This is the first time I write a fanfic. I'll swear I'm gonna do my best effort and I'll try to upgrade it every week or twice a month, but I seems to be difficult b'cuz school. But I promise I won't leave it without an ending.
Hope you enjoy it and please, I wanna know what you think about it: REVIEW. Thanks!
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The thoughts are written in italics.
"Stop following me! I don't know you! Leave me alone! I don't need you!" I shouted as laud as I could. I couldn't see her but... she was there... I felt her.
"What do you want from me?!" I begged as I sat down in the floor without strength. I could feel how all my energy was drained until it got nearly empty. What's that? Without understanding how I can still move, I stood up and try to focus that strange sign of light that shined at what it seemed to be the corner of the black space.
What the hell is that? It seems like...
Suddenly the light started to lose its bright. I wonder what would have happened if I just have stayed where I was... but no, danger calls and his voice whispering my ear was to lovely to let it go without trying to see more. People say that when you are afraid of something, you have curiosity; wanna find out what is hiding in the shadows. I can tell you, that it's true, or at least I can say that I have that instinct to go toward the danger, maybe is the way that I had managed all my life...Holly shit! What dam is this thing? Where did...?!
"Afraid? I thought you were stronger, but now I see that you just cannot stay alive without me..."
Another time that cold voice.
"Who are you? Show yourself!" The silhouette of a human appear in the shadows. The light started to shine again, I think it shined even stronger than before."You wanted to see me, don't you? Take a look... You wouldn't run from your owns self, would you?" I started to go toward that silhouette and a cold wind pushed myself backwards.
"Come on! That's your own energy... my energy... I'm part of you... Morrigan Aensland"
I turned my head up before the something crashed in my head. It was her... Lilith.
"Aaaahhh!!!" My heart beats 100 times per second. I watch carefully my room in order to see where I am. I turn my head slowly to the right, but I'm too scare to see what time is it. "Please, midnight no. Midnight no" I pray although I already know what time is it... midnight.
This strange dream has become a nightmare for myself. Always alone, always darkness, always midnight... What the hell does it mean? Each time I have it, something new happens, and before I can say anything I wake up. Better if I go for a tea. I need to come down. I stand up as quick as my headache lets me, without noticing a little shinny object laying beside my pillow.
I move silently, but quickly enough to reach the stairs without being noticed. Please don't sound! Please don't sound. The wood stairs don't help me in my purpose, the third step always creek, so you have to pay attention when you walk. Yet, since I have these dreams my dexterity had increased in an amazing way.
I reach the kitchen without problems, but something doesn't feels good, there's something unusual in me. Something disturbing me, something else but me.. I close my eyes in order to see what is making me out of my head. The silhouette of Lilith starts to appear in my mind.
All of a sudden I stop hearing the water, the clock is no ticking any more. The floor has changed, I cannot touch it, I'm one with everything, and one with nothing. Slowly I open my eyes, just to realize I'm in front of Lilith Aensland... I'm petrified, but I know I can't run. No this time, no this way.
"Why are you on my thoughts? Can you please tell me? I don't know what is happening, but I wanna take part if I can, so please, I need you to show me what is the matter". Yeah right! The image of Lilith in you fantasy is gonna answer you... childish!
Lilith seems a little bit surprised but she turns around and starts to walk toward me.
Gulp! Maybe she is not a fantasy image... Wow! Wow! Wow! Hold you there.... PLEASE!
I cannot see myself, but if I could have a mirror I know my face would be like the one's of the dogs in cartoons when they are abandoned. Don't beg!... What?! Don't beg?! But what if she is not a fantasy? She would crush me into pieces if I... Stupid! I would kill her before she touches me one single hair."Hahahaha! You've been missing me more than I had. The answer will come, when you get prepared for it. We'll see in another time Morrigan Aensland." She turned one more time and in least that a second she seems pretty far away from my place.
What? Just like that? You are gonna live me just like that? Without an answer? Moron. Who you think am I? How you dare to leave me with all my questions?
I try to move and shout her at least one of my thoughts, but just before I could even open my mouth, she is standing in front of me, face to face, eye to eye, smiling just like a kid before making a prank."You know... I can hear what you are thinking." Her finger is playing with my hair. Normally I wouldn't let her, but she knows HOW to do it, and I kindda like it. " I cannot give you the answers, the only one that can give them to you is Morrigan. You are pretty close to get them, your little fight showed me, and some things of yourself are changing, your movements, your thoughts... I'm starting to be part of you as it should be. Morrigan... another time will be together."
She walks away, and although I dunno have an answer, I feel more comfortable. Thank you... Lilith just turned a little in order to see me and without saying a word, I can clearly hear You are welcome. The ring, don't forget it. He'll show you the way to home Tela.
Tick tack, tick tack, tick tack... The sound comes from behind.... The boiling water! I carefully buy quickly turn off the stove and put the pot in a nearest place to the cup. I start to fill the cup. Morrigan. Why does she call me like that? My fight? That was pretty funny, but how does she... Tela, you are always asking to many questions instead of accepting the things like they are. Act!... Yes, that's right. And the ring...
"The ring? Could it be..." I just leave the kitchen without finishing my tea. I walk upstairs, and in the third step I realized that I'm gonna make it creek. Fuck! Jump! My movements are faster than my thoughts. Before I realize it, my leg made a movement I couldn't see. Even though it was a rude movement, my landing in the second step wasn't noisy. My breath is more noisy than my steps. "your little fight showed me, and some things of yourself are changing, your movements, your thoughts..." Those words are in my head right know.... I walk without caring in the noise and enter in my room.
There it is, next to the pillow, the ring. Taking it in my hands I can see an strange sign inside the green stone, it looks like an eye with wings.. an angel and a bat wing. I try on my finger... just the right size.
"You know little friend, I don't know how you are gonna help me, but I'll discover it". At least it seems the last part of the night is gonna be more pleasant.