I don't own Harry Potter or 'Wedding Dress' or the very handsome Taeyang, who sings 'Wedding Dress' so please don't sue… I have no money!
Note* I know this is NOT the real translation to the song, but I'm using it, even though I'm not fond of it, but I'm lazy, I wrote for this version.:P SONG-FIC!
NOTE** This is slash, meaning boy/boy relationship. Don't like, don't read.
I'm not really sure if I like this story or not, but the plot bunny for this story wouldn't leave me alone until I wrote it.
Wedding Dress
Some say it's not over 'till it's overGuess this is really over nowThere's something I gotta say before I let you goListen
I look into your eyes. Eyes that are lately always filled with tears. Why do you always come crying to me when he hurts you? Can't you see that when I comfort you in my arms, I'm reluctant to let you go? Can't you see that I'm waiting for the day you leave him and be mine? Can't you see how much I love you?
When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smile
Can make me feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how
I feel about you
Coz then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me
I suppose you wouldn't. I have been hiding my feelings for so long. I'm too afraid to tell you how I feel. I couldn't live if you rejected me. I feel sick just thinking like that. I have always been strong, how did this happen to me? Why am I so weak, when all I want to be is strong for you?
Baby, please don't take his hand
Coz you should be my lady
I've been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now
Your smile had always brighten up my day. But now, right now, I can't bare to look up at your face. Your smile would cause my broken heart to give up and never recover. How can you be so happy wearing 'his' ring? How could you promise yourself to him? Why can't you see I'm right here in front of you. Please, give me a chance.
When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come
The nights haven't been kind to me. I close my eyes and see you and him together. I'm tortured enough watching you two during the day.
The wedding dress you're wearing
It's not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you're wearing, oh, no
You invited me to the wedding. I can't deny you anything. If you asked for my heart, I would tear it out and hand it to you on a golden platter. But all I can think about is how I should be the one standing next to you.
You never knew how
I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy
My heart ache is starting to make me bitter. I don't want you to be happy, not with him. I know I'm acting childish. " If you love something, let it go." I'm really starting to think the idiot who said that was never in love. It hurts to much.
Now I have no more tears left to cry
When I'm by myself I talk to you like you're here
I've felt so restless every night
Maybe I've known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me
Baby, don't take his hand when he comes to you
Coz you should be my lady
I've been waiting for you for so long
Look at me now
The wedding is in a few days. I don't feel the need to cry like I used to. I'm starting to look reality in the face. My dreams have started to change. I dream about telling you how I feel. I dream about you knocking on my door, telling me you left him to be with me. But even my dreams don't give me the false hope they used to. I can see what is real now and what is only a dream.
When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come
Today is the big day. In a few hours you will be married. You look so beautiful. I have to leave my love for you behind. I have to close my heart off to you. I have to move on with my life, while you start yours with him.
The wedding dress you're wearing
It's not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you're wearing, oh, no
I'm weak. I had to leave. It isn't like I would be missed. No one will notice that I'm not there. Other then you. But you will be too busy trying to remember your vows and the whole "I do" part to really notice. But I made sure to tell you how happy I am for you. That I wish you a life time of happiest with him. I even meant every word. But the mask I hide my feeling behind must have slipped when I said that and you must have seen how I felt, because you hugged me and whispered in my ear " I love you". It wasn't the first time you said that. And I know you only mean it in friendship. Right then I knew I couldn't bare to hear you say that to someone else, the way I want you to say it to me. Maybe one day I could see you two together and smile, but that day isn't any time soon.
Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It's going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come
There is a quiet knock on the door. I choose to ignore it, hoping whoever it is will just leave me be. But it seems today is not my day. I open the door, ready to curse the person to hell.
"….Harry? Um, I'm sorry I didn't stay-"
" I didn't do it"
"…What?"
" I didn't marry him."
"…Oh…?"
Harry gazed up at me, the way I have always dreamed he would.
" When I told you that I love you, I didn't realize how much I really do."
~FIN~
*Taeyang is a Korean singer, in the band Big Bang.