Notes : Okies back again with another new story, Still working on the
closing chapters of father and son, but they should be around soon. Nothing
really to warn you about here, just there's Taito, as usual.
Crazy for leaving you
Chapter one
The digidestined had gathered for a sleepover organised by Kari. As their parents were away for the weekend, Tai and Kari had decided to hold a party where everyone would sleep over afterwards. The decorations, food, drink and music were ready, and now they were waiting for the arrival of their guests. Tai smiled to himself as he finished getting dressed. He had picked out tight black trousers and a loose fitting white shirt. He knew Matt loved him in that outfit, and Tai was eager to please his boyfriend. The pair had been dating for just over a year now, and things were perfect. Flashing a grin into the mirror on his bedroom wall, Tai ran to answer the door. He opened it to be greeted by Joe, Izzy and Cody. He greeted them and welcomed them in. "Wow, this place looks great"!. Joe said, staring around at the carefully arranged food and decorations. Kari grinned and came from the kitchen carried a large bowl of punch. "What's in that"? Tai asked.
"Fruit juice, some soda, you know, the usual". Kari replied setting the bowl down.
"I believe that was Tai's away of enquiring to it's alcohol content". Izzy commented. Kari was about to reply, but was distracted by someone ringing the door bell. "I'll get it". Cody offered.
Over half an hour later, all of the digidestined had arrived. Kari stayed pretty busy in the kitchen, making more food and pouring drinks. She was being helped by TK, and being bugged by Davis. Izzy and Joe were discussing some new software for Izzy's laptop, whilst Ken and Yolei were slow dancing to a love song that was playing. Sora was showing Cody how to dance. Meanwhile, Tai and Matt were stood by the food table. Matt was smiling as he watched his boyfriend devour a whole plate of food. "You'll indigestion, and then where will you be"? Matt teased.
"Well I'm sure my love will help me". Tai replied, putting down the plate and hugging Matt. "Don't be so sure, your wind is pretty killer". Matt laughed at the look on Tai's face.
"I don't hear you complaining about being so close to me now, do you"?
"No..ok, you win this time". Matt said as he pulled Tai in for a kiss. Tai responded by slipping his tongue into Matt's mouth whilst running his hands through his love's hair. Matt moaned and leaned in closer. "You guys need to get a room"! Davis complained, grabbing a cup of punch.
"Oh you're just pissed because Kari told you to go away at last". Tai joked as he broke away from Matt. "Awww, poor Davis, don't be so mean Tai". Matt said sympathetically.
"Yeah Tai don't be so mean, or I'll set Jun on you again"!. Davis smirked. It was common knowledge that Tai and Jun had dated briefly. "Permission to strangle him"? Tai asked, turning to Matt.
"Permission denied". Matt replied, laughing. "Permission to hug your boyfriend, granted". He added. Tai smiled and pulled Matt in for another hug. Matt motioned for Davis to run while he could.
**
An hour later, the digidestined were sat in a circle playing spin the bottle. Davis had just moved the bottle so it landed on Kari, he started to kiss her, before she pushed him away. "Ok Joe, your turn". Tai said. Joe nodded and spun the bottle, it landed on Izzy. The others laughed, knowing that Joe would never kiss a guy. He was totally straight. Joe simply smiled, leaned over and kissed Izzy directly on the lips. The others gasped in shock. Izzy blushed and Joe grinned. "Surprise guys". He said.
Once the others had recovered from the shock, Kari suggested they play truth or dare. The others agreed and Sora had agreed to go first. "Ok, Matt truth or dare"? She asked.
"Um..truth". Matt replied, seeing it as the safer option.
"Right then, what really happened to my tennis racket that you borrowed". Sora asked, a smile playing on her lips. Matt turned red. "Come on Matt, tell her". Tai said, laughing.
"Ok, ok, Me and the band thought it would be fun to go down to the local park and hit rocks...then bigger rocks". Matt replied, sounding embarrassed.
"So that's how Akemi ended up with a broken nose"! Sora giggled. "Alright, you're forgiven, it's your turn".
"Hmmm...TK truth or dare"? Matt asked.
"I'll take Dare". TK replied, smiling.
"Good choice". Matt smirked. TK gulped. "I dare you to ask Kari out on a date, since you like her so much". TK went a deep shade of red, and shot a deadly look at his older brother who simply smiled. TK stood up and asked if he could talk to Kari in private, after the two of them had left, the game broke up into a conversation. "Finally those two will get together". Sora remarked.
"Yeah, it's obvious they really like each other, maybe Matt's dare was the push they needed". Tai agreed.
"Matt's dare was pretty tame though, I mean have you ever played with him and his band"? Joe asked.
"No, why?, have you"? Tai replied, sounding slightly concerned. The group didn't really know that much about the other side of Matt's life. "Joe, shut up". Matt warned.
"Let's just say those guys are wild". Joe said quickly, avoiding Matt's death stare.
"Hey guys, I just need to go to the toilet". Matt said quickly, he stood up and walked out before anyone could say anything. "Was it something I said"? Joe asked. The others shrugged.
