A/N: OLIVER WAS RELEASED ON WEDNESDAY. YUSSS.

Anyhow.

Taking into consideration my story after reading thebaconster's review on my other Lui story, I decided. What the heck. Might as well make it from his point of view.

The format is based on For a Sick Boy by renahhchen. Credit will be given.

IF YOU CRY CUZ OF THIS, DON'T BLAME ME. IT'S JUST MY TWISTED IMAGINATION, KAYYY.

SONGS OF TEH UPDATE: Shining Star-cover by Oliver; Supernova: Mu-cho remix-cover by Oliver (HE CAN SING KOREAN AND JAPANESE AND HE SOUNDS FREAKIN AWESOME.)

DISCLAIMER: Don't own Vocaloid, Lui Hibiki, or other characters. Or For a Sick Boy.

My Voice of Nothing

You probably would have thought I was pathetic back then.

Everyone always told me "Oh, no Lui, you're amazing!" It's not true in the slightest.

You're probably wondering why I'm telling you all this. Why I'm telling you, a total stranger. You should probably just get up and leave. I won't even care.

...

...O-okay.

Maybe I do care.

B-but I'm still not trusting you.

I see you're confused. Do you even want to know my story?

You're looking at me with those fake sympathetic eyes. You say it's not true. I could believe you, but I know what you really want.

Haa-aa-ah.

Fine.

I need to tell someone anyway.

It started back, hmm, in June or so.

~TRANSITION LINE BREAKS THE MOOD~

Me and my counterpart Ring were new to the Vocaloid house.

I see you shaking your head. What? I'm telling the story, lemme say how I want!

So.

We were still adjusting to our new modules, still without voicebanks. When Ring went to the company headquarters and had hers downloaded.

Now, honestly, I was happy for her. But I felt a pang inside of me that day. What was it, unhappiness? Anger?

Jealousy?

Right. It was jealousy.

Then the months passed. July. August. September. And so forth.

They told me I was going to have a voicebank by summer. Evidently, they were wrong.

Then it was December. I still didn't have it yet.

By then, I was sure I was going to go crazy. I had made a friend, Oliver, whose module was created after mine. And he got his voicebank much quicker.

So I came to the possible conclusion that the company didn't want to give me my voicebank.

Then Miku came into the picture.

Miku Hatsune. The diva Vocaloid. Everyone loved her. Supported her. Cheered her on.

So of course she was a spoiled brat.

And what do you know? She liked to take her anger out on me.

"You're never going to be popular!" She said to me on one particular day. I was just minding my own business, mind you. When she came out of nowhere and starting bashing on me.

"You don't even have a voice! What good is a Vocaloid without a voice? I'll tell you. Nothing." Her words stung. As if that wasn't bad enough, she pushed me out of my seat and onto the floor. And then stomped her heel on my chest.

"Just face it, kid. You'll never be good. Fans out there are bashing you already! Might as well just give up." And then she left me on the floor to try and get my breath back.

S-stop l-looking at me like that.

It's okay, you don't have to feel sorry for me.

I got over it.

S-seriously.

I'm fine.

A/N: You may not see the similarities. Honestly, I don't either.

I cannot write details good enough. If you hate it, please help me write better.

I'm considering trying beta.

MERRY CHRISTMAS. HAPPY NEW YEAR. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!