First attempt at fanfiction. Critique is happily accepted. probobly alot of mistakes in here, sorry about that.
Warnings: spoilers for end of the anime series. M/M, shounen ai, and bad grammer
Disclaimer: I do not own Fullmetal Alchemist, Hagane no Renkinjutsushi, or any its characters. Fullmetal Alchemist belongs to Hiromu Arakawa.
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So Far Away
by: Harushi karasunaki
When I first saw you my first thought
that that you where the sexiest thing I had ever seen.
My second thought was that you where a
complete bastard.
In the beginning I could let my anger
take over. I could forget what I really thought about you
However, as time passed I started to
think of you more and more . My anger being overpowered by an emotion
I didn't care to name. And, as if it could make this feeling go away,
I yelled at you more I thought only about your bad points and
desperately clung to the thought that I hated you.
But in the end I gave up, I couldn't have that mask of anger aimed at you any more. For every sad expression on your face hurt so much and every smile made my heart melt. When It came time to say goodbye I just couldn't do it. I couldn't act like this was the last time we would see each other again. I couldn't tell you of my feelings even then when I knew that might be the last time I would ever see you.
I guess I was just scared. I didn't want you to hate me.
But now, as I sit here alone in an unfamiliar country, alone, no brother no you, I wonder if maybe you might have felt the same. But i know it's hopeless, how could you ever feel that way about me.
For I am in love with the one person who will never return my feelings. The one person whom I may never see again.
For I, Edward Elric am in love with Roy Mustang.
And it's only now, when you are so far away, that I can muster up the courage to say it.
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