Confessions of Rika Nonaka (Ruki Makino)

Due to the fact that I'm on summer vacation after my first year in college, I decided to re-write this fic. While I was reading my old one, I was horrified of how big of a potty mouth I was. I looked through all my old documents the other day and I'm glad that I left this story unfinished. So right now, I'm going through major editing and revising on this fic for everyone to enjoy. I had a good story line for this story. I thought it was a brilliant idea. The tamers are in an awkward teen phase; they're trying balance their friendship, family, school, and how to get back into the digital world. Out of all the seasons of Digimon, this one is my favorite- therefore, I DO NOT OWN DIGIMON. Thank you.

Oh and please do review honest and harsh. I love reading flames too. :D the harsher the criticism is, the more I feel the need to learn and show that I can do better next time.

I think summaries destroy the story. So that's why I gave a horrible one. Before I start the story, I'm going to start out with all this other stuff. No, I'm not going to spoil the story…

The Japanese Stuff
Moshi Moshi- Hello? (when you are answering the phone)
Ne-Its kind of like asking for agreement.
Arigatou- Thank you.
Hai- Yes.
Matte- Wait!
Ano- um
Baka- idiot or stupid
Gomenasai- I'm sorry.
Hontou- Really?
Onegai- Please.
Aishiteru- I love you.
Iie- No
Konnichiwa- Hello or good morning or good afternoon or good evening
Sayonara- Good Bye

The –san, -sama, -chan, and all that jazz…uh…I'm not going to do. Mainly because I'm lazy!

Names
Japanese-Enlgish- Age (in the story)

Takato Matsuda – Takato Matsuki - 16

Jenrya Li (Lee) – Henry Wong -16

Ruki Makino – Rika Nonaka -16

Ryo Akiyama– Same -17

Juri Kato - Jeri Katou -16

Shiota Hirokazu - Kazu Shioda -16

Kenta Kitagawa – Same -16

Shuichon Li (Lee) – Suzi(y) Wong – 9

Alice McCoy – Same - 16

Ai Makato – Same - 9

Mako Makato – Same - 7

Warning/Notice
Cussing (however, much less than the last one), POSSIBLY lemon (XD), OOC here and there (don't worry not a lot), all of it is RIKA'S POV, I will use both English and Japanese names (depending how I feel it needs to be used or not), I might use crappy nick names, I'll make an Epilogue if I get a request, I'll answer to your reviews AFTER when I'm done with the story, I'll use the word 'crap' a lot in my author's note (AN), and it is a Henrika/JenRuki fic. So if you don't like it, just read this. If you still don't like it, give me a review anyways to tell me to make a DIFFERENT story that you may like? ok? ok. hahaha. Sorry for all this talk! On with the story! Enjoy. :]

Prologue:
Three years. Yes. It has been three years since my best friend and I were separated. Dog's a man best friend they say. Well, this one is different. She looks like a gigantic fox, really- but she's not. She is a Digimon, and I won't be able to see her again. At least I still have this fancy Digivice. Renamon was the strongest Digimon I've known, the greatest there has ever been. She was my best friend. Well to me, that is.

When Renamon left, I was devastated. I cried so hard that no one could even cheer me up; not even a battling with cards helped me. I never cried. I hated crying. Then why was I then? I really don't know. I cried when I was a baby, after my dad left, and when Renamon left. That was it and nothing more.

Takato took it way too seriously. He didn't talk to us for days. He came out of it when Jeri finally whipped up the courage to go ask him out. Jeri, at first, gave us the 'See! Now you know how I feel!' –crap, but then, knowing her, she comforted us as much as she can, as we did to her.

As for the other: Alice, same as Takato, we saw once and haven't seen since Dobermon helped us out. She reappeared when everyone was trying cooperate. Ryo was the only one who didn't cry. He was smiling and told us his Digimon was in a better place now. Kazu and Kenta cried every single liquid from the food they ate. They got over it after a day. When we gave Ai and Mako the news, they cried but they got over it faster than we did. They said the same thing as Ryo. "Right where Impmon belongs." Little Suzi cried herself. She got it out of her head within a day. It's off her shoulders, but she still misses her two favorite "stuffed animal toys".

Henry wasn't his normal self. He was the first to cry, but didn't cry as hard as everyone else did. Though his crying just lasted only for a few hours, he can't face that fact that he was the one who let the program on and our Digimon will never return to Earth. He carries that burden with so much shame. Everyone tried to tell him it wasn't his fault, but he just shrugs it off. Ever since Terriormon left, he's less 'momentai' and more stressed. He is still himself, but a bit more sleepish, but not lazy…

Stupid Ryo asked me out after the whole group went back to normal again. I said yes just only to see how it went. It didn't go on right. I broke up with him within three months. Ryo went emotional for a month. Like Jeri did, Alice went up to him and asked him out. The two are a great couple, but do they need to lay it off some times…

Takato and Jeri always say they are taking their relationship REALLY slow. Whatever. I so do not believe that. I was walking around the park with Henry one day; the two were freaking going at it! Henry and I were completely disgusted. Soon later to find out Kazu and Kenta were watching it too and just had to talk about it. It was crazy! I mean, for Christ sakes! They were in a PARK!

I always thought Kenta and Kazu are gay, surprisingly, they are not. They are just best friends being way too touchy with each other. Oh wonderful bromance. It is funny how Kazu could actually get a girlfriend. It is funny how he gets a new one each month. I never knew such a loser could actually be a player. I mean, what do they see in him? Kazu helps Kenta get hott girls for him to tutor. I guess that is what friends are for…

Ai and Suzy are really good friends…I wonder how Mako is doing… I found a job (more like volun-told then paid) of babysitting all three of them. I didn't really need the money, but hey, I needed to find something to do so I could have my schedule booked. Why? Just to get away with the stupid cameras that my mother has to put right in front of me.

Trying to convince my mom to let me go to the same school with my other friends was kind of hard.

"Do you have any idea what might happen to you at a public school?"

"But Mom! All my friends are there!"

"I know that! I will let you in because of that but you are a daughter of a model!"

"I don't care how many cameras get into my face! Just as long as I'm happy and with my friends, I'll be completely fine!"

The gang came in my house and convinced her (mainly because I wasn't able to). Of course, they would be very convincing.

I'm still the Ice Queen and Digimon Queen. Nothing is going to break that. Though I don't play the card games anymore, the memories of Digimon are the dearest ones I have. Because of Digimon, they made me the person of who I am today.

To Be Continued

Short chapter. Nyah nyah. I'll try to make it hilarious. I have no idea how. xo My mother told me I lost my sense of humor at college. Yeah right. Yay for double majoring? Anyways, short and not so sweet prologue. The first chapter is not the same as the last first chapter. Like I said, I'll be doing major editing and revising. I saw that I made Rika's first day of public school in later chapters. Fail. xD

Kyomona