Hey how's it going? I felt like writing something completely different from the other story I'm in the middle of. PLEASE REVIEW! Comments motivate me to write my chapters quicker so PLEASE let me know what you think. Just so you know, this is a Jacob and Edward pairing. Also know that this is lemony so prepare for guy on guy action along with guy on girl action. Of course, I don't own anything Twilight so yeah... bummer, I know. I won't hold you up so read, enjoy, and if anybody's looking for a beta, then I'm your girl! Ok, that's it... go on... Wth? Stop reading this and read the damn story... Geeez... Just all up in my business... ;-)

Stream of Consciousness

It was midnight when I went inside my room, after taking a nice long shower, to the site of Edward, leech of all leeches, Cullen, laying across my bed. If it wasn't for the fact that we were no longer bothered by each other's scent, due to the peace we made with each other, I would've burned those sheets he was laying on. What the hell is he doing here?

"Have I come at a bad time?" Edward asked looking at me up and down with those golden colored eyes of his. Of course, I had nothing on but a black towel wrapped around my waist. Didn't really expect to find a leech in my bed. I ran my fingers through my short wet hair.

"No, I just got out the shower," I said to him still wondering why he was in my room to began with when he could've just called. Unless… "Everything's ok? How's Nessie?"

"Nessie's fine," he reassured me as the corner of his mouth turned up slightly. "Bella's with her."

I breathed a sigh of relief that everything seemed to be fine but that still didn't explain why he was laid up in my room. Edward never comes here unannounced.

"So…" I began acknowledging the awkwardness of this situation. "What's up? Why you're here?"

"I don't know really," he responded as if lost in thought. He looked over at the window as the light from the moon, shown down on his marble figure, shinning bright enough for his skin to slightly sparkle. "I needed to get away for a while."

I cocked an eyebrow at him in disbelief.

"Get away from what?"

"It's not a matter of 'what' per se but more of 'whom'. It's Bella."

Bella? What? Is there trouble in paradise? I don't get it. He got the girl, changed the girl into a leech like him, got married, AND has a child! They've gotten their happily ever after. Shouldn't that be enough?

"It is, well sort of. It's just that we're having… intimacy issues." He said answering my thoughts.

Intimacy issues? Did he really just come all the way out here in the middle of the night to talk about his and Bella's intimacy issues? They get to have sex for nonstop for all of eternity yet he's here complaining because, what, he probably wants to cuddle? What is it? He needs a hug or something? I watched him glare over at me listening in on my thoughts, as I shook my head chuckling to myself. Now I know we've become good friends and all and have come to terms with him and Bella being together but should I really be hearing this?

"Maybe you shouldn't," he said responding to my thoughts sounding confused. "I don't know. Lately I've been distant from her, sexually."

So now we get to the matter at hand. They probably had sex so often, he probably broke it. I chuckled to myself but Edward wasn't the least bit amused. Fine! I'll stop being a dick. Besides, it might have more to do with 'equipment malfunction'.

"Well, I'm sure it's going to take time. You've been out of practice for some years so I guess you're entitled to have moments where you can't quite perform the way a man should. It'll pass. After all, you didn't seem to have a problem conceiving Nessie," I told him. I wonder if there's an equivalent to Viagra for vampires.

"No, that's not quite why…." Edward paused to see me wince from the sharp pain in my back. Clearly the shower I took did nothing to loosen me up. My muscles needed to stretch out.

"I can help you with that." Edward offered responding to my thoughts.

Before I could turn him down, he quickly got behind me, massaging my neck and back area. I wanted to protest but the sensation of his touch was trapping me in pleasure. His ice cold hands were an excellent compliment to my extremely hot body temperature. Although his skin is hard as stone, it felt smooth on my skin. His hands worked magic as they smoothed the tension right out of my muscles.

"Do you want me to stop?" Edward whispered in my ear.

Something in that whisper triggered something. It was a simple question he asked but I felt there was a double meaning behind it. A part of me didn't want him to stop. The pleasure I was feeling from the massage was exactly what I needed at the moment. But another part of me felt he needed to stop because I started to feel a sensation that went beyond what I was supposed to feel. Odd…

"Um… yeah I'm good," I said scooting away from his touch hoping I didn't come off rude. "You're pretty good with your hands, Edward. If you kept that up, you might've heard me snoring right about now."

Edward just smirked and as he sat up against the headboard. I joined him as we both sat up against the headboard looking straight ahead at our reflection in my three way mirror on top of my dresser. He looked so lost. What he needed was a friend.

"So what's with you and Bella?"

"I'm not quite sure. Sex with her is everything I can imagine but yet now it seems to not be enough. It's as if I desire something she's unable to provide," he said looking over at me gazing into my eyes.

