( This story takes place somewhere in season 02, probably after Ken had turned good. )
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( This is a brief author's warning, I don't normally write this kind of thing, but I was inspired by some stuff I won't get into to write this story. In it, Matt is straight, but well, Tai isn't. There will be nothing graphic, and I will try to lay off the swearing if I can avoid it, because I don't normally have it in anything I write, but there may be some. This fic can be classified as a shounen ai, possibly even a yaoi, I mean, I don't know how it works. Oh, and when 'ko' is at the end of a name in Japanese, it is usually to signify that the person in a girl. I learned that reading a story by Cloud Ishida! But anyway, I hope you like it, and don't flame for some behaviors. )
I'm not even sure how it happened. Tai was actually the one who convinced me to stop by the rave after my concert, which he and a bunch of the others attended. I do remember seeing him there, and talking to a lot of people over the music, and getting a drink from one of the guys who was passing them out. It must've had something in it, cause if my memory is right, after the first couple sips I was out of it. I have no idea of what I did until I ended up in the worst situation of my life. And from there, everything got very complicated.
The next thing I knew, I was lying in a bed. I could still hear music and it made my head pound even more. When I sat up I found out that I was naked. My clothes were on the floor, the other side of the bed was still warm. Startled, I saw a girl who was obviously as drugged as I had probably been however long ago. She was putting back on her clothes and giggling like an idiot. I'd never been so horrified. I couldn't remember what I had done, or what I hadn't done with this girl. Heck, I didn't even know who she was! By looking around, I could tell we were in one of those back rooms they always proclaim to have at raves, one where couples can do stuff in private. My mind was in a whirl with panicked thoughts. ' Oh my God, what am I gonna do? What have I done? God, what was in that drink? '
That's when the door opened. I wasn't sure who would barge in here, but when I saw him, I had never been so scared. And I had never seen that glare in Tai's eyes before, it made me feel little and like I had done something horrible. He looked the room over, and before I could say anything, he shut the door and left.
' Oh my God, I'm dead now. My Dad doesn't trust me as it is with girls, even though I've never done anything like this before. But what if Tai tells him? He'll kill me; he'll ground me for life. He might even make me quit the band! ', my thoughts went wild as I scrambled to get dressed. I wanted out of there so bad. ' But what can I say to Tai to get him to keep this a secret? I can't let people know about this! I mean, I don't even know if I did anything, and it's not like I killed somebody while I was drugged, but still…my dad can't know. What am I gonna do? '
There, now you're up to speed. I went straight home, praying Tai wouldn't tell anyone what he'd seen at the rave. God I was so shaky when I got home. I'd never been so scared in my life. I had trouble sleeping that night, knowing I had been in bed with a girl and couldn't remember any of it. The next day was Saturday, thank god, and my dad was out with some of his friends. I stayed home and took a long shower. I'd gone in the kitchen to get something to eat for lunch when someone rang our doorbell. Nervous for some reason, I answered it.
" Tai! ", I gasped in surprise. " Hi, come on in. What's up? "
He came in with me, and when I offered him a seat on the couch, he didn't want it.
We stood in the middle of the living room, and he didn't say anything. He knew everything, knew that I was anxious to know what he thought about it, but he just stood there looking at me until I finally snapped. " Please don't tell anyone, Tai. I have no idea what happened in there! I was drugged, and so was she! If my Dad knew about this he'd kill me! No, he'd have to get past my Mom to kill me! I would have never gone to that rave if I had known what would happen, I would've gone straight home. Please, Tai please, I'm begging you! Don't tell. "He just stood there, fists clenched, the look on his face blank. He didn't say anything again, and I had to know what he was thinking. If he didn't say something soon I would explode. So I kept going. " Tai, my Dad has a hard enough time trusting me anyway. If he knew about this he would kill me. He'd never forgive me, heck, I don't know what he would do, I just don't want to find out! Please, you- "
I never expected him to grab me around the waist just then, or to kiss me. He had me pressed up against him, and there's something you need to know about Tai, he has gotten really strong over the years. He has grown a few inches taller than me, and since he's on the soccer team, and I'm in a band, he so totally had me there. I couldn't get away from him. When he pulled away, I looked up at him with fearful eyes, and tried to get out of his arms, but he held me there. I had never known Tai was like this, I mean, I knew I wasn't, but I had never expected him to be! The look on his face was almost kind, but his brown eyes gaze was burning.
