Uh, I guess I'm being a lil dramatic in the story but this event really happened, and the quotes are his words exactly. I can remember what he says directly but I can't remember the shit on my science test.
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You'll never know how difficult it is, just sitting there with a serene expression, when the one that your heart is beating for is in love with someone else. Just the word alone, Love, sets thousands of butterflies free in my stomach.
"I really care about her," your smooth Casanova voice glows through my room was we're sitting together. Each word you speak, another poisonous stake being driven into my heart. Each word, a new stake laced in the most toxic substance of all, heartbreak. I force a fake plastered smile, pretending to be supportive of your choice. Yet another girl with a fictitious personality. All of them are frauds! As phony as the curved smile that is now expressed on my features. The same question keeps forming in my head, Why can't it be me? Oh, but can't you see the blood of my emotions running down my chest and onto the black sheets? See! It's flowing right in front of your hands, begging for you to touch me, heal me from this broken heart. Why won't you love me? Why won't you just pay attention! Shut up with your goddess worth rant on the beauty queen that has sleigh your heart and mind.
"It wouldn't even matter if she was ugly or fat. I'd still feel the same way. It's her personality" What personality!? my head is screaming. On the inside my emotions are threatening to tear me apart as I struggle to remain composed. A thunderstorm is surfacing within me and the clouds don't seem to be subsiding anytime soon. I win the internal battle. my face is still composed of the smiling mask. You don't suspect a thing.
I couldn't dare meet your gaze afraid that my lavender orbs would reflect my true emotions. I already know what I would see shining in your crystal blue eyes, lust and adoration. The emotions that I always wanted to make you feel, for me. Guess I'll have to keep trying. Your oblivious, I'm trapped here locked on my hands and knees begging for you to take the offering of my heart, its the only thing I have left to give. You're in my mind all day, all my thoughts about you, and you can affect my emotions with just a smile, you possess everything else of mine, please just take this last gift.
"She's the love of my life." My heart has stopped beating now. There's no cause for it to go on, no more worthless blood left to spill. The only thing that kept it alive was you, you my love. My heart has died for you.
Well, sorry that it's kinda short and there isn't many dialouge. It's just how I'm feeling.