She could feel herself fading away, disappearing. Not latterly or curse. But for every day that past she was feeling more and more invisible.
For the last months both her best friends and her partners life had changed, they both has important and exiting thing going on. And she was happy for them, she really was. But it was just as if they had forgotten about her, and she felt more and more lonely. Loneliness was an emotion she long ago had gotten use to, but working so many years with this team she hadn't felt it in a while. And now it was coming over her like a shockwave she really wasn't prepared for.
In the beginning everybody had tried really hard to include her, but she didn't want to be anybodies burden or responsibility and she had made that clear. She had started spending more and more time in the lab, and her meals were few and far between. In the past she knew he would never have let her get away whit that, but he didn't notice it anymore. She only went home to sleep when she no longer could stand up straight without the world spinning around her. Her energy lever had dropped a lot over the last months and she knew something had to changes.
Lately she had begin wondering if anybody would notice it if she disappeared, if anybody would miss her if she left. Leaving was something she had thought about much lately, maybe a change of scenery would be good for her. But leaving would mean giving everything up, not that there was much left anymore. But this group of people was the closes thing she had had to a family in years, and leaving would mean she gave that up.
Sighing, she rested her hard on her hands. She was exhausted and had no idea of what she should do.
Life was so much easier before when she was on her own.