"So you're dad wont be home until late." Stiles said.
Derek nodded "Yeah so what do you want to do?"
Stiles smiled nervously. "I can think of a few things." He walked up to Derek and kissed him, undoing his jeans as well.
Derek moaned and began to push Stiles away. "Stiles stop."
"No." Stiles said. "I want this and I want you." He took off his shirt and started to undo his own jeans but Derek reached out and stopped him. "What's wrong?"
Derek sighed "You're not ready for this Stiles."
"Yes I am." Stiles cried out. "I'm standing right here, telling you how much I want you and you're pushing me away.
"Stiles?" Derek started to say.
Stiles backed away from Derek. "Why don't you want to be with me Derek?"
"Stiles you know that I love you." Derek said.
"Then why won't you have sex with me?" Stiles asked. "Are you sleeping with Danny?"
"What?" Derek said.
"You heard me!" Stiles yelled. "We've been going out for two years and we haven't had sex. You're not getting it from me so you have to be getting it from him."
Derek wiped his face. "This is insane Stiles, I'm not cheating on you with Danny. I would never do that to you."
Stiles started putting on his clothes when Derek stopped him. "Just leave me alone." He said pushing him away.
"Come on Stiles will you listen to me for a second." Derek said.
"Every guy you've dated you had sex with." Stiles said turning to him. "But not with me, why? Am I not attractive to you?"
"Stiles you're not ready!" Derek yelled.
"How can you tell me what I'm ready for." Stiles yelled back. "You know what, tell Danny that he can have you because we're over." He left the room.
Derek went after him. "For crying out loud Stiles I'm not sleeping with Danny! I swear that I've never thought of another guy." Stiles ignored him and got into his car. "Stiles!" Derek cried out but Stiles drove off, leaving him standing there.
…
Derek was at his locker the next morning when he saw Scott heading his way. "Hey Scott."
"What the hell happened last night?" Scott asked.
"Stiles broke up with me." Derek said.
"I know but why?" Scott asked.
"He thinks that I'm cheating on him." Derek said. "Like I would risk our relationship for meaningless sex with someone else. I can't even believe he would even accuse me of that."
"I can." Scott said. "Listen there are things that you don't know about Stiles."
"Like what?" Derek asked closing his locker.
"He's been insecure about himself since he was about twelve." Scott said. "He only thinks that you're with him because you feel sorry for him and he thinks you're sleeping with Danny."
"Why would he think that?" Derek asked.
"You're kidding right." Stiles said. "If I didn't know that you were with Stiles I would say that you were sleeping with Danny. Dude you're constantly flirting with him, even in front of Stiles. You don't know what it's like for him."
"What?" Derek asked, afraid to hear the answer.
"To be dating you." Scott said. "You're the biggest eye candy at this school. You're not some nerdy virgin who's so insecure that it scares him sometimes."
"How do you know all this?" Derek asked.
"He told me." Scott said. "He tells me everything Derek. Like he was going to have sex with you tonight because he thought that you were going to leave him."
Derek leans against the lockers. "I can't believe this."
"You really need to talk to him." Scott said.
"I called him last night and then this morning but he didn't answer." Derek said. "He probably hates me now."
"Well you have to figure out a way." Scott looked down the hall and saw Danny heading their way. "And lay off the flirting, I know he's like you're close and all but-"
"No you're right." Derek said. "I have to make this right.'
Scott nodded "I'll see you later."
Derek watched him go then turned to Danny. "Hey we need to talk."
…
Stiles was just getting to school when he spotted Danny and Derek standing together talking. He couldn't help but feel hurt and jealous. He turned to go the other way but ran into Jackson. "Sorry Jackson."
Jackson saw that Stiles was about to cry. "Are you okay?"
Stiles shook his head. "Not really."
Jackson sighed "I heard what happened with you and Derek, sorry."
Stiles shrugged "What can you do?"
Jackson looked down the hall and saw Derek and Danny. "Listen um I have the house to myself tonight if you want to come over. We can hang out if you want?"
Stiles nodded "Yeah that sounds good."
…
That night Jackson was staring down at Stiles who was slightly shaking. "Are you sure that you want to do this?"
Stiles nodded even though he wasn't sure. "I want to do this." If he wasn't going to get this from Derek he was going to find someone that will do it.
Jackson couldn't get the look of fear that Stiles had in his eyes out of his head. "I don't want to hurt you."
"You won't just do it." Stiles said.
Jackson sighed and rolled off of Stiles. "I can't." He sat up.
Stiles sat up next to him. "Do you not want me in that way?"
"It's not that." Jackson said. "I really like you Stiles and I have for a long time but you're not ready for sex. I remember my first time like it was yesterday."
"Was it bad?" Stiles asked.
"Lets just say it wasn't perfect." Jackson said. "I don't want you to do this until you're ready and with the right person."
Stiles looked down. "You mean Derek?"
Jackson nodded. "It wasn't fair of me to take advantage of you like I'm doing right now."
"I was the one who started it." Stiles said. "I guess I just wanted to feel like I was wanted sexually by someone, anyone."
Jackson smiled "Stiles if you only knew how much I wanted you just now but it wasn't right. I know how much you love Derek."
"Yeah" Stiles looked over at Jackson. "I'm sorry Jackson."
"Don't be." Jackson said. "Maybe we can still be friends."
"I'd like that." Stiles said. "Well I better go."
Jackson couldn't help but stare at Stiles as he got dressed. "I don't understand why you don't see what I see. Stiles you're so freaking hot."
Stiles couldn't help but blush. "Thank you Jackson, for everything."
"You're welcome." Jackson said. He stared out his window and watched Stiles until he was lost in the darkness. Lying back down on his bed he couldn't believe what and just happened. He was about to get the one thing he's been hot for since the first time he laid eyes on Stiles but it felt wrong and who knew maybe they can be friends after all.
…
It was around eight when Stiles got home and Scott was sitting on his front steps. "What are you doing here?" He asked sitting next to him.
"I wanted to make sure that you were okay." Scott said. "Where were you anyway?"
Stiles sighed "I was with Jackson but don't worry we didn't do anything." He said quickly. He didn't tell Scott how they almost had sex though. "Are you staying the night?"
Scott nodded "Yeah, come on."
As Stiles and everyone else sat down for dinner he couldn't stop thinking about Derek and how much he missed him. He was also debating on weather or not he should tell him about Jackson.
A/N Thanks for reading and please take a few seconds to leave your though.