" This is he deal, Matt, I want you. I've liked you for so long it isn't even funny, but I knew your were straight. But if you want my mouth shut, you better agree to this. ", he whispered, his fingers gripping my chin tightly. " Be mine. "
" What? " He let me pull out of his embrace then. My head was swirling again. Tai liked me? He'd liked me for a long time? And now to keep his mouth shut I'd have to be his…boyfriend? I wanted to sink into the floor, for him to disappear, or for me to just be able to erase the past few days but I couldn't. I could either let Tai act like I was his, or I could let him tell my father that I had slept with a girl I don't even know or remember. What could I do? What could I do? I turned back to him, totally nervous and uncomfortable. " Would you want to…do stuff in public? "
" We'd be alone, Yamato. ", Tai whispered as his arms wrapped around my waist and he pulled me closer. " Is that a yes? Will you be my secret? "
" I-I-I don't have a choice. ", I stammered quietly, looking down at the floor. He had me so close, all I wanted to so was pull away, but I couldn't, because for one he would get mad and possibly tell my father everything, but also because he had such a good grip on me. I was seriously regretting the fact that I didn't have the time to work out. He was holding me like I was delicate, almost like I would've held a girl, and then he pulled me closer and kissed me again.
Every inch of me hated it. It felt wrong, not only because he was a guy, but also because it was like he was using me. He was almost blackmailing me for this. When he slipped me the tongue I thought I'd be sick, but he held me there, kissing me over and over again, his tongue twisting like a snake in my mouth.
There was suddenly a click, and the front door opened. My Dad let me know he was home by saying a loud hello. Tai shoved me away and went to get his shoes back on as if he'd never done anything to me. He said good-bye to my dad as he passed by him, leaving me standing there. I watched him go, and since my father had his back to him, he gave me a wink as he shut the door behind him.
" You okay, Matt? ", my Dad questioned me concerned.
" Yeah, fine, I'm just gonna go lay down for a while. ", I replied after a moment. I had never been so tired and depressed in al of my life.
* * *
" I'm alone. Come over. " It wasn't a request, it was more of a command. I knew that, and so did he. It had been like this for over a week now. If I had my apartment to myself, or he had his apartment to himself, we would have to be together. I hated every second of it but I had no choice but to walk over to his place. He was waiting for me, and as soon as I was in the door he grabbed me and kissed me forcefully. I just accepted it, not realy returning any of it.
" Tai, please… ", I started when he pulled away, but he didn't let me finish what I wanted to say. He just acted like he was going to grab the phone. He had claimed to know my father's phone number by heart, and whenever I tried to reason with him he acted like he was going to call him and tell him everything. God I just wanted to cry when he did that. It made me feel so helpless, so weak, and so dirty. Sometimes, Tai would call me a slut for being in bed with that girl for betraying him like that, but I tried not to listen. Then he would tell me other things.
" Do you know why I only asked you to the rave that night, Yamako? ", he whispered in my ear as he pulled me onto the couch with him. We usually sat there, watching a movie, or with him just holding me. He made me hold him like I was a girl, around his bulky chest resting my head just bellow his neck. I hated it, but really had no choice, and once he had me there I couldn't get away. He was playing with my hair and all I could do was stare straight ahead, wishing that I didn't have to be there. I hated how he called me Yamako, as if I was a girl, but it was better than some of the names he used for me. " I wanted you there alone. I planned on having you to myself once I made sure that one of my friends gave you that spiked drink. I wanted to be the one to take you into that back room, to have you and tell you how much I loved you that night even if you wouldn't remember. But then, just after you got that drink, you disappeared from my view and I didn't see you again until I saw you with that girl. I'm not angry, my Yamako, because I have you now. "
He couldn't see my horrified face. It was probably good that he couldn't. My mind was in a whirl. ' He's the reason I got drugged? And if I hadn't run into that girl when I did, he would've…he would've raped me while I was high? Oh God, why? Why did he have to do this to me? He doesn't really love me! He obsessed! He's twisted! He's been using me the whole time. I thought he was my friend… '
Tai kissed me then, cupping my chin with his fingers, holding me close. I hated him then more than I have ever hated anyone. His tongue swirled around in my mouth and I had to let it. His hands felt me as if he couldn't see me with his eyes and had to know exactly where each part of my body was. I wanted to pull away, to get away from him, but if I did he'd tell my father everything. I couldn't risk that.