"Maybe you need to find a way to get your desires met."

A flash of heat ran throughout my body and settled directly into my groin. I don't know if it was the closeness or the subject matter but I felt this conversation was going to take a dangerous turn.

"Maybe," Edward said smiling to himself. I wasn't sure if he was answering my thoughts or my last statement. I left it alone.

"So have you discussed this with Bella?"

"No. I feel guilty enough as it is. I don't want to hurt her."

"Then how do you plan on getting your desires met?"

"I don't know. I've talked it over with Carlisle and he told me to do what I feel. To trust in it," He looked up and down my body with what looked like lust. "Jacob, you ever had a sexual desire yet to be fulfilled?"

"Other than with your wife?" I asked coyly. "Yes, I had. Still do even."

"Would you do anything to have it?" he asked as his eyes suddenly looked darker. Black, almost.

"If the desire is strong enough, then yes," I answered as I stared into his eyes practically losing myself in them. I shook my head from the trance. "Carlisle's right you know. Do what feels right."

"You really think so?"

"Of course! You've got to be happy right?"

"That is true," he agreed giving me that crooked smile Bella always melted over. Licking his lips, he gave me a look of determination. "Jacob, there's something I've been meaning to do for the past few weeks now."

"Really? What's that?"

"This."

Before I could process what was going on, Edward quickly opened up my towel and slipped my dick in his mouth. For a split second, I wanted to throw Edward across the room for doing this but that feeling quickly went away. The intoxicating pleasure I was receiving from my dick invading the depths of Edward's throat, was shamefully erotic. He looked up at me with lust in his eyes.

"Mmmm… I knew you'd taste good Jacob," he moaned licking all around my shaft. "Every time I'm making love to Bella," he licked the pre-cum that trickled down from the tip. "All I can think about is how much I want to taste you," he sucked on the head. "And kiss you," he sucked all the way down my shaft and back. "Mmmm… and fuck you." My toes curled.

This was wrong. I hated him all over again for making me like this so much. As much as I wanted this to stop and pretend this never happened, I couldn't bring myself to say the words. It felt too good. I moved my hips in accordance with his sucking movements as I gripped his hair for support. We both moaned from insane pleasure. Why did this feel so good? I tried to control my excitement so that Billy, Rebecca, and Paul wouldn't hear what was going on, but as I was approaching my climax, I couldn't care less. I pumped faster and deeper into Edward's perfect mouth.

"Oh shit… Edward I'm cuuummmming," I moaned in ecstasy.

Paul started banging on my door trying to find out what the noise was about but I was too far gone to acknowledge it. Biting down on my bottom lip, I lost touch with reality, pumping fiercely into his mouth as my eyes rolled back, arched my back and bust a fat nut, cumming hard deep inside his throat. I never had anything so good in my life. I held Edward's head in position for a few seconds as he swallowed down every last drop of my juices. Finally releasing my grip, I laid back on the bed intoxicated by the orgasmic feeling I was having. Paul kept banging on the door. If I didn't answer, he was going to find a way in here. I quickly got up, wrapped my towel back around my waist, and opened my door just as Edward disappeared out of site.

"What Paul?" I was exhausted and sweating. Paul eyed me suspiciously.

"You alright in here? I thought I heard you shouting."

I was still trying to come down from the high of my orgasm so I tried to answer him as clearly as possible.

"No. It's good. This new TV Rebecca got for me was stuck on a channel for a minute. It's fixed now. No worries."

"Ok, just checking," he said not looking too much like he was buying it but deciding to drop it anyway. "Night Black."

"Yeah, you too."

I closed the door behind him and leaned my forehead against the door. That was a close one. I felt Edward come up behind me as he unraveled my towel and let it hit the floor. I took in a deep breath and turned around to face him. He was completely naked.

"Alright, stop," I said not sounding too convincing. "We can't do this."

One of his hands slowly made its way to my now erect penis, the other hand gripped onto my hair.

"You sure you want me to stop?"

He tongued me down as I sucked on his flavorful lips. Moving his hands to reach mine, he interlocked his fingers into mines as he pressed them up against the door. He then sucked on my neck, being careful not to bite me, as I bit down on my bottom lip, taking all the sensation I was receiving from him. I felt his hard dick move against mine with anticipation. We needed to stop this before it went any further but what needed to happen and what I wanted to happen were two different things.

"I want to experience all of you Jacob," he whispered in my ear. "And I know you want it as bad as I do, so why fight it?" He sucked on my earlobe. "Nobody has to know."

