XYaoiAngelX: ok yeah…idk I just decided to take some time off from my other story's to write this little chack related ditty. So yeah I hope you enjoy it…heck knows I won't come the next day well yeah enjoy I guess. Also I shall do a chase POV for the second chapter. So yeah I should be done in a day.

(Jacks POV)

How it all started

It feels like just yesterday…when you first told me you loved me….

[I didn't know what to say…

It almost felt like a dream until you kissed me.

[Then I knew you were serious.

I just stood there and took the kiss really not knowing what to do from that point on.

[It sort of scared me.

After that you had left me to my thoughts said you wanted an answer soon.

[How could I possible think after that?

You confuse me.

[But I still went with it.

I told you I loved you back.

[I was still very confused.

We kissed and you embraced me.

[That felt nice to be in your strong arms…but was that right?

You asked me if I wanted to live with you.

[What could I possible say?

I said no and hoped you understood.

[I hope you did but you didn't

You stalked me and when I found out and confronted you about it…you said you loved me like nothing else.

[I thought I was scary

But I just said it was the sweetest thing anyone had every said to me in my life.

[Of course I lied just to make you feel better.

I held you all night in my arms making sure you were content.

[I didn't want you to get angry and hurt me.

When morning came you told me you had fallen even more in love with me.

[I still didn't know what to say.

And so it went from there.

[Why and how could it have come to this?

I didn't love you I told you one night finally tired of trying to keep you happy for my own safety.

[But why did I feel so sad when I had finally said it to you? Was I having second thoughts?

Then you told me I could leave…and there was nothing else.

[Why not hurt me? Kill me I know I put you though pain.

But why, after you said I could go there was nothing else.

[Before I turned completely around I saw tears run down your soft cheeks.

Why?

[I walked back not knowing why it just felt right.

I looked at you long and hard.

[Think about why I was now of all times second guessing my self.

I then said something I shall now never regret.

I love you.

[Those words seemed to have brought life back to your eyes.

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

[I couldn't stop myself from saying those words over and over it felt needed.

I told you I was sorry and said I didn't know what I was saying.

[I knew you understood me then because you embraced me like you had done the first time after are first kiss.

Then you kissed me again.

[This time it felt right and I happily kissed you back now fully knowing how much I loved you

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you!

[And know I know

But now in the present I still regret not knowing my love for you from the start…I just wish we could have had a more meaning full first kiss.

[Don't you?