Perfect
It's been so long that you almost have forgotten what she smells like, which is usually some peaches 'n cream shampoo, and then, of course, you feel like an idiot for knowing that, but you can't help it. You love her.
It's been so long that you have almost forgotten what her hands feel like when they run along your body, and you wonder how it is that you can know every inch of a person and then forget.
It's been so long that you are worried that she has forgotten all about you and that she has moved on to someone who isn't sired to a complete psycho and who didn't bite her.
It's been so long that you wonder if she knows how much you love her.
It's been so long that you have forgotten how white his teeth are when he smiles at you for being upset over someone getting eliminated from Dancing With The Stars or how crazy you get over school events, even though you're a vampire and will probably have a billion more times to do high school.
It's been so long that you have forgotten what it feels like to be loved the way he loves you, the way you always wanted to be loved.
It's been so long you hope he's forgotten what you didn't say when he told you he loved you, because you wanted to say it back. Oh god, did you want to say it back.
You're so close to her that you can feel your heart beating, weird, considering your heart shouldn't beat, but for her, it does.
You're so close that it doesn't matter how many fucking nights of pain you went to get here; all that matters is you're here and she's here, and everything else can fuck off.
You're so close that you want to speed up time because you can't take another second of waiting.
You're so close that you wonder how you could have ever spent this much time apart from him. No, really.
You're so close that you have suddenly forgotten how to walk, how to talk, how to breathe. How does he do this to you?
You're so close that you realize you have never wanted anything more than for him to grab you and kiss you and not stop kissing you.
And then you see her.
And then you see him.
You wonder if you fit together anymore, if all of this was for nothing. Are you too broken?
You wonder if he can still love you even though you let so many moments slip by without saying a word.
But then she kisses you.
But then he kisses you.
Wrapped in each other's arms
You make your way down into the cellar
She's embracing you and pulling you deeper
It feels like forever
You could stay like this forever
And then you realize what it is….
Perfect