A.N. Hey everyone its Wolfy here with an all new story idea and yes I know I am horrible about starting a story and never finishing it but I have a good feeling about this story. Thinking about this story makes me want to write it so hopefully I wont abandon it (I wont I can tell). This is also my first time writing a Vampire Academy fanfic.

I would really like to hear what you think of this story so if you wouldn't mind reviewing I would greatly appreciate it.

By the way this story will contain FEMSLASH that means female on female lemons. All I can say is if you don't like then don't read. All lemons will of course be marked for the ease of my readers.

All criticism is welcome; the good, the bad, or the ugly. Bring it on!

I am issuing one disclaimer for the entire story: I am in no means making any profit off of this work of fiction and all of these characters belong to Richelle Mead (except for the few characters I make up).

Without further ado here is the story. Remember to review.

ALL OF THIS STORY WILL BE IN RPOV.

Chapter 1

I was sitting on the couch in the apartment that Lissa and I shared at court watching tv. Some show about little kids dancing. Lissa was cuddled up against me sighing quietly every so often. I was stroking her beautiful long blond hair absentmindedly and she was running her hand up and down my thigh lightly. This was a typical Saturday morning for me and Liss. We would hang out for a couple of hours and just have us time.

Let me back up a little bit. Yes me and Lissa are together and have been for about 3 years now. I remember the whole thing like it was yesterday.

Flashback

Dimitri had just broken my heart in the church telling me "Love fades, mine has" I ran straight to my room and I could hear Lissa calling at me through the bind asking if I was okay. Through the years our bond has grown stronger and we could now talk to each other through it. I shook my head no and immediately closed down my mental walls. I slammed the door to my room and crumpled onto the bed crying like I had never cried before. As soon as my tears started to subside the door to my room was thrown wide open and Lissa entered not even bothering to knock.

"Oh my goodness Rose what happened?" Lissa rushed over to me and pulled me into her arms positioning me so I was cradled on her lap. My tears came back in full force and all I could do was cry. No words would come out. Lissa understood and rocked me gently back and forth running her fingers through my tangled hair and whispering words in my ear. Soon I was all cried out and I just layed in Lissa's arms hiccuping and she asked me again softly "Rose please tell me what happened. I don't like to see you upset." I raised my eyes up to her beautiful face to see her looking at me with sympathy in her eyes.

"He left me Liss. He said he didn't love me anymore" I managed to get out around hiccuping 4 or 5 times. Lissa looked at me sadly and leaned down to press her lips lightly against my cheek just as a comforting gesture. She gently shifted so I was back on the bed instead of on her lap and she pulled me against her cuddling up next to me.

"Rose look at me." I did as she asked. "If he doesn't love you any longer than he is an idiot. I mean seriously who wouldn't want you. You are beautiful inside and out. You are Rosemary Hathaway and don't you forget it." I felt a small smile tug at my lips. Lissa had always been so good at cheering me up but what happened next I was not expecting. Lissa reached down to pull my chin up higher and kissed me on the lips. I was stunned for a second but I regained control quickly and kissed her back with as much force and I could put into the kiss. After a while the kiss deepened when I licked her bottom lip asking for entrance which she granted without a fight and she shifted so she was on top of me instead of beside me. I could feel my insides melting into goo and all too quickly Lissa pulled away and moved to sit on the edge of the bed breathing hard.

"Lissa what was that" I asked completely breathless as I moved to sit next to her.

"Rose seeing you with Dimitri has been really hard on me..."

"But Liss"

"No Rose let me finish no more interrupting" she shot me a half-hearted glare for my "bad manners" and kept on talking. "I have loved you for as long as I can remember Rose. When we were on the run and at the academy and I spent every waking minute with you I was in heaven. I would secretly check you out and hope one day maybe you cold have feelings for me like I have feelings for you. Then you started dating Dimitri." Lissa was playing with her hands and looking at the ground. "I was so hurt but I couldn't tell you that. You didn't know how I felt and you were so happy. That's when I knew I had to try and get over you so I started to date Christian but it wasn't the same. Every time I was with him all I could think about was you and what you were doing. I am pretty sure that's the reason Chris broke up with me because he knew my heart wasn't in the relationship." At this point she looked into my eyes showing me the vulnerability that was hiding in hers. I was still trying to take in what she was saying. "Rose I want to be with you so bad could you possibly want to be with me?" Her eyes were begging for me to say yes and my mind was clouded over from crying and from what she just told me. I gripped her hand a little tighter and told her the most honest thing I could think of.