" My secret, you look upset. ", he commented, holding my face so that my azure eyes were forced to meet his. He seemed almost gentle, but his eyes were threatening. I didn't want him to touch me ever again, but he began to stroke my cheeks, leaning his own face closer. " What's wrong, Yamako? "
" It's nothing. " Nothing other than I hated him with all of my heart. Hated the way he made me hold, made me accept his harsh kisses, the way he gave me stupid pet names that grated on my ears. I just wanted to get away from him, to never have to see him again. I had to wonder if he could see that in my eyes, but I didn't get to wonder long, for Kari shouted from the doorway and Tai shoved me away. I was free for now. He'd have to let me go home because we weren't alone anymore, and I had never been so happy to see Kari in all of my life. I got up from the couch, murmuring a good-bye to both of them, and once I was out of that apartment door, I ran as fast as I could to get away from there. I ran and I ran and I ran, and I kept running until I was home. I locked my door and hurried to my room where I locked that door too. I never wanted to come out because my life had become a pit of lies and despair, and blackmail. Little did I know it would get worse.
* * *
" Hey, you made it after all! ", Davis exclaimed as he let me into his apartment. The whole group of Digidestined had decided to have a party just for us, and Davis had offered to have it at his place. I didn't want to go, because Tai would be there, and I'd have to act like he was still my best friend. But then I was told Mimi was flying in from America just so she could see us all again and I had no choice but to join them. Besides, Tai would've known. I stepped inside only to be greeted by all of my friends, even the one who had betrayed me. That brown haired creep kept his distance though, even as TK gave me a little hug. He looked angry when Mimi hugged me though, and I was sure that I'd hear about it later.
Being around my friends, even with Tai there, made me feel better than I had in a long time. I missed being around people I cared about; people who didn't stab me in the back like someone we all know. Everything was going great, I was really having a good time, until Yolei said we should play twister. Mimi said she'd be spinner before I could, and both Cody and Izzy said they were going to sit out. Sora wouldn't let me, no, she had to put three of the mats together just so we could all play. I made sure I started away from Tai. That made me feel better.
" Right hand red. ", Mimi announced. I was still surprised to see that Izzy had his arms around her shoulders while Cody was feeding some of the in-training digimon. I guess Izzy and Mimi might have a thing for each other. I moved my right hand to a red dot, and saw something else that I hadn't expected to see.
Sora was in a crab walk position looking up at Joe, who was almost doing a twisted push-up. That girl was blushing so bad! I had seen Joe change over the years, but I hadn't noticed that Sora had been watching those changes too. Maybe she liked him, I don't know. It was then I realized how wrapped up in myself I had been for the past few weeks. Ever since I became Tai's secret, I must've started pulling away from the others because of him. That's when it happened.
Tai pinched my butt! I hadn't even seen that my back end was even close to him, if I had I would've moved so it wasn't. If I had been more prepared, I wouldn't have yelped from the sudden pain and fallen, but I did, and I took Kari, Davis, and TK with me. Everyone laughed and I blushed a bright red. Ken couldn't stop laughing at the look on Kari's face when TK and Davis landed on top of her, so he ended up falling over. I scrambled off that mat and over to the couch without looking like I was running away as best I could. Mimi kept the game going, and I had to make up an excuse to head to use Davis's bathroom just so I could get away from the glare Tai was giving me. As soon as I was in I locked the door behind me and sat down on the edge of the tub with my head in my hands.
' He swore to me he'd only do that kind off stuff when we were alone! God, he's getting too comfortable with this! He's so at ease about this whole thing that it's getting to the point where he might not want to hide it anymore. Oh God, how do I get out of this? ', I thought, shaking my head. I stayed in there alone for maybe a few more minutes, but I knew I had to come out sooner or later. Taking a deep breath, I opened the door, only to find a pair of angry brown eyes gazing down at me.
" Don't make me angry, Yamako. ", Tai whispered, gripping my chin, while the rest of my body was frozen in fear. " You're mine, remember that. "
" Hey guys, hurry up over there! ", Sora couldn't see us, but she probably didn't expect that Tai was threatening me either. Then he shoved me away, like he always did, giving me that smug grin with a wink, and went into the bathroom. I stumbled back to the others, trying to look normal. TK shot me a look of concern once he got a good look at me, but I just gave him a misleading smile. Once I got over what Tai had said, I actually let my self start having fun again.
