool about the whole dog transforming thing but I guess it's unusual for girls, because right after I "phased" my father had a heart attack. They said he wouldn't make it through the night. Why do these things have to happen to me? Seth is having a great time being a wolf, but I'm miserable. No one notices, so I try to make them miserable too. Especially Sam.
July 14th
It's been a couple weeks since my dad passed on. I'm getting use to the phasing. It can be amusing looking into the boy's heads. I know a lot about them now. Like Jared. He's hot headed and likes to piss me off. So to get him back, I told the girl he "imprinted" on that he wet his pants till he was 12. He went red and Kim, or whatever her name was, just kept silent. I walked out laughing as Jared tried explaining it to her. I don't understand Jacob though. He really likes Bella, but he knows that she's married to a vampire, and that she will become one too. Why can't he get on with his life? But I guess that I'm being hypocritical; I still can't get over Sam even though he's with Emily. Married. To Emily.