Mama, I wish you could see this. The flower petals, they fall down like rain. I can't help but smile. The sweet scent that fills the air, it brings me at peace. And the clouds look like cotton candy, like the type you used to get for me when we went to carnivals. The pink fluffiness, it makes my eyes droopy and to fall asleep. But it's funny, since I'm already asleep. No one can reach me here. There's no pain, sadness, or confusion. Only happiness lingers here.
The purple sky, it reminds me of the flowers we would pick in the garden. Do you remember? Do you remember how happy we were together? I wish I could go back in time, but this will have to do. It's my escape from the cruel reality I was put into. I was swallowed up in the sound of my screaming. I was afraid to be alone at night because of the eerie silence that lingered there, when they weren't there.
The paper flowers I lay on top of, they seem real, but they're not. Nothing here is real. It's just a dream. And I hate that. When I wake up, I know I'll have to keep going through this cycle of pain that everyone keeps putting me through. I can't believe that my family could betray me like that. They just replaced me, just like that.
And so, I lay here, wanting and yearning for the attention I once had. I should have known that he saw me as a replacement. I should have known that none of them ever cared, or ever will. I lie here in my sleep. And If I forget my dream from the previous night, I somehow know that I'll wind up here, in this oasis of happiness.
Although, I am surprised this time because, I hear voices, their voices. I can hear them, all of them. They keep shouting my name, as if I'm dying- wait, I am dying. I'm not dreaming, am I, Mama?
…I knew it. So this is goodbye, huh? But as long as I can remain here, inside myself, inside this dream, I will be content. This is my escape. This is my imaginary life.
Alright, this isn't the Fairy Tail story i planned to upload, but i thought i should post this.
sorry for the crappiness, just wrote this and it's like 2 am over here and i can't sleep cause of the thunder storm we're having. (it's raining to hard =-=;;;)
anyways, i hope you enjoy this piece of shit xD
for all of you who have read Fairy Tail know what i mean by 'them' and 'he' (them as in Fairy Tail in general and he as in Natsu)
anyways, reviews are always nice :)
along with favs and author alerts and all that 9 yard crap x333
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