Hey everyone guess who just made a new story! That's right, me! haha well this one is Sooo not fluffy haha if you've ever read my story toy soldiers then you kinda get where I would be headed with this. Well I hope you all enjoy
Blank eyes stare at me. They rip through me like individual knives. They mangle my body and turn me into a worthless, emotionless heap of flesh and bone. I am left to wonder without a soul or brain. Nothing steers me through the path of life. Purpose is lost.
Who are these people? They walk the same hallways as I do and sit around me. They do that things that I do but they are all different. Except for the faces. The faces are all the same. My arms are bound behind my back, my dreams torture me more than this place ever will.
Who am I? No one knows. I don't know. I used to have a name that bound me to limits but now I'm free in this safe little cage. This cage of walls and guards. Prison? No. it's worse. They call us insane. They call me insane. I'm fine, really I am and I want out. Out of this hell.
My soul can't truly be free in a place like this. A cage is all it is. They say we would be happy here but they don't understand what's going on inside my head. They don't see what I see and they never will. See my brain is different from everyone else's, that's why they have to give me the pills. The pretty blue pills that I pretend to take but never really swallow.
So you really want to know who I am? Well I do too. I have no idea. All I can go by is what they keep calling me. Lukas. It's the word they always say when they want my attention. I don't understand why I'm in this place. The walls are white, the floors are grey and everyone here is the same way. White and grey. I want to find a way out, I want to be different again I need to be free. So I've rid myself of the pills. Yes the pills made my head clearer but too clear. I couldn't think, everything was a blur. But now. Oh how glorious life is now! I can see! I recognize what is going on; I'm slowly coming back to life.
So if you really want to get to know me, well I guess you're going to have to wait a while. I'm going to have to wait a while too of course for all the drugs to wash out from my system. Then and only then will I really start to remember, I hope. All I can remember now, for some reason, is why I came here in the first place. It was to find my brother Emil. He was shipped off here one day for a reason I can't remember and ever since I've been looking for him. Finally my search led me to get taken away myself, and now I'm here.
And that's why I'm not really crazy! Please believe that I'm not! I just need one person to believe that I'm not crazy and then I could go from there. So the plan is to find Emil and get the hell out. There's no need to loiter here any longer.
I will escape this place and I'm taking my brother with me. This cage is not my home. These walls can no longer hold me. My wings have been ripped from my back. Each white feather plucked….my lungs were crushed and my heart sliced from my bare chest and put in a jar for people to observe. My suffering is all because of this one solitude building. It took my brother and now it's taken me. So now, it's my job to take everything back. So I will.
K I know it was horrid but It will be better I just wanted to get that out there ya know. So uh please continue to read this heh heh…uh yeah I think it has potential anyone else agree? So uh yeah leave a review please oh and check out my facebook page. Glassheart14 so yeah…like it and you can see all my lovely derpy post haha
