"We don't love anymore. What was all of it for? Oh, we don't talk anymore, like we used to do…"
I know we haven't talked lately.
"I just heard you found the one you've been looking for. I wish I would have known it wasn't me. Cause even after all this time I still wonder, why I can't move on. Just the way you did so easily."
I know that man isn't me. No more late night 3AM chats. No more calling you baby. Sometimes, I wonder how you moved on as easily as you did. When all I do, is stare at the glowing screen of my phone in my dark room. Waiting for you to message me.
"Don't wanna know, what kind of dress you're wearing tonight. If he's holding onto you so tight. The way I did before"
Cause I don't want to see you with anyone else. When, all I know is us. The thought of you, being held in someone else's arms, is almost too much for me to bear thinking about. But I still remember you, laughing in my arms. The look of your face, as you slept softly, just inches from mine.
"I overdosed. Should've known your love was a game. Now I can't get you out of my brain."
Even though I know that this is just a game. That your feelings for me aren't real. It is real to me. Even though I know, that I only exist to you, in this small place filled with numbers and letters. To me, you're the only reason I exist.
"I just hope you're lying next to somebody, who knows how to love you like me. There must be a good reason that you're gone"
And even though I know all of that. I still hope one day, that I can be the very reason for your existence, the way you are for me.