My brain was in battle with my dick on whether this should continue or not. This didn't make sense. My head was telling me how wrong this was. We used to be mortal enemies! This was Bella's husband. My imprint's father. How can I do this? But as I gazed into Edward's lustful eyes, I knew one thing's for sure. Nothing's stronger than one's desire. As much as I didn't want to admit it, I craved Edward in that moment. His seduction… the way he made me cum… my body couldn't deny him. If you want something bad enough, wouldn't you do anything to have it? In the battle between my head and my dick, my dick raised victoriously as I bit my bottom lip with desire. Edward felt too good to just pass up.

Moving my hands from his, I locked into his hair and kissed him deeply. I wanted to feel him inside me. Reading my thoughts, he led me to the bed. I stood there as I watched him get his jacket that was laid out on the bed and take out a small bottle of flavored lube out of the pocket. Somebody came prepared. He smiled at my thoughts as he sat in back of me with my ass in his face. He poured the lube all around my ass as he let his fingers slide between my cheeks and slowly work his finger all the way through my pucker. Tensing up from the pain, Edward noticing my reaction began to stroke my dick with the other hand. The pain I felt from my anus intensified the sensation I was feeling from the stroking. I couldn't distinguish where the pain ended and the pleasure began. I found myself rocking back and forth against his finger as he began to insert another finger into my love hole. I've never been this aroused.

"You're ready for me, Jacob?" Edward seductively asked me.

"Yes…" I replied. Although, I'm not sure if I said that as an answer to his question or as a response to the pleasure I was feeling.

He licked and sucked on each of my butt cheeks as he then let his tongue slide down the crack and inside my love hole. My legs started to cave in as the sensation I was receiving was out of this world. Damn, I could love this guy…..

"Turn around."

I did as I was told as he went to lie on the bed with is dick sticking straight up. My mouth began to water. I was beyond caring anymore about me being intimate with a married man, nor the fact that this man was a vampire for that matter. All I knew was that Edward was making me feel sensations beyond my wildest dreams, which I didn't want to end. And since this was probably going to be my last sexual encounter with Edward, I wanted to explore every part of him. I got on the bed and sucked down on his dick savoring his sweet taste. Damn, he tastes good. I hungrily sucked him down, relaxing my throat enough to deep throat him.

"Oh Jacob… you feel so… perfect," he moaned in ecstasy.

I felt hot as fire. Edward had me so aroused, I felt as if my dick would combust. It began to pulse anticipating instruction. I had to feel him inside me. I got on top of Edward. Coming down ever so slightly, I eased his dick inside my anus. I wanted him so much, I never felt the pain. I rode him long and deep. He stroked my dick and skillfully brought himself up to suck it. I felt orgasmic spasms shoot throughout my body from all angles. I was on fire. I was riding him hard now. I can't believe I ever hated this guy. What the hell was I thinking? His nails gripped down on my ass as he forcefully pumped his dick inside of me. I was so lost from reality I felt it was inception. Someone somehow, must have planted an idea in my head that Edward was a fucking GOD. I shouted in ecstasy as I held on to the headboard for support. I no longer cared if I woke up anybody in the house. Hell, the entire rez could be woken up from the shouts of passion for all I cared just as long as NOBODY stopped us. Reason went right out the window. I was on an orgasmic high. I was drugged by the intoxication of his sex. Feeling us both reaching that point of ecstasy, we both pumped fiercely as we both reached that one…. Perfect…. Moment…..

"Jacob!" Edward shouted.

"Jacob!"

I felt someone shaking me back and forth.

"Hey, Black, wake up!"

My eyes slowly opened to the stream of sunlight peeking through the split of my curtain. Paul and Embry were hovering over me with worried expressions. What the hell?

"We heard your shouting so I banged on the door. You must've really been knocked out. Sorry about the lock. Embry'll fix it," Paul smirked at Embry.

"Fuck you! You're the one who charged in here like some crazed bounty hunter. I told you to leave him alone. He was probably just having another one of those nightmares he keeps having. Right, Jake?" Embry asked me.

I was confused and disoriented. Nightmare? What? I never had a nightmare so beautiful…

"Um…. Yeah, something like that," I answered not even trying to go there about what that dream really was about. "Look, can you give me a minute to get myself together?"

"Sure, we'll be out front," Embry answered as they left the room, trying to unsuccessfully close the door behind them. Looks like I'm going to have to get on Paul to fix my lock.

I tried to gather my thoughts. I never understood why I've been having these dreams about Edward. They always freaked me out when I woke up. Mainly because I hated to admit to myself how much I liked it. I took the covers off myself as I stared in shock at something that hasn't happened to me before after these dreams. I looked down at the massive amount of cum that clung to my legs and sheets. I clearly let out multiple shots. After all the dreams I've had of Edward Cullen, I've never had one so realistic enough to produce a wet dream. I didn't know what this meant but NOBODY can find out.

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