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{Joe's POV}

I set my phone down next to me and spun around in my chair to face Nick. I couldn't get her off my mind; this had been the first time in months, Tabitha hadn't even come up but somehow she managed to slip into my mind. I leaned forward and rested my elbows on my knees I knew this was going to be a difficult topic to bring up but I have to do it.

"Nick?" I asked glancing up at him; he was flipping through a magazine but looked up quickly and murmured a response.

"Do you ever think about…Tabitha?" I winced, knowing this was a tough subject for him, This time Nick stared at me.

Nick shook his head "Why did you even bring her up? I mean past is the past…" I shrugged simply; Nick shook his head and went back to his magazine.

I understand why Nick doesn't want to talk about it I mean she was his best friend and almost his girlfriend. I guess I should start at the beginning, her name was Tabitha Hall and she was an up and coming pop star. My brothers and I were introduced at a Hollywood Records album launch party; she was 17 at the time so it was around 2 years ago. That day changed our lives forever; Tabitha became our closet friend pretty much but the thing was she was always closet to Nick because they were close in age so whenever she'd get mad at the 3 of us; Nick was hurt most. She became known in the media as " The Jonas Sister " because she was always around us, So yes we did boost her career a little but she had natural talent so why wouldn't they hire her? But then they dropped her. Hollywood Records had fired Tabitha, which had to have been one of the worst days for all of us.

The door slammed and I began to hear the sobs coming from the front room.

"Tabi?" I questioned softly not wanting to upset her further.

Her chocolate orbs were filled with sadness and tears lined her eyelids. I knew something had to be wrong, I had never seen Tabitha this upset before. Nick peeked his head around the corner and furrowed his eyebrows in confusion, I mouthed an "I don't know" and slid down next to her.

"Tabitha tell me what's wrong" I stated trying to stop these uncontrollable sobs that were coming from the shaking girl next to me.

She looked up to me with that expression of just pure sadness, it almost made me cry it was that bad.

She hesitated before speaking "Ho-Hollywood Records d-dropped me" Tabitha said almost inaudibly before a fresh batch of tears began to flow from her eyes.

Nick stared at her in shock as did I.

I wrapped my arms around her as her fragile body shook with sobs, I tried to calm her and tell her everything was going to be okay but inside I knew nothing would be okay.

"Tabi shhh everything's going to be fine" I cooed trying to calm her and maybe stop the crying. After about 30 minutes she pulled away from me and went into her room, she came out a day later with bloodshot eyes and a shaken expression, Tabitha forced a smile and said "I'm okay".

The next few days after that Tabitha seemed to be recovering and everything went back to normal, I think it actually enhanced Nick and Tabitha's relationship. I found them sleeping together {No guys SLEEPING like actual sleeping} on the couch, it thought it was cute so I got a picture. No I'm not creepy I thought it was cute.

"You still never answered my question..." I trailed off and glanced at my phone, I heard Nick sigh and slam his magazine down on the bed.

"Of course I do Joe you know that, I mean all the time I think about why she left, where she is and why did she only leave us a letter and never contact us again?" Nick looked away and I saw his hand move to his pocket where I knew he kept the letter Tabitha had written us.

See, you know how I said everything seemed normal with Tabitha well something happened 2 days after I found her and Nick.

"Hey Tabitha were home!" Nick called out as we walked in the front door,

No reply.

"Tabitha?" Kevin tried.

We all spread out and looked for her, not finding anything except her room empty and a note lying on the uncovered mattress. Nick picked up the note gently as if it might disappear just as Tabitha had. He read the note to himself, I watched as his face contorted into a grimace and then a look of sadness. I took the note from him and read it aloud…

Dear Jonas family,

I want to thank you all for everything you did for me, you made me feel at home and that you guys actually cared about me. Thank you so much you don't even know how much it meant to me. This has to be one of the hardest things I've ever written but I think I've overstayed my welcome and it's time for me to go. I love every single one of you and that will never change, I promise that I'll keep my number the same so if any of you are ever in trouble CALL ME. I never want you to forget me or the moments we shared, I'm not leaving because of you it's a different reason I don't want to get into. I know this is short but like I said this is hard for me to write, I'm crying right now writing this. I'm sorry guys I love you all so much you're the family I never had.

Thank you,

Tabitha Hall 3

2 years ago Tabitha wrote that and Nick still carries it around, I think he really did love her or he wouldn't have kept it.

"I have an idea" I stated with a smirk, I knew Nick was curious because when I opened my laptop he came over to me. "What is it?" He asked as I typed Tabitha's name into the Google search bar.

I couldn't help but smirk "You'll see" I replied as Tabitha showed up all over my computer.

"Is that...?" Nick trailed off; I nodded as I clicked on Wikipedia and scrolled down looking for what Tabitha was up to now.

I felt a bit overwhelmed skimming through her earlier life, when I say earlier life I mean when she was still with us, my eyes widened as I found what I was looking for: Her present life "Yes!" I cried out in victory. Nick stared at me then shook his head and chuckled lightly "Tabitha Hall is now modeling for Teen Vogue and rumors say she might be trying to get back into the music industry. Tabitha lives in North Richland Hills, Texas currently" I read out loud, grinning as I found what I was looking for.

I glanced at Nick who was chewing his lip nervously, I smirked when he looked at me "Nick were heading to Texas, go get Kevin and tell him" I said a smile spreading across my face. Nick's eyes widened and he shook his head in disbelief, all I did was nod and it was settled.

We were going to find Tabitha.

Short i know D: First chapter sucked :P

It'll get better

next one will be in Tabitha's Point of view :O