Icant believe I'm doing this

A/N: This is my first story, It's not the best around but I hope you enjoy it anyway!

Disclaimer: I don't own Icarly or its characters, a lucky guy named Dan Schneider does

"Sam…I'm sorry that this had to happen," Freddie told me as we sat at the Groovy Smoothie. He was telling me all about how he had caught my boyfriend Shane making out with another girl at the movies. Strangely though, he didn't look too disappointed, although he was fighting the smile that was about to come over his lips. "Fredweird, I'm going to ask you one more time. Are you sure it was Shane?" I asked through gritted teeth. "Yes, I'm his friend; I think I know what he looks like." Freddie said.

"You better not be lying or you just bought yourself a ticket to the hospital." I told him staring into his eyes, daring the truth to come out of him if he were lying. He stared right back at me, unfazed, and told me with a look in his eyes that I knew it must be the truth, "I swear it was him."

We continued to stare into each other's eyes and I did see some sympathy but at the same time a bit of hope in his deep brown eyes. "No! Stop it Sam! Don't read too much into this. He's in love with Carly; he practically declares his love for her every day, even now as nineteen year olds. Hasn't he given up hope? Will he ever? Ugh STOP", I thought miserably to myself. We must have been staring into each other's eyes for five minutes until we both realized it and pulled away.

"Why did you tell me anyway?" I asked questioningly. He shrugged and looked at his smoothie he was thinking. "I thought you might want to know or something I guess," he stuttered. This was going to be awkward but I forced myself to say it. "Um well thank you, that was nice of you to tell me." I said. He kind of stared back; shocked I had actually thanked someone, especially him. "Dork," I added to make it sound more like me, and we both laughed.

"So, are you going to err..dump him?" Freddie asked me. My heart wanted that to mean he was waiting for me, but my head wouldn't allow it. "Why do you ask?" I asked him. He looked at a loss for words and said, "ummm." "WAIT!" I interrupted. "You think it's disgusting how anyone would like me and don't want to look at it anymore, right?" I suggested.

He immediately responded with a "Yeah, you saw right through me, ewwwwww." "That's what I thought!" I exclaimed triumphantly. "Well as a matter of fact, I am going to dump him. No one screws over Sam Puckett!" I said dramatically as I got up from the table and Freddie smiled such a great smile. "Ok, well I'm going to go do that now then, the sooner the better." I said.

Freddie said "I wish I was there to see you actually beat someone else up besides me, but my mom uh has to do a body inspection." He said and looked to the floor. I burst out laughing and went out the door muttering "Oh Fredward." And I felt a pair of eyes watch me leave.

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I got into my car and started the engine. Not much had changed in the past few years. Other than, the fact that Freddie kept getting hotter by the day. He didn't look like a dork at all now, but I still called him that anyway. Old habits die hard. And much to my annoyance, Freddie still pined for Carly. I never admit it to anyone, but I really liked Freddie ever since I met him, but I pick on him anyway. Maybe he'd notice me for a change.

But, alas, no. But he sure as heck noticed Carly. Or so it seemed. And then Shane came along. Player, schmoozer, eye candy to no end. That was my Shane. Honestly I've had this growing suspicion he was cheating on me for a long time. I just didn't have any proof and didn't want to sound like a paranoid freak.

The only reason I started dating Shane, anyway was to make Freddie jealous. I never told anyone that though. Not even Carly. I did sort of like him, but it was only lust. The truth was I was in love with Freddie. Well, maybe he'll notice me once that cheater of a boyfriend is out of the picture.

I arrived at Shane's mansion of a house, and parked my car into his huge driveway. I slammed the door of my car for effect hoping he would hear and get the message I was angry. I walked up to his porch, got out my key to his house, and let myself inside. "Shane!!!! Get down here right now, and if you want to live you better bring me some ham!" I yelled. "Oh crap! Is that you, Sam?" He yelled back. "No its you're other meat loving girlfriend!" I shouted sarcastically. There was a pause than I heard "Mandy?" There was obvious questioning in his voice too. "NO YOU FREAKING MORON!! JUST GET DOWN HERE!!!"

Sam waited as Shane came running down the stairs, ham in hand. "Good I see you brought mama some ham. I might spare you." He looked horror struck at my obvious fury as I yanked the ham out of his hand. "Sit!" I ordered. He sat like a good boy. If only he always behaved. "Now, Freddie told me that you were making out with a girl at the movies, one who wasn't me." I said and took a bite of the ham. "Freddie is such a traitor! Look Sam, I didn't mean to REALLY. I love you Sam, more than I ever loved anyone. I was tempted by her. I swear I won't do it again!" Shane pleaded.

"Look Shane," I told him furious. "I'm sure this isn't the first time you have cheated on me and I'm sure it won't be the last. You…you just went too far this time." "I'm sorry Sam." Shane told me, coming up from the couch so that he was face to face with me, although he towered above me. I hate it when he does that. He thinks that just by being charming he can get away with anything. Not this time. "Prove it." I said through gritted teeth.

Shane seemed to hesitate for a moment and then what happened next surprised me so much. Shane got down on one knee. "Sam I don't have a ring, but I need to prove I love you. Will you marry me?" I contemplated this for a moment, as I was in utter shock. But I thought really, what did I have to lose? Freddie after all this time was still in love with Carly. Maybe, just maybe, this marriage to Shane would help me get over him. I laughed inside. Never. But it was worth a shot. The words pained my soul, but I mustered a "Sure, I guess."

A/N: Did you like it? Review please!!! I will continue if people want me too, because I have a basic storyline ready for this and I know how I want it to end. :D