* * *
" You really shouldn't be back here, Tai. ", I whispered as I looked through the closet of my dressing room. It was my first concert since the rave, and he had insisted on coming in here with me. I was still in my school uniform and I had to find something else to wear for the performance, but I couldn't concentrate on that with him in here. I had my back to him, but I looked over my shoulder to see his reaction to my comment, hoping he wouldn't get angry. He had become very possessive of me, not even letting me get near girls unless he was watching. And if he found out I would get threats worse than the ones that started this mess.
" The door's locked, besides, I have something for you. ", he whispered in my ear from behind, holding me around the waist. He put a box in my hand, and then shoved me with one hand on my a$$ towards the small bathroom connected to the dressing room. He gave me a wink as he shut the door. " Try it on for me, love. "
With a trembling hand, I opened the box he'd handed me, and saw what was concealed inside. God I'd never been so humiliated in all of my life. I didn't want to, but I put it on and was horrified to find that it did fit. He smiled when I came out wearing it, making me turn around as if he were a mother and I was his child trying on new jeans for school. But they weren't jeans. He'd bought me a pair of black leather pant that were tight from my waist to my thighs, and the became loose once they got to my knees giving me room to wear a pair of black boots. I wore with that the white muscle shirt that came with a black leather vest. His hands suddenly became more of a problem than his hungry eyes, because he grabbed my hips from behind, forcing me to sway my rear back and forth for him to watch.
" I got these so if you end up dancing during one of your songs, and I know you do, I'll get to watch that pert butt of your like it should be. ", he commented, making my stomach turn in knots. I wanted so much just to pull away, but I couldn't. There was even a phone in here, and he would use it. I knew that well.
" God, I love that tight a$$ of yours, my sexy little b****. ", he rasped as he felt my back end, pulling me close from behind. He then turned me in his arms, making me look up at him. " Remember this, Yamako, you're mine, and mine alone. I don't care how many girls are out there screaming your name you belong to me. "
" Tai… ", I started, noticing that it was getting close to show time.
" Say you're mine. ", he ordered firmly, gripping my chin and bringing my face only inches from him. For that he had to lift me up, supporting me from under my butt. He did this a lot, just so we could be at eye level for once.
" I'm…yours. ", I hesitated to state, not wanting to say it ever again. It left this horrible taste in my mouth, but not as bad as the taste of his next kiss was. He slipped me the tongue, holding me there for maybe the next five minutes. Then he set me down, pinching my a$$ one more time before giving me a wink and leaving me saying something about having a good show. I was just glad he left.
I had to go on stage, and I did. One of the guys in the band was surprised by what I was wearing, but I didn't let that stop me. I wanted to play my guitar, and sing. God, I hadn't sung since this whole mess started! As the drummer gave the cue to start, everything just seemed to melt away, and I began to sing:
Things are starting to accelerate, into something never stopping, always trouble following! Now I think I'm getting dizzy, too much spinning, my pace is fast; the plot is thickening, quickening! It's getting…too insane…I'm trying…to maintain…Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!
I run around, you run around, we're all gonna run, run, run around! You run around, I run around, we all do a run, run, run around!
It's getting closer, More intense, ever twisting turning rollercoaster! Inch by inch the gap is close, Pressure filling, temps are rising higher and higher! It's getting too crazy… I wish I could maybe…Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!
It seemed to erase everything as the song went on, faster and faster, like the lyrics implied. I forgot about everything. The rave where I made that horrible mistake, my supposed 'best friend' who was now using me, and how much I was afraid of everything now. Maybe that's why I made my biggest mistake that night.
It was after the concert, and Tai hadn't come back stage like I thought he would, so I talked with the rest of the band. No one actually came back stage to talk to me who wasn't part of some crazy fan club so I was actually there for an extra half-hour before I was alone. I slowly put my guitar in my case, and that's when someone taped my shoulder from behind. I knew it wasn't Tai, he would've grabbed my a$$ or wrapped his arms around me. So I casually turned to face them.
" Can you help me? I think I'm lost? " She was about my height, probably close to my age. She had long brown hair, and sparkling green eyes. I knew I'd never seen her before, but she was really cute. I loved the dress she was wearing.
" Are you lost? ", I asked her politely, looking her over again.
