*Dedicated to Natsume-sama and Mikan-hime as my first ever written-type Fan fiction
The rain began to grow heavier as I enter the building. I was soaking wet even with the umbrella in my hold. Time seemed to stop when I caught a glimpse of him, Natsume Hyuuga. There he was, in my line of sight, standing majestic. Oh how I want to strangle him. How dare he?! But then again, I can't dare him. His smirks, those mischievous stares... how I wish it will be wiped away. Heck- doesn't he know that it don't suit him? Yet, I dreamed of him in every way possible.
Butterflies and hammer somersaults invade my being... both heart and soul, loving the way it brought shiver down my spine and how it send me to an everlasting smile. I could not even count the reasons of my hatred for him. Too many unexplainable. "I love him that I don't..."
I was out of my reverie when I realize that I was spacing out. Did anyone notice? Why is it him? Why him, when the fact that he's a rose, leaving me as the wall? Does God hated me that much that I need to reconsider my feelings for him? No, God did never hate me. Natsume? Tch. He's way far from being my ideal. I love a guy who is kind, friendly, handsome, and has a very nice charming smile that he would show after he saved me from the cruelty of the world. A prince charming that is! Like Ruka Nogi, or... or like Andou Tsubasa-sempai! And Natsume Hyuuga is neither one of those! But still... Arggh...! "Yes, I'm fine Hotaru. No, I'm not spacing out. Just thinking about certain things...
just a minute of my moment and doubts..."