I'd never thought he would leave, and of all people that he would leave me! I was his sister for god damn sake! He left without even telling me where he went and what he was going to do! He left me alone in hell, alone with our father, yelling at me double-time now that he was gone. I'd never thought he would do that to me, I really hadn't. Thankfully for me I left shortly after him, although I didn't care much about what he was doing and I wasn't going to think about it anyway, but I still missed him from time to time. I even had this strange feeling as if he was in trouble, which siblings had sometimes.