"Maybe the punch finally got to him". Tai said, smirking.
"You should go and see if he needs some help"! Davis said suggestively. Tai frowned and hit him on the head.
**
Matt ran towards the bathroom, he passed Kari and TK who were too busy passionately kissing to notice anyone but themselves. Matt found the correct door and dashed in. He locked the door and sat down on the toilet lid, breathing heavily. His mind was racing with a thousand thoughts a second. He fought back tears as he gripped his wrist tightly. He closed his eyes and took deep breaths to try and regulate his breathing. Using his free hand, he fumbled in his pocket, he located what he was looking for and withdrew it from the pocket. He closed his fist around the object. He opened his eyes and his fist, and stared down at the razor blade. He tried to shut out the thoughts, the bad thoughts, the insane thoughts. The thoughts that told him he should do it. The thoughts that wanted to control him. He had to fight them. Yet, his hand would not drop the blade, they wanted to hold it, feel the cool metal. Matt allowed the tears to form in his eyes as he watched his hand move to his wrist and roll up the sleeve. He continued to watch as his hand moved the edge of the blade to his skin. He saw tears drop onto the thick material of his black sweater as the thick, red liquid ran down his wrist. He sat, in a daze. He felt hypnotised as he saw the blood slowly make it's way to the palm of his hand. His survival instinct kicked in, as he ripped toilet paper off the holder and held it to the cut. He continued to apply pressure as he ran water into the sink. He then plunged his wrist into the full basin. He watched as the water became tainted with blood, turning it pinkish. A knock at the door startled him, the blade dropped to the tiled floor, a few droplets of blood splashing on the tiles. "Matt, hurry up! There's others waiting!, namely me"! Davis complained, hammering on the door. Matt roughly wiped his face and pulled the plug in the sink, making the coloured water disappear. "I'm coming, give me a minute"! Matt called back, wiping the blood off the floor and blade. He slipped the blade in his pocket and flushed the stained toilet paper down the toilet. The wound was still bleeding slightly as Matt rolled his sleeve back down. However he knew that there would be no tell- tale staining as the material was too dark. He unlocked the door, opened it and stepped out. "God finally!, what were you doing in there"! Davis said as he dashed in.
"None of your business". Matt replied gruffly. He calmed himself back down before entering the lounge. Silently he congratulated himself for keeping his habit a secret for so long.
Notes : Ok, end of the first part!, as always I love any feedback good or bad, however, any bad feedback, I would insist it be CONSTRUCTIVE. For instance a tip on how to improve my writing, no flames!. Apart from that, hope you enjoyed reading this first part, and expect the next part soon!.
Crazy for leaving you
Chapter one
The digidestined had gathered for a sleepover organised by Kari. As their parents were away for the weekend, Tai and Kari had decided to hold a party where everyone would sleep over afterwards. The decorations, food, drink and music were ready, and now they were waiting for the arrival of their guests. Tai smiled to himself as he finished getting dressed. He had picked out tight black trousers and a loose fitting white shirt. He knew Matt loved him in that outfit, and Tai was eager to please his boyfriend. The pair had been dating for just over a year now, and things were perfect. Flashing a grin into the mirror on his bedroom wall, Tai ran to answer the door. He opened it to be greeted by Joe, Izzy and Cody. He greeted them and welcomed them in. "Wow, this place looks great"!. Joe said, staring around at the carefully arranged food and decorations. Kari grinned and came from the kitchen carried a large bowl of punch. "What's in that"? Tai asked.
"Fruit juice, some soda, you know, the usual". Kari replied setting the bowl down.
"I believe that was Tai's away of enquiring to it's alcohol content". Izzy commented. Kari was about to reply, but was distracted by someone ringing the door bell. "I'll get it". Cody offered.
Over half an hour later, all of the digidestined had arrived. Kari stayed pretty busy in the kitchen, making more food and pouring drinks. She was being helped by TK, and being bugged by Davis. Izzy and Joe were discussing some new software for Izzy's laptop, whilst Ken and Yolei were slow dancing to a love song that was playing. Sora was showing Cody how to dance. Meanwhile, Tai and Matt were stood by the food table. Matt was smiling as he watched his boyfriend devour a whole plate of food. "You'll indigestion, and then where will you be"? Matt teased.
"Well I'm sure my love will help me". Tai replied, putting down the plate and hugging Matt. "Don't be so sure, your wind is pretty killer". Matt laughed at the look on Tai's face.
"I don't hear you complaining about being so close to me now, do you"?
"No..ok, you win this time". Matt said as he pulled Tai in for a kiss. Tai responded by slipping his tongue into Matt's mouth whilst running his hands through his love's hair. Matt moaned and leaned in closer. "You guys need to get a room"! Davis complained, grabbing a cup of punch.
"Oh you're just pissed because Kari told you to go away at last". Tai joked as he broke away from Matt. "Awww, poor Davis, don't be so mean Tai". Matt said sympathetically.
"Yeah Tai don't be so mean, or I'll set Jun on you again"!. Davis smirked. It was common knowledge that Tai and Jun had dated briefly. "Permission to strangle him"? Tai asked, turning to Matt.
