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Summary: Elliot toys with Olivia. Is Olivia strong enough to handle it? One-Shot. Better than it sounds; full of emotion and smut

A/N: Sorry it has been forever. Hopefully this makes up for it. Please R&R I need ideas for a new One-Shot.

Regrets

Olivia Benson rarely depended on anyone but herself. She was one to choke back her emotions and forge on to do what needed to be done. Most men fled in the presence of her independence, or rarely stuck around long enough to break down the wall shed built around her past, present, and future. However, the one person who held closeness to her was now someone she could hardly stand to look at. Elliot Stabler was a changed man. The Benson/Stabler team had uncharacteristically made an irreversible mistake resulting in a new persona. Elliot was detached, immature, cruel, and unconcerned. The night the two had spent together became one of Olivia's few emotional ties, and also her biggest regret. The unavoidable night of passion was not worth their ruined relationship, the ache in her chest, and the constant presence of a gaping hole in her stomach. All the years of tension cultivated in one whirlwind of a night.

The way it happened was hazy, but somehow Olivia ended up bent over her desk; Elliot pressing behind her. You're such a tease he breathed into her ear while grinding hard into her. All day in those low cut shirts; your breast teasing me as the peak out. Those tight pants that hug your ass so perfectly; I cannot resist watching every time you walk away. Olivia flipped over grabbing Elliot's hardness. I guess I should fix that shouldn't I Olivia looked into Elliot's piercing blue eyes. Finish what you started Elliot demanded pulling Olivia into an earth shattering kiss. The lust between them grew as the two struggled to catch their breath and remove layers of clothing. Elliot growing frustrated at the painful erection captured in his pants tore Olivia's remaining undergarments off. Olivia gasped at the sudden air that hit her previously enclosed body. Olivia's nipples immediately grew hard, and her slit wet as Elliot slipped out his boxers. He wasted no time in teasing her center with the head of his dick. So wet he mumbled sucking onto her neck before slamming fast into her. Fuck Liv seethed not having time to adjust to his size. Elliot reached down to toy with Olivia's clit while setting a tantalizing pace. The way he made her climax build made her almost cry over what she had missed over the years. Elliot's grunting encouraged Olivia as they climaxed together so loudly that he shushed her. He began to dress leaving her there alone n disappointed.

Olivia had been temporarily blinded by Elliot's charm. She regretted letting a man make her go weak at the knees. She regretted compromising her beliefs. She regretted letting him touch her, feel her, giving him something special. Most of all she regretted being so open and venerable because he used her as a transition and ended up back in Kathy's arms.