I just gazed out the window and I sat wondering.... If Lily and James didn't
die would it be the same for you...? Would it be the same if all had been
happy and cheerful? Would you have died still?

I don't know anymore. You should have lived. You promised me that you'd
always be with me. Did that promise just brake? Did you have to get killed?
If you where born in another family would you have still had the same fate?

Do you remember that promise? That promise was 'I'll never leave you'. Did
that promise just brake into a thousand pieces?

What if you didn't have any cousins? If you didn't have such a hateful
family? If you and I had never met?

I know I sound hopeless. Maybe I am without you. If Lily and James didn't
die I'm sure you wouldn't have.