What do I do?
I need help,
But There's no one I can trust,
or talk to.
I want to give up,
to let go,
be free from this pain,
but what do I say?
What do I do?
I want to keep it,
But if I don't ill lose it.
Why can't life be simple?
I'm not good at this,
decision making.
I don't know if I should do this,
if I even want to.
I don't know anymore.
Its like they see right through me,
like they know it all,
but can they help?
Or will they turn their backs on me too?
I want to cry,
but I can't.
I have to be strong.
I'm afraid that if I tell,
ill be alone again,
betrayed and hurt once more.
I can't take it.
I don't want to be alone anymore.
I can't.
I'm afraid of the dark,
of what I can't see right in front of me.
Every choice I make goes bad.
I don't know how to fix it.
Why can't life be on my side,
for once.