Disclaimer: I am not the owner of Loveless nor do I own the lyrics My Obsession by Skillet used in this story.
It seemed as if the weight of the world was resting on my shoulders. Every breathe was a constant reminder of the responsibility placed upon me. My burden to bear. No one notices as I bury myself in work. They think its because I want to. I give off the illusion that I enjoy what I do.
You touch, your ways
Leave me dumb without reason
Your love, my cage
My prison so pleasing
I spend my days
Tangled in thoughts of you
Stuck in this place
Resigned to be your fool
The only one to ever care was Him. He saw through my mask as if it was never there. I'm not sure how he got in. How he somehow made his way under my skin. Like a drug I became addicted to his touch. His every word was music that calmed my soul and quieted the voices within. He somehow became everything I never asked for and ever wanted. He is my sun, my moon, my stars.
I thirst no longer
Drenching my soul
Pour out like water
You're my only infatuation
Don't leave me stranded
In my obsession
My purpose, my possession
Live and die in my obsession
My obsession
How I became this pathetically needy I don't know, but I do know that I would do anything he asked of me. He is my master, whom I serve wholeheartedly. Take him from me and I will cease to exist. Remove him from my presence and I find it hard to breathe from the worry his absence causes me. I'm so tangled in him that I'll never be free. My every thought is what he wishes it to be.
Come down to me
Don't ever say that its over
I kiss your feet
Worship the air you breathe
Your love, my gift
You go and I will follow
My dream, my wish
Don't leave me here so helpless
I wonder how I ever functioned without him telling me what to do. I want to forever be on his leash, chained to him for all eternity. This love of mine for him has become so twisted that I'm not sure if it was even right to begin with.
I thirst no longer
Drenching my soul
Pour out like water
You're my only infatuation
Don't leave me stranded
In my obsession
My purpose , my possession
Live and die in my obsession
My obsession
He owns me with every glance, every tear, every smile, and every frown. The hold he has on me can never be broken. Even death can not separate us. My love for him with last as long as the sun shines and the wind blows. And he doesn't even know it.
Am I a lunatic?
I'm going crazy
For just a word from
For just a touch from you
And I'm exploding like chemicals
I'm going crazy, can't get enough
I'll never be out from under this love. It has so consumed me. I ache for more as I push you away. You're forever mine ,but I'm never yours.
I thirst no longer
I thirst, yeah
Drenching my soul
Drenching, oh
I thirst no longer
Drenching my soul
Pour out like water
You're my only infatuation
Don't leave me stranded
In my obsession
My purpose, my possession
Live and die in my obsession
My obsession
A/N: I wrote this when I didn't have any Internet and was just gonna post it as is, but then I listened to the song My Obsession by Skillet and I thought it was perfect for this story. Though it sort of ended up with more lyrics than story but I still like it so oh well I'm putting it up anyway. I hope you like it. Please review and tell me if it's crap. I can take it.
EmoButterfly