Disclaimer : I don't own, glee or songs or anything. I don't own Lea Michele or Theo, or Cory. Cause if I did they wouldn't be on tour they would be at my house and I would lock them away. AHHAHA.

A/n: This is the first Chapter of my NEW FanFiction . ! Its Endgame Monchele. So Don't worry! Read Please. And Review Because Reviews Keep me writing. !

Leas POV

Why am I not happy? I keep asking myself that! I'm Happy, just not extremely happy. Does this make sense?

"Lea, Hello?" Theo said trying to get my attention

"Im Sorry Babe, go ahead what were you saying?" I said frazzled and confused

"Are you okay?"He asked concerned. Hes so sweet and he loves me, don't get me wrong I love him too. But hes not the "one" I can tell. And I just cant keep him hanging on.

"Yeah, just a long day at work today. You know first day back and stuff!" I said trying to put on a fake smile.

"What scenes did you do?" He asked. He always wanted to know, We talk about Glee a lot, He told me he didn't Ship Finchel, I think that's only because I spend most of my work day making out with Cory. Which wasn't the worst thing. I mean hes extremely cute, and funny! Wait Lea Focus!

"Um, I had Some Scenes with Cory where Finn Comes To Rachel's Locker and looks in her eyes and says 'you look beautiful, I love you' things like that. Then Finn kisses Rachel for a couple minutes and a slushie gets thrown on us and we licked it off my lips. Also I had a scene with Dianna, where Quinn is yelling at Rachel about How she ruined Prom blah, blah. Then Quinn goes Emo so she can impress Puck"

"Oh, How was the slushie scene" He asked bringing it back up

"Cold, it was grape. Rachel and I's favorite flavor but Finn rudely licked it all off." I said laughing thinking about how perfect that moment was between Cory and I, oh shit I mean Finn and Rachel. What has gotten into me lately.

"Have I told you lately how Beautiful you are. I mean Really you're the prettiest girl in this world." He said smiling and taking my hand leading me out of the restaurant. There were some cameras but not many because we sneaked in. I hated the paparazzi sometimes. I just wanted to be alone with my boyfriend for one night.

We were walking down my favorite street not many people knew about it so there was no one there. Except the stupid paparazzi in there cars.

All of the sudden Theo stopped and got down on his knee. Wait this isn't right I need to clean my eyes or pinch myself and wake up.

"Lea, Will you Marry" Theo started before I stopped him

"THEO, get up!" I said pulling him up and jumping in my car driving as fast as I could away from the paparazzi.

"What the hell Lea!" He said as I drove off.

"Sorry, I don't want the paparazzi to think were getting engaged!" I said driving

"But don't you want to get married" He said confused. I stopped on the side of the road and looked at him.

"Theo, I love you! But I cant nothing anymore feels right when Im with you. I think im confused and conflicted. I just cant marry you or be your girlfriend anymore" I said crying

He just looked at me and got out of the car walking on the side of the road.

I Felt horrible. I felt disgusted with myself, but I was EVEN more mad at him. He knew I wasn't in-love with him anymore he could feel it. We barley saw each other we barley were even intimate anymore. It wasn't working. He just proposed so I wouldn't leave him.

I didn't know what to do. I drove home and just cried myself to sleep. I had work in the morning and my heart was broken. But why? I broke up with him, but I was still heartbroken. I knew the Media would have a field day tomorrow. All I wanted to do was crawl in his arms. Let him rock me, let him kiss me, tell me everything was going to be ok. But I didn't want that guy to be Theo. I wanted it to be ,

Cory.