I sat alone, alone. Edward was gone. He left me, that damn idiot lied to me, left me. The pain was horrible. I remembered the fire, from when James had bit me, but this was worse, yes much, much worse. Instead of fire it was a different burning like someone was ripping my soul to shreds. And this time Edward wouldn't suck out the venom. I thought he loved me, but I was wrong. And now I had to deal with the pain, he was gone, gone.
Charlie walked into my room; he saw my tears and walked out, disgusted, as usual. I felt horrid for doing this to him, and making him see me like this, but I was trying. The pain ripped through me again and I feel into a dark and murderous sleep.
I don't want you Bella…
I awoke, Charlie beside me, fear on his every feature.
"Dad, I am moving out, there is an apartment, not far from here, I will still go to school, but I am moving out." I said quietly. Since he had left I never spoke in more then a whisper. I had changed a lot, I never listened to music, never danced, never ever wore blue, I hated shopping even more.
"Bella, Alice is at the door." He answered a look of relief in his eyes.
I ran to the door and flung myself into Alice's hard arms. She patted my head as the hole her brother left grew larger. Her sent filled my nose, and cold made me shiver.
"Bella, you look, awful." She said quietly. I nodded, "I am trying Alice, I am" I mumbled. She nodded knowingly anger filling her pixie-like features. Her phone started to ring, and she answered it, clearly she was pissed.
"Edward you need not to call me and tell me what to do. It is NOT your choice. She wasn't only your girlfriend, she was my best friend! Don't call again until you are willing to fix your stupidity and come back to the family. We miss you Edward. Shit, I have to go, Bella just passed out. She is bleeding, I can't breathe now, shit, I have to go. Call later. I love you."
I had stood hearing her scream at him, the first time she said his name the hole ripped all the way open, but the second time, I hit the ground. It hurt, that she could still say his name, so clearly. I couldn't even hear it without wishing for death. I pulled myself up and laughed as blood came from my forehead.
"Alice I am fine, just, why are you here?" I asked giggling. She looked at me shocked.
"Bella, your not ok, your horrible, look at you. Long sleeves, hunny, it is august. You are truly fucked up. Bella I want to fix this, I don't know how, but the family misses you."