" Uh, yeah. I was with a bunch of friends, and I ended up bumping into someone I knew, so while they went to get the car, I got lost from the way from, my old friend to finding the parking lot. ", she laughed nervously, probably embarrassed that she was telling one of the guys from the band that she had foolishly lost her ride home. " Do you know which way it is? "
" What's your name? ", I had to question.
" Trisha, Trisha Rockoro. ", she grinned at me, making me notice how much I liked to look at her. " So can you help me out? I really need to get out of here. "
" Well, you go down this hallway, and then you take the first right. ", I started, taking a step closer to her, and pointing in the direction she would have to go in. " Then you take the first door on the left marked exit. But then maybe you- "
I was slyly going to ask he out in the end of that, but someone came around the corner. It was Tai. He saw me with that girl and I swear his eyes almost lit on fire he looked so furious with me. I got scared. I said something like a good-bye to Trisha and headed down that hallway back to my dressing room, slamming the door shut and locking every lock it had. I leaned my back against it, sliding down into a sitting position. It was just now hitting me. Everything that had happened, it made me afraid of him. I was scared to death of Tai Kamiya, and I couldn't help it.
To make a long story short, I stayed in that room for an hour before I finally got the guts to come out. The whole time I had been expecting Tai to knock on the door and demand to be let in, or call me on the dressing room's telephone, but he didn't. I walked home, carrying my guitar case on my back, thinking I saw him in every shadow that was around me. When I got home, I climbed into me bed, pulled the cover up to my chin, and cried myself into a restless sleep.
* * *
The next day was Saturday. I was unhappy when my Dad left to go hang out at work, to get some overtime in, but there was nothing I could say to get him to stay without revealing secrets. Secrets I wanted to keep. I knew for a fact that Tai would have his apartment to himself today, he had told me that his parents were taking Kari to see their grandparents and he had planned on playing sick so he could see me. I was expecting a call to come any minute, but one never came.
I was a nervous wreck all day. I just knew he was going to call, but he didn't. When my dad came home around six I knew something was very wrong. I was glad that I got to stay away from him, but why was he staying away from me? I had a bad feeling about it, but my dad was home. I figured I was safe. He went to his room to get a change of clothes so he could take a shower, and I offered to cook dinner. While I was cooking, the doorbell rang. I made the mistake of answering it.
" Tai! ", I gasped in horror, taking a step backwards.
He looked furious, holding his fists clenched tight and his brown eyes ablaze. He was wearing all black, a color that had soon become common for him since he'd blackmailed me into becoming his secret boyfriend. He took a step towards me, and I took another step back. I held my hand up defensively when he said. " I saw you. "
" Tai, you can't ask me to push every girl that I think is cute away just because you like me! It's not fair, even if I agreed to- ", I started shakily.
" I saw you with her, you little slut! " He punched me to the floor. I tried to get up, but he kicked me into the stomach, forcing the air from my lungs in one big whoosh. He kicked me in the face before he leaned down and grabbed the collar of my shirt, forcing my too look at him through the spinning before my eyes. " You cheating little creep! I loved you! I was nothing but good to you and you couldn't even enjoy that! You couldn't even keep you eyes off her, could you? "
" Please… ", I whispered, but he started beating on me. Hitting my over and over in-between kisses and sobs from his throat. He was insane, calling me names, hitting me and kicking me over and over. I couldn't get away. I couldn't even scream. He pinned me to the floor, punching me in the face until blood was trickling from my lip and oozing from my nose. I struggled, but I was so scared.
" You f***ing b****! I loved you! ", he screamed at me before he hit me in the face again. I was sprawled out on the floor, trying to get up, to get away. Just before he could punch me again though, someone grabbed him by the back of his shirt, throwing him out the front door. It was my Dad, red faced and still in his work clothes. Tai tumbled to the hallway floor, and stood up glaring.
" If you ever touch my son again I'll have you locked up in a jail cell so fast you won't even have time blink! Don't you ever come near here again! ", my father cried in rage, slamming the door and locking every lock we had. He then knelt down next to me, pulling me into a sitting position in his protective arms. " Are you all right, Yamato? What was that all about? I heard screaming and… "
I burst out sobbing right then. I couldn't take it anymore. The verbal abuse, the groping, the forced kisses, and forced words out of my mouth like 'I love you', they'd all cut me down, made me weak. I just wanted to die right then, but I couldn't. After a moment, I told my dad everything. About the rave, about being scared he'd kill me, about Tai tricking me into going there in the first place, an then all the things he had done to me afterwards. He had tears in his eyes by the time I was finished, and I was hugging him tight, saying I was sorry over and over.
