His hands were strong and powerful as they grabbed and groped at my body.
"Fuck me." I groaned out as my body bucked upwards with excitement.

"By now I thought you would know that is just what I am going to do." His tone wasn't desperate just assertive. His long raven curls veiled my face.

"Please fuck me." I sounded desperate and needy but really didn't care.

"You want me to cram my cock deep in your ass?" His breath was heavy against my neck. "You want me to fill your body with my cock?"

"Yes." I knew the need was mutual. "Please." I couldn't help but beg. I was desperate, I needed him against me. It had been nearly two weeks since I had felt him inside of me, since I felt his hands on my skin, since we had complete physical contact. He was my drug of choice; he always gave me the best high.

"Take the rest of your clothes off, I want you naked now." He said to me then pushed me away. Looking at him as I finished stripping, I watching as he pulled his remaining clothes off as well. Once he was naked I couldn't help but smile as the shiver of anticipation crept through my body. He was perfection, every single inch of him.

"Damn! You have no idea how beautiful you are, do you?" He asked as he licked his lips.

"That's funny baby, I was just thinking the same thing about you." I couldn't help but reach out to him and pull him close. I needed him next to me again. I needed his body against mine. Grabbing his hands, I lay them on my chest.

"Touch me." I begged before leaning in and kissing along his jaw. His hands moved across my chest grabbing at my nipples before moving down to my stomach. My lips moved down to his neck, his skin was smooth and warm, he smelled amazing. "I can't get enough of you." I whispered between kisses.

"Get on the bed!" He growled out "I want you, NOW!" I climbed on to the bed and felt his hand slap my ass stinging my skin. I turned my head and smiled at him, he knew how much I enjoyed being spanked.
"Yeah I know you like this." The words left his mouth as I felt his hand smack against me again. I moaned, the feeling was pure excitement. Another slap and I licked my lips before I wiggled my ass silently asking for another one. He complied with my request and my dick twitched with need.

"Fuck! Will you please just stick your cock in me already?" I heard him laugh after I asked and he rubbed at my cheeks before parting them. I felt his finger rub over my puckered hole, it was wet with his saliva and he slowly inched his finger inside of me as he leaned in to spit on me making my entrance wet. Wiggling my ass back onto his finger, I encouraged him to work on sticking his finger deeper inside of me.

"I know what you want baby boy. Don't worry I'm going to give you this dick, every fucking inch of me will be deep inside of you. You need to let me prep you so just relax and enjoy." He said the words almost too calmly as he crooked his finger rubbing it over my spot.

"Yes, right there." I whine out as his finger rubs over my spot over and over again. My body is trembling with pleasure and I feel him starting to work a second finger into me. "Hurry up and stretch me so you can give me that dick." I don't care how desperate I sound; it had been too long since I got to feel him. It was much too long since I got to be with him. His time was consumed with work and family, my time was reserved for work and him, I always had to wait longer than I wanted to.

"You do know it's been just as long for me too, right gorgeous?" Both of his fingers pressed hard against my prostate. My hand grabbed my cock and I began to stroke myself. I shook my head up and down, I knew there wasn't anyone else; no one at all that he would replace me with. I just wanted that dick more often. Roman grabbed my hand and forced me to move it off of my cock. "I'll take care of you." He whispered out before his fingers hit my prostate one last time before he pulled them out. "Turn around for me." He commanded and I obeyed as I flipped over onto my back.

"Like this?" I asked as I pulled my legs up holding onto my ankles and spreading them wide.

"Mmmm yeah just like that." He said as he rubbed the head of his cock over my hole before he slowly tried to push it in through the first ring of muscle. "You have the best ass I have ever fucking seen." I couldn't help but blush. I loved knowing he liked my body. I felt his head fully enclosed in me now as he slowly sunk deeper inside.

"I want all of you now." I said as he stared down at me for a second and he finished pushing into me with a grunt. His hips were pressed firmly against my body and he lay still between my legs. He was trying to let my body adjust to his size but I didn't care I wanted him to move. I wiggled my hips as my hands caressed every inch of him I could reach. "I need you to fuck me hard, please. I just want to forget everything, make me forget it all." I needed him to make up for lost time. I needed him to make me think about him and what happened tonight with each movement I make tomorrow.

"I know what you need." He smiled as he pulled out of me almost completely before he pushed back inside with a hard thrust of his hips. "You need this." He said his hips moving against me harder and faster with each thrust he makes now.

"Yeah this is what I need." I moan out as my head falls back hard against the pillows. The head of his cock jabs against my spot with every thrust he makes. His hand grabs my cock and begins to stroke me. Damn. It feels so good, his hand is big and strong and he knows just how to hold my dick. "Roman please make me cum, you know I need to, baby."

"You should know by now I am going to make you cum."He groaned out as his hips moved faster and faster while he slammed into my body. "Your ass is perfect, I love the way it wraps around my cock." As he swiveled his hips to the right and sank into me, he hit my spot dead on and I withered beneath him as I moaned loudly. "I'm going to fuck you so fast and so hard you're going to cry out my name as I milk every bit of cum from your balls." He smiled down at me after he said it and I knew I was in trouble.

"Do you promise?" I asked I guess I was just being stupid this man never failed to please me. "Fuck" I screamed out as his cock slide against my spot over and over again. He knew right where it was and just how to hit it. My eyes rolled back into my head and everything went dark. Roman's hand wrapped around my cock impossibly tight as my entire body shook. I wanted to moan out his name but I wasn't able to form words. The only sounds that escaped my lips were broken moans and gasps that were both frantic and anxious. I could feel the warm wet and sticky trail of cum that leaked from the slit on my dick, it trailed down my shaft over his hand and dripped onto my balls. I could also feel my ass getting pumped full of his cum as my hole clenched around his cock milking it dry.

The next morning when the alarm woke me I looked around and sighed half asleep. I almost wanted to cry but being a man, I held it all in. I was alone, totally on my own, in a cold dark hotel room. The side of the bed where he should have slept was vacant. I laid my hand out over it wishing it was his skin I was touching instead of the icy white sheet. This dream always ended the same, it always left me sad. I would wake up without him, hard and with no-one else, no one who cared. I sighed and took a deep breath before I sat up.

"Poor unlovable me." I mumbled out before I laughed slightly. Maybe one day he will care just how I need him to, until then I hope I can at least keep on dreaming.

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Sorry if this depresses anyone just been toying with this oneshot for awhile. If you bothered to read this thank you and if you can be bothered to review you rock!