"Liss can I have a little while to think about this.I did just break up with my boyfriend and I need some time to let what you just said sink in." She gave me a small smile nodded her head and then left. I laid back onto my bed closing my eyes and drifting off to sleep. Soon I was pulled into a dream creation of Adrian's and he stood there amongst a garden in full bloom. All of the colors were amazing.

"Little damphir what has you so sad."A bench magically appeared and we both took a seat.

"Dimitri broke up with me." I whispered and Adrian wrapped his arm around my shoulder.

"I'm sorry little one. I am always here to make you feel better" Adrian winked at me and I whacked him in the arm. He laughed playfully but a pang of hurt hit my heart. Lissa had always been there for me when I needed her. When I fell of the monkey bars in third grade and twisted my ankle or when I had my first kiss in sixth grade and the guy never talked to me again. I suddenly realized that being with Lissa made me happy. She made me want to be a better person and all that bullshit that sappy people say when they are in love. "What are you thinking about Rose your aura is glowing?" I turned and gave him my man eater smile.

"Lissa" I said truthfully and I saw his face drop and lighten with curiosity at the same time but the dream started to fade away before I could say anything else. I woke up and turned to the alarm clock seeing as it was in the middle of the Moroi night I hopped out of bed and ran down the hallway to Lissa's suit. It was a short run considering we lived right next to each other as I am her guardian. After 3 bangs on her door I heard her shout "coming". I stood in the hallway nervously fidgeting until the door was opened and Lissa stood there in a creamy off white nightgown that came down to mid-thigh and I couldn't help but jump her. She looked so sexy and I liked her taken off guard. I glued my mouth to hers and as she gasped I shoved my tongue in her mouth loving the way it tasted. Lissa didn't seem to mind as her hands were in my hair pulling lightly. I finally slowed the kiss down and pulled away from her. She whimpered lowly and I saw the hurt in her eyes. I put my arms around her waste "Lissa I do love you and I am stupid for taking so long to realize it." She squealed and jumped into my arms kissing me again.

Since that day we had been inseparable. Dimitri and I went back to just being friends and it was a lot easier that way. I moved in with Lissa and although we were madly in love we couldn't tell anyone other than our close friends about out relationship. Gossip in court traveled faster than the speed of light and it would not be good for the future queen to be outed as a lesbian.

Flashback over

I looked at the tv again to see that while I was daydreaming Lissa must have switched the channel. She was now watching some baby show. It showed a hospital room with a doctor telling a woman to push and I inwardly cringed.

"Lissa really how can you be watching this its gross." She moved her head from resting on my shoulder and glared at me.

"Rose it's not gross its beautiful. She sighed wistfully. What was wrong with her. I tried checking the bond but she had her walls up closing me off.

"Whatever you say Liss" I let sarcasm drip into my voice. She moved to sit on the other end of the couch and I immediately regretted what I said as I felt the loss of heat as she moved. I turned back to the tv just in time to see the head crowning. I almost lost my breakfast. I couldn't distinguish between the moms pubic hair and the baby's hair. Ugh I think i'm going to be sick and then the woman urinates on the table. I mean really. "What in the hell was that." I am sure my face is ghostly white.

"Rose its totally natural to release your body fluids while pushing out a baby" Lissa stated matter of factly still angry at what I said. After another 5 minutes the doctor finally had the baby out and I had to admit the baby was adorable. It was a little boy with dark black hair and the blue eyes all baby's had the woman looked so happy to be finally holding her baby. I smiled a little. Lissa turned off the tv and looked over at me.

"What?" I asked.

"Rose I want that..." Lissa looked at me longingly.

"What do you want?" I asked confused. I didn't see what she could be talking about. Lissa always got what she wanted. She was queen in training for Christs sake anyone would die if they could get in her good graces by getting her something she wanted. She looked at me like the answer should have been obvious.

"Rose I want a baby!"

DUH DUH DUH! I know I am mean but I am definitely going to leave it there. I really do love cliffhangers. Please review.