I've been having TERRIBLE writer's block, so hopefully this won't fail to badly and I'll get back on track. :)
I don't know why it took me so long to write this. I love this song and it's a perfect Fiyero-intermission-angst song…
Disclaimer- I don't own Wicked or Skillet's amazing album/song, Comatose.
It was torture. Absolute torture for Fiyero. It had been three years since Elphaba had left and Fiyero was feeling emptier and more heart broken everyday.
He had tried to fight the growing feelings he had for the green girl, Oz, he had tried so hard. But some things are impossible to fight.
Every night, she haunted his dreams. He saw her be captured, tortured. Killed. It was absolute agony for him to see those images. He always awoke in a cold sweat, breathing hard, and even more worried about her than when he had gone to sleep.
The prince yearned to wake up with Elphaba beside him, and to hold her in his arms.
He missed her. And, something that he did not realize until it was to late, he loved her.
He struggled to remember the feel of her hand in his, and when she had touched her cheek.
Fiyero was forced to hide his feelings from both Glinda, and his co-workers. After all, Glinda was supposed to be his girlfriend, and the Gale Force hated Elphaba. Fiyero had been hiding for so long, that it was becoming more and more difficult for him to remember the image of the young girl he knew from collage, as it was being slowly replaced by the ugly witch with the sickly green skin on all of the wanted posters.
He was living a lie, and he knew it. But he didn't even feel as though he was living. It was as if he was in a comatose state, his mind dead to everything but Elphaba.
He felt as though he couldn't live, or breath without her.
The only thing that could take his pain away was Elphaba.
He wanted nothing more than to awake to her beautiful face, he couldn't sleep, his dreams were haunting, disturbing.
Sometimes they were wonderful,
But they weren't comforting, the dreams in which he held her, kissed her, told her how he felt, it hurt even more when he woke up.
Fiyero's life was nothing without her. He needed her. If only he had realized that sooner.
How could the people believe all that they were told about her? She wasn't evil, she was just an awkward schoolgirl and they took every shred of her innocence. Oh, how he adored her. He thirsted for her, needed her.
Maybe he would find her one day. But for that moment, he stayed in his coma, waiting for the overdose of Elphaba to wake him.
Hmmm… not bad I suppose :)
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