"Permission denied". Matt replied, laughing. "Permission to hug your boyfriend, granted". He added. Tai smiled and pulled Matt in for another hug. Matt motioned for Davis to run while he could.
**
An hour later, the digidestined were sat in a circle playing spin the bottle. Davis had just moved the bottle so it landed on Kari, he started to kiss her, before she pushed him away. "Ok Joe, your turn". Tai said. Joe nodded and spun the bottle, it landed on Izzy. The others laughed, knowing that Joe would never kiss a guy. He was totally straight. Joe simply smiled, leaned over and kissed Izzy directly on the lips. The others gasped in shock. Izzy blushed and Joe grinned. "Surprise guys". He said.
Once the others had recovered from the shock, Kari suggested they play truth or dare. The others agreed and Sora had agreed to go first. "Ok, Matt truth or dare"? She asked.
"Um..truth". Matt replied, seeing it as the safer option.
"Right then, what really happened to my tennis racket that you borrowed". Sora asked, a smile playing on her lips. Matt turned red. "Come on Matt, tell her". Tai said, laughing.
"Ok, ok, Me and the band thought it would be fun to go down to the local park and hit rocks...then bigger rocks". Matt replied, sounding embarrassed.
"So that's how Akemi ended up with a broken nose"! Sora giggled. "Alright, you're forgiven, it's your turn".
"Hmmm...TK truth or dare"? Matt asked.
"I'll take Dare". TK replied, smiling.
"Good choice". Matt smirked. TK gulped. "I dare you to ask Kari out on a date, since you like her so much". TK went a deep shade of red, and shot a deadly look at his older brother who simply smiled. TK stood up and asked if he could talk to Kari in private, after the two of them had left, the game broke up into a conversation. "Finally those two will get together". Sora remarked.
"Yeah, it's obvious they really like each other, maybe Matt's dare was the push they needed". Tai agreed.
"Matt's dare was pretty tame though, I mean have you ever played with him and his band"? Joe asked.
"No, why?, have you"? Tai replied, sounding slightly concerned. The group didn't really know that much about the other side of Matt's life. "Joe, shut up". Matt warned.
"Let's just say those guys are wild". Joe said quickly, avoiding Matt's death stare.
"Hey guys, I just need to go to the toilet". Matt said quickly, he stood up and walked out before anyone could say anything. "Was it something I said"? Joe asked. The others shrugged.
"Maybe the punch finally got to him". Tai said, smirking.
"You should go and see if he needs some help"! Davis said suggestively. Tai frowned and hit him on the head.
**
Matt ran towards the bathroom, he passed Kari and TK who were too busy passionately kissing to notice anyone but themselves. Matt found the correct door and dashed in. He locked the door and sat down on the toilet lid, breathing heavily. His mind was racing with a thousand thoughts a second. He fought back tears as he gripped his wrist tightly. He closed his eyes and took deep breaths to try and regulate his breathing. Using his free hand, he fumbled in his pocket, he located what he was looking for and withdrew it from the pocket. He closed his fist around the object. He opened his eyes and his fist, and stared down at the razor blade. He tried to shut out the thoughts, the bad thoughts, the insane thoughts. The thoughts that told him he should do it. The thoughts that wanted to control him. He had to fight them. Yet, his hand would not drop the blade, they wanted to hold it, feel the cool metal. Matt allowed the tears to form in his eyes as he watched his hand move to his wrist and roll up the sleeve. He continued to watch as his hand moved the edge of the blade to his skin. He saw tears drop onto the thick material of his black sweater as the thick, red liquid ran down his wrist. He sat, in a daze. He felt hypnotised as he saw the blood slowly make it's way to the palm of his hand. His survival instinct kicked in, as he ripped toilet paper off the holder and held it to the cut. He continued to apply pressure as he ran water into the sink. He then plunged his wrist into the full basin. He watched as the water became tainted with blood, turning it pinkish. A knock at the door startled him, the blade dropped to the tiled floor, a few droplets of blood splashing on the tiles. "Matt, hurry up! There's others waiting!, namely me"! Davis complained, hammering on the door. Matt roughly wiped his face and pulled the plug in the sink, making the coloured water disappear. "I'm coming, give me a minute"! Matt called back, wiping the blood off the floor and blade. He slipped the blade in his pocket and flushed the stained toilet paper down the toilet. The wound was still bleeding slightly as Matt rolled his sleeve back down. However he knew that there would be no tell- tale staining as the material was too dark. He unlocked the door, opened it and stepped out. "God finally!, what were you doing in there"! Davis said as he dashed in.
"None of your business". Matt replied gruffly. He calmed himself back down before entering the lounge. Silently he congratulated himself for keeping his habit a secret for so long.
Notes : Ok, end of the first part!, as always I love any feedback good or bad, however, any bad feedback, I would insist it be CONSTRUCTIVE. For instance a tip on how to improve my writing, no flames!. Apart from that, hope you enjoyed reading this first part, and expect the next part soon!.
