A/N: A little Doccubus idea that I had, thought I'd give it a whirl and see what you all think :D
In this story Dyson is his usual dickhead self and in love with Bo, but there will be badass Lauren ;)
Thoughts are always in italics and lyrics.
LPOV:
"Oh yes I love this song." I turn to radio up in my car as I speed down the dark empty night road and sing my heart out.
Twenty-five years and my life is still
Trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this brotherhood of man
For whatever that means
And so I cry sometimes
When I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head?
And I, I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs
What's going on?
And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?
I belt out along with the confused hand gestures.
Ooh, ooh ooh
I try and do a cool air guitar the best I can with one hand on the wheel.
And I try, oh my god do I try
I try all the time
In this institution
And I pray, oh my god do I pray
I pray every single day
For a revolution
And so I cry sometimes
When I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head?
And I, I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs
What's going on?
And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?
As the song comes to an end I turn the radio off and just think. In this moment I never realized how connected I was to this song. I've spent a good part of my life being stuck in this Fae institution and really having no real idea about what's going on, I mean sure I know what the science tells me but other than that I'm just a pawn in their game, going along with whatever they tell me. Sometimes I'd feel so helpless and just want to give up...but then I met Bo, my beautiful Bo. Who made me believe that I was worth more than what the Fae made me believe I was.
That's where I'm driving to now. I've been away for a few days dealing with a very sick patient, a good friend of the Ash' so I didn't really have a choice in the matter, but sadly he passed away this morning so I'm coming home early and surprising Bo with some wine, good food and flowers.
I arrive outside where Bo lives 'the crack shack' as Kenzi likes to call it and I'm inclined to agree, the place is a dump but still homely at the same time...weird.
I hop out my car and grab everything that I've bought for me and Bo to have a great night together, I do hope Kenzi isn't home because she definitely won't be getting a good night sleep with what I've got planned.
I head to the front door and as usual it's unlocked. I head inside let out a quiet laugh at what I see. Kenzi is passed out on the couch hugging a bottle of red wine close to her chest and snoring away. I see Bo's clothes at the bottom of the stairs and I shake my head at the woman's inpatients to get her clothes off and into bed. I shake my head and go straight upstairs to where my love will most likely also be sound asleep. I near the top of the stairs and I hear some strange noises coming from Bo's room door.
I reach the top of the stairs and the noises I'm hearing are very familiar. I instantly have a sinking feeling in my stomach when I reach the top of the stairs and I'm outside Bo's bedroom.
I hear the familiar sound of the springs on Bo's bed creaking and breathy moans. I pray to god that it's just Bo giving herself some pleasure, but sadly I don't think I'm that lucky.
"It's all in your head Lauren." I whisper to myself…. trying to convince myself.
I slowly reach for the handle on the door and take a deep breath and slowly turn the handle and what I find inside shatters m heart into a million pieces. There on that bed that we've made love on so many times is my beautiful Bo, the woman I thought I'd be spending the rest of my life with is on the bed…fucking that…dog.
The wine bottle slips from my hand in shock along with the rest of everything I bought for mine and Bo's evening and smashes on the floor. That seems so get her attention.
"Lauren." She gasps out in shock and gets off the top of Dyson covering her chest with the sheets.
"How could you?" I whisper turning away but not before I see that bastards smug face looking back at me as the tears gather in my eyes.
I speed down the stairs and run straight out the house ignoring Keniz's tired and confused calls asking what I'm doing here and Bo's desperate pleas.
"LAUREN PLEASE WAIT." Bo shouts as I stop outside my car rifling through my bag for my car keys.
"Baby please, I'm sorry." Bo says grabbing onto my arm.
"Get your hands off me." I hiss pushing her away. I take a look at her and I can't help that my heart clenches at the sight. There she is, stood there in that god awful red kimono with her hair thrown up into a messy bun and tears streaming down her sad face. Ha, as f she's the victim in this.
I see Kenzi stood outside the building looking sad, I guess she's realized what's going on.
"Please Lauren just let me explain."
"Oh you don't need to explain Bo. I saw you fucking him, I'm well aware what happened." I spit getting my keys from my bag.
"It was a mistake, I was missing you then we were drinking and talking about old times and I just got caught up in the moment." She sobs.
"Well how nice for you. I'm glad you had some comfort while you girlfriend was away working." I open my door and lock myself in, immediately starting the engine.
"LAUREN PLEASE DON'T GO." Bo begs and screams banging on the window on the passenger of my car.
I ignore her best I can peel and away from her house and away from the sobbing woman making sure not to look back in my mirror.
I'm such a pathetic fool. How could I ever really think that Bo the beautiful unaligned succubus could ever been in love with me, but how could she go back to that fucking dog…can she not see how toxic, selfish bastard he his. I look down at the passenger seat and see my phone had fallen out of my bag when I threw it in and is now vibrating. I stop at a red light, check to see whose calling and let out a bitter laugh when I see Bo's name flashing up on my screen.
"FUCK YOU BO." I scream at my phone and throw it back onto the seat.
"No more, no longer am I going to let anyone walk all over me."
A/N: Well that's the first chapter. Got a really good idea where I want to take this story so let me know what you thought :D
P.S. Thinking of making it a weekly update type of thing so next chapter will be up Thursday or Friday