Hi guys, no idea where this came from but I hope you enjoy, it might not make much sense though.

Disclaimer: I don't own The vampire Diaries

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It happened so fast, one moment she was alone and the next his presence had invaded her senses, she couldn't stop the intake of breath, the butterflies that made her stomach clench, the overpowering need.

She couldn't help herself, pushing him away with hostility was easy, it was so much easier than letting her walls down and letting herself feel things she shouldn't.

Every word so deliberate like they had been chosen centuries beforehand simply for this moment.

Every move, every breath, every tense of muscle that invaded his body was caught by her gaze, as if he was a painting done especially for her and only her.

As soon as she united their lips, it was done. Every thought, every feeling that she had for this man came rushing to the surface cleansing her of her fears. Not her fears of him, her fears of herself and what she was hiding deep in her soul.

She knew, he was her end, her epic love. To admit it? To have confirmation from a single kiss? It should scare her but it didn't. it did the opposite, it was like finding out everything would be ok and someone else could take away every problem you have, every fear and worry, it would go away.

Like everything would fall into place so beautifully.

So soft but at the same time rough, like he was a dying man and she was his salvation, she supposed she was the same, desperate kisses from a desperate pair…no, not a pair anymore, they couldn't be considered as two separate entities, it wouldn't make sense.

To be joined so thoroughly but to be separate made no sense to her current state of mind. It was as if rules didn't apply anymore, this was happening and the bleeding wound in her chest caused by so much death, so many betrayals, all the lost loves, it was as if it was closing up.

Sewn up by the never ending love he poured into her heart and soul, if she had ever doubted for a second what the man with her felt she could never again. It was too real, too raw and powerful to ever be considered a passing fancy.

Love. It was a strong word and Caroline felt she had no right to use it anymore, she could never use it again for another man.

And it hurts. It hurts her chest in a way that can only be described as a painful pleasure. So painful but if it went away she would be left with nothing, with no one and it would kill her, she would be an empty shell of a woman that held such a light until the end.

This man had truly ruined her and she was certain she would never come back from this moment, it would haunt her dreams, her thoughts, every moment of every day she would be faced with the very real fact that she would never be enough and it will kill her.

But for now, with their breaths mixing as one, their bodies locked together, she would enjoy the moment.

The last moment of her freedom before reality came crashing back down and the guilt would spear her dead heart, the reality of what she had just done.

But for now,

It's just euphoria.

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Honestly no idea where this came from but I'm kind of proud of it, let me know what you think!

Reviews are always welcome! Xxx