What do you remember about high school: football? drama? your ex? drinking? prom? friends? heartbreak? or your own graduation? You should think about that time in your life, because I have to study for my exams, which start in two days and I have not been able to actually study for any of them yet, but I have to figure out how to live long enough to actually take the exams first...

Unlike most teenagers that are on the brink of death, I am not drunk, nor am I about to get into a car accident. However I am still about to die, I mean I do not want to die, but for the past few years I have been struggling to stay alive. Of corse you must be thinking that I'm a kid in high school, how hard could it be to actually stay alive. I will do my best to explain how my life has been completely different since the beginning of this school year. And before you close this book thinking that I am just a normal teenage boy thats going through just normal things like puberty and relationships please read this book it very well may your life and those you love.

Let me start off this story by explaining that this was my first year in my high school and my first year in a catholic school education. I did not have many friends when I went in but I managed to end up going over to a friends house with a few others. We did normal stuff like swim, play video games, but the one thing that changed my life was one game of truth or dare.