All Over Again(Stronger This Time Around)

by yinyang754

When Dusty's death shakes Amanda up, she remembers that she's been through this before...but can she come back stronger this time? (I only own Amanda Cena.) (In loving memory of Dusty Rhodes,a childhood idol of mine.)

1. Chapter 1: Why?

Wrong. This is just wrong. It feels like it never ends. In the past decade alone,i've lost people who were my idols for as long as i can remember. Now he's gone. The american dream. I'll never hear his voice,his entrance music or see those eyes again. It's not fair! Why?! Why him?!

'Who's there?' I say,my voice rough from crying.'Amanda? You can't do this to yourself,princess. I can't lose you again.'Randy says after he walks in and sits down next to me. I know what he's talking about. 'I'm stronger than i was back then,randy. I thought that i was.' I say,trying to calm down.

He's right,i can't lose my mind again but i can't pretend that everything is ok. 'It's ok,baby. It's going to take some time but it's going to be ok.' Randy says,hugging me as i start crying again.

I can do this. I'm hurting but i can heal. I'm stronger than i was back when i was younger.

(Dusty Rhodes,1945 to 2015. The american dream will always live on in our hearts)