Author: Me Duh. Restlessballer A.K.A Jen. Category: Slash Rating: PG Characters: Spencer//Ashley Summery: When Ashley Cheats on Spencer after 4 long years together, Spencer can't take the pain and heart break and she moves away she needs to find space in what has happened to her. Leaving Ashley behind to play with her feeling Spencer finds her own way to deal. Ashley messes around to heal the pain of her lost love. Spencer turns to depression and never really gets over the heart break. Two years passed and after one bad time in the sack Ashley realizes that not only is she dying to have the love of her life back that she needs the blonde back in her life and she'd go to any height to get her back. Disclaimer: I do NOT own any of these characters. I was simply just bored and wanted to write. I liked it so im posting it. If you don't like whatever i don't need your approval. Warning: This Story will have girls kissing and Lesbian sex. If you are not into reading something like that then look the other way because im not just going to stop writing for you.
Chapter 1
.Ashley Life.
Things aren't always what they seem. For Ashley it's the same old story. Father left when she wasn't even old enough to know him. But it didn't stop there, as she grew older her mother gave her just what she wanted to shut her up. Always gone just so she wouldn't have to deal with Ashley; leaving Ashley home when she wasn't even old enough to use the oven. Times like that she was thankful for the maids because she was too young to understand what was going on.
Ten years shot by like the past wasn't even there. Ashley found to know her father and regretted it from the start. Steven Davies, big time music artist who didn't have enough loyalty in his body to admit he had a daughter. No child support, no money, no phone calls. Ashley didn't understand why she had to love a man she hadn't know for the most part of her life. When she needed him the most he wasn't there. In her young years she wished he would have been there to save her from the misery her two timing mother put her through.
No one really got it and Ashley went into her freshman year with no friends, but many enemies. Tons actually. Madison was the main one and everyone else just followed behind her. Madison was head cheerleader, bitch of the school and bully to everyone she didn't like or didn't look good enough to be her friend. Unfortunately Ashley was on the hate list and wasn't going to get off of it if she was to save her own life.
Then there was Aiden, Star basketball player. Hot body all around nice guy and when Ashley didn't know who she was, she liked him. She liked talking to him and the way he gave a damn about what she was going through. He liked how he had Madison cool off on the cruel joke that was spat from her mouth every second that she wasn't talking about something else. Aiden was her savor and to tell the truth she liked him. The shocking truth hit her when at almost the end of freshman year he conjured enough guts to ask her out.
They dated the summer but it ended at the end of summer when Ashley wasn't feeling like herself. She wasn't sure who she liked and if she even liked Aiden anymore. But she loved him she told herself many times in her head but when she thought hard about it she wasn't really sure that she loved him or who she loved. Aiden was hurt and so was she but Ashley needed time to figure out who she was and if she even really like guys the same.
At the beginning of sophomore year, Spencer Carlin walked into her life. It hit her like a brick hard and fast. Was she crushing on a girl or was she just dreaming that she liked a girl. And even if she was dreaming; how could she even think about a girl in that way. In those moments when her thoughts caught her she thought even harder, she realized that for a long time now she has liked girls.
Spencer was perfect everything Ashley was looking for. But can she be everything Ashley needs especially when things get so rough that both of them are not sure they can take it. Ashley finds that Spencer is the perfect girl. The one for her the only one that she will ever need. When everything goes crazy they stick together.
After 4 years and the rest of high school and one year through college Ashley makes a mistake that would ultimately cost her the rest of her love life. She gets tired of the same old life and thinks she needs something new. Something newer than Spencer. Something that will make her realize just how much she loves Spencer. But what she gets in return is heart break and heart ache.
Spencer finds out about Ashley's cheating ways she finds out about what Ashley did behind her back and in the end she can't take it. She leaves she packs her things not wanting to leave but wanting to forgive. She leaves. Spencer packs up and leaves a note moving away and trying to get back on her own path. Did it help or is she still dwelling over her lost love?
Ashley is not the same. Ashley loses the pain by taking her body into different exploring places. She figures that she messed up and won't get what she wants back so why dwell on something she can't fix. But after one bad night and one bad time will she be able to get the love of her life back? Can she fly half way around the world to confess how much love she has for the blonde and how screwed up she is.
Will Spencer take Ashley back or just turn the other cheeks. Can the past be forgotten and the future be looked at. What happens when Ashley accidentally cheats again and its not her fault at all but she will take the blame and risk loosing the love of her life because in order to live you have to make and take risks.Will all fall through or end up a disaster?