"Haunted"
Louder,
louder
The voices in my head
Whispers taunting
All the
things you said
Faster the days go by and I'm still
Stuck in
this moment of wanting you here
Time
In the blink of an eye
You
held my hand, you held me tight
Now you're gone
And I'm still
crying
Shocked, broken
I'm dying inside
Where are you?
I
need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near
me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Shadows
linger
Only to my eye
I see you, I feel you
Don't leave my
side
It's not fair
Just when I found my world
They took you,
they broke you, they tore out your heart
I miss you, you hurt
me
You left with a smile
Mistaken, your sadness
Was hiding
inside
Now all that's left
Are the pieces to find
The
mystery you kept
The soul behind a guise
Where are you
I
need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near
me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Why did you
go?
All these questions run through my mind
I wish I couldn't
feel at all
Let me be numb
I'm starting to fall
Where
are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to
me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with
me
Where are you?
Where are you?
You were smiling
It had been one year since he left her, one year since she begged for him to love her, one year since she lost the love of her life, one year since Meredith Grey lost her heart. Maybe she would never get it back. Her friends tried to support her, they tried to hold her a night when she cried herself to sleep, but nobody not even Cristina could help her at this time, the only one who could help her was Derek.
When Addison turned up, part of her drowned, she thought that was it, but no he played her for a few weeks then he left, she never knew why. She loved him, that night at the bar she knew he was something special, that she could love. She never thought he could rip her heart in half and stomp on it, he caused her to become and emotional wreck, if she even heard the words ferryboats or fishing she would think of him and tears would prickle down her face, she lost focus on her work and on her life.
Meredith sat in the airport, she had booked herself a ticket to France, she decided it was time for a break; she knew that when she came back that she would through herself into work and forget the past and just focus on the future.
It was late at night and the rain was pounding on the glass, which was the only thing you could here everything else was silent. She laid her body across three chairs, it was aching, and she had worked a 48hour shift so she could leave without her friends knowing.
"Flight 176 to Paris is now boarding, would all passengers in first class please make their way to the front,"
For once Meredith was one of those people, her mother had left her some money so she decided to put it to good use, a vacation was all she need or was it? Did she need one person to make all the pain go away or was that just her mind playing games
The flight was bumpy, it had been an overnight flight which made it even worse. The plane was almost deserted it was the middle of December and most people thought Paris was too cold for that time. There was seven hours left of the flight and Meredith drifted off into a deep slumber.
" Pick Me Choose Me Love Me,"
"Meredith I don't think he is coming," said izzie
"No give him a chance you have to give him a chance or else all hope in my life is lost and well I will fade away,"
…
"He never showed up,"
Meredith awoken by the sound of the telecom,
"Ladies and Gentlemen we will be arriving in Paris in 20mins please put your seats in the up right position and switch off any electrical equipment."
The landing was bumpy, Meredith gripped onto her arm rest as tight as she could, this was the only part of flying she hated.
Once she was in Charles de Gaulle airport she collected her luggage and headed to find a taxi.
"Bonjour," the taxi driver said
"Bonjour,"
"Parlez-vous anglais ?"
"Oui,"
"Great, I am going to the Hilton hotel in the centre of paris,"
"Okay we have a fixed fair on 20 euros,"
"Okay thank you,"
During her ride Meredith passed the Eiffel tower, Arc De triumph and napoleons tomb, she couldn't wait to explore all these sights,
But some how she wishes someone was here to explore them with her…