" Yamato, I wish you had come to me in the beginning. ", he said softly once he was sure I was finished, still hugging me. I'd never needed him more than right then. " Then maybe this could have all been avoided. I'm sorry you thought I would've been angry about the rave. I don't condone what happened, but it wasn't your fault if Tai and his friend drugged you. I won't let him hurt you anymore. "
" Thanks, Dad. ", I whispered gratefully.
Epilogue:
Kari was home when Tai got there. She saw the blood on his knuckles and the scowl on his face and she knew something was wrong. Sneakily she followed him to the bathroom and watched him wash the red ooze off his hands. There were no cuts under them, just raw skin. That meant that it wasn't his own blood.
She got scared and told her mother about it. Mrs. Kamiya sat Tai down alone at the kitchen and demanded to know what was going on. Like he had been for the past few weeks, the brunette boy was distant, and very defiant. She stared him in the face and said, " Taichi Kamiya, if you don't tell me who you got in a fight with then I may just have to ground you until you decide to tell me. Does this have anything to do with you and Matt not hanging out anymore? "
As far as the rest of the Kamiya's knew, Tai hadn't been spending any time with his 'best friend'. The boy used to come home and leave right away saying he was going somewhere with Matt, but for the past few weeks he hadn't. Only Tai knew why. His mother was growing impatient by the second.
" Matt's a f***ing little slut. ", Tai spat angrily, his eyes narrowed.
" Was that his blood on your hands? "
He refused to answer. In fact, he didn't answer any of their questions, not even when the cops showed up to arrest him for the assault and battering of Yamato Ishida. That got him sent to a Juvenile detention center where he had to see a shrink, and that's finally when that fact that he had been hurting Matt was exposed after a lot of eruptions of his temper. But his family wasn't told the story just yet.
* * *
When TK's parents sat him down in the hospital waiting room while a doctor examined the extent of the damage Tai had done to him, he was told of all the horror his older brother had gone through. It was then that the bearer of Hope recalled the day of the party, the day he'd seen Tai pinch Matt's butt.
The boy had just dismissed it as a teasing gesture. During one of Matt's concerts Tai had told TK he thought his brother was very handsome, and that's probably why girls chased him so much. After that, TK had seen an increase in jokes about Matt's looks from Tai. He'd never known that it was leading to this.
But the hardest Part for TK was yet to come, for one day Kari called him up, apologizing for what Tai had done to Matt when he'd beat him. The blonde young man thought it only right for her to know the whole story. It was the hardest thing he had ever had to do. He had never wanted to crush Kari's image of Tai.
* * *
(Weeks later)
I finally got to be normal again. No more Tai around meant a lot of the memories were only in my nightmares. My family was very supportive of me, helping me with anything I needed. They still do. My Dad's a lot more open with me, telling me things that I had always wondered about him.
I'll never forget that day a month after Tai was taken to that detention center. I was walking down the street, minding my own business when I bumped into a girl from behind. I whirled around to meet a pair of green eyes.
" Trisha? ", I exclaimed in surprise.
" You're that guy from the concert hall, aren't you? The one from the band that I saw play that night? ", she replied looking me over. She was still as cute as the day she'd asked me for directions. " Wasn't it Matt, or something like that? "
" Yeah, that's me. ", I nodded. " Hey, I never got to ask you, Trisha, would you like to get a bite to eat with me some time? I'd really- "
" How's now sound? ", she cut me off, taking my arms with a beautiful smile that made me melt. I gulped down all the nervousness I felt and nodded again. As we went on talking, heading for the nearest café, I couldn't help but be proud of myself. I'd really bounced back after being used for so long.
The End
( This is my first guy-guy fic, so please don't flame me if you think it's lame. I have an idea for a sequel, but unless all of you liked the first part I'm not going to consider writing it. Besides, I have other stories to get to, so if no one asks, there's no need to think about it now. Anyway, I hope you liked it and will review, trust me, I do need some feed back. And if you want more, remember people can escape from detention halls. At least I think they can. Enough of my babbling, though! Bye! )