You are so happy. The happiest i have seen you in a long time. Now you are happy because you have her.
Mary brings out the best in you, she bring out the old you. The you i have missed so much.
She makes you smile,laugh and enjoy life and that makes me smile. You have moved on finally.
While you have, i never will. I miss everyday with you. Everyday you shouted at me. Everyday we argued. I would swap everything for that, i miss it.
I am envious of her. I want you to hold me in your arms, not Mary. I want you to tell me how special i am, not her. I hope she knows how lucky she is to have you protecting her, loving her, because you dont know what you have until its gone
But for me it is too late. I ruined your life. For 2 years, you mourned and so did i. You never deserved me, i was never good enough but now you have someone you can love with out any danger.
You can live happily but i have my memory's to haunt me. The memories of us. The memory's i miss.
I can not return here again so this is a final goodbye.
Goodbye John Hamish Watson. I love you