Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto.

His palms were sweating. For the first time in his life, Sasuke Uchiha felt anxiety. The loud music banging in his ears was making his stomach feel weird. Or wasn't that the beat of the music? It quite seemed like it was his own heartbeat echoing in his head above the loud music.

Sasuke drank the rest of the vodka in his glass and left it on the table next to him. It was a nice party and if he hadn't had that certain thought in his mind and that annoying feeling in his stomach he would enjoy it to the fullest. Naruto's parents would be off for the weekend so he threw a party for their 'high-school graduation'.

It's gonna be the best party of the year Sasuke!, Naruto had said when he told his best friend about the party.

Sasuke put his hands on the table and tried to concentrate. His mind was still conscious of what was happening around him, after all he hadn't drunk too much until that point.

"Hey, dude, you alright?" he heard his best friend's voice in his ear, trying to be heard over the loud music, followed by a pat on his shoulder.

"Hn. I'm fine" he only said and checked the area around him, only to find that the person he was waiting for hadn't arrived yet.

"No it's not wine, dude, it's Gordon's!" Naruto screamed in Sasuke's ear showing the glass he was holding in his hand.

Sasuke sighed angrily. "I didn't say wine I said I'm fi-" he tried to explain but stopped as the door of Naruto's house opened.

It was like slow motion. The moment her figure appeared at the door was the moment Sasuke felt like the world had stopped turning. She was wearing a tight black dress, which showed even more how pretty her legs were. Her unusually pink hair were falling on her shoulders, her big green eyes seemed as if they were shining in the half lit room.

Her smile was breathtaking. Sasuke gulped. And then, as if they were in a movie, she turned around and her eyes met hers.

He froze.

When was it when Sakura Haruno started destroying him his mental health?

Naruto started shaking his shoulders bringing him back to reality. "Are you okay, Sasuke?"

He turned around and took a second to realize who he was talking to and shook his head. "Aa" he replied trying to spot Sakura again in the crowd. She was still sitting at the door looking at him with that stare of hers.

"Oh look it's Sakura! Sakuraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!" Naruto screamed and made his way through the people to greet Sakura. Sasuke kept looking at them as they were hugging and laughing together like fools, and couldn't help but feel an unpleasant mixture of slight jealousy and annoyance.

Tch.

I hate this fucking feeling.

"Sasukeeeeeee, why you sooo lonelyyyyy?"Karin came out of nowhere clinging on his shirt and squeezing her breasts on his chest. Her breath smelled like whiskey and her cheeks were red from alcohol.

Drunk as fuck.

She was making him sick. Karin was kind of like the ultimate queen of all his fangirls. The most annoying, most repetitious and most arrogant of all of them.

"You are drunk" he told her trying to keep his temper. He noticed Sakura's eyes on them and froze. God damnit…I swear to God if everything goes wrong because of fucking Karin I'll-

"I am not druuunk at aaaaallll" Karin laughed and ran her finger on Sasuke's jawline. The boy did a step back and blended himself in the crowd ignoring the screams of Karin behind him that were fast covered by the music.

Where was she?

He looked around only to see her on the stairs talking with Kiba Inuzuka. His fists tightened, his eyes darkened. Why was she laughing with him?

Why was he so close to her?

No. He can't touch her. Sasuke was the only one who could fucking touch her.

He tried to push people aside to pass. The party was one of the largest he had ever been too and almost all the guys from his grade were there. But Sasuke's mind was all blurry then.

He couldn't believe Kiba Inuzuka was flirting with Sakura. And Naruto was nowhere to be found, probably making out with Hinata or something. He walked towards the bar and grabbed a Stolichnaya. He brought the bottle on his lips and the vodka burned his throat.

Screw you, Sakura.

He gulped more letting the liquid flow inside him.

After a moment he let the bottle on the counter and tried to put his thoughts in an order. The sudden alcohol in his body made his vision blurry as he looked around.

He didn't know how, but he had to go to her and tell her. Tell her what he wanted to. He tried to balance himself while walking towards the stairs to see if she was there.

Rage filled his mind as he didn't spot her. But neither did he spot Kiba.

"Fuck" he muttered and started walking up the stairs, clinging on the hand rail. He hated it. Ha hated the fact that she could manipulate his emotions like this. He was fucking Sasuke Uchiha after all. The world belonged to him.

And so was she.

Reaching the second floor, he started walking down the hallway. The smell of weed filled his nostrils, making him almost stepping on a girl sitting on the floor with her cellphone. It was crazy that even on the second floor there were so many people.

A glimpse of pink hair caught his eye and he saw her getting out of the bathroom. Sasuke quickly made his way there, pushing people aside.

Sakura gave him a strange look and looked at him nervously. "Sasuke, are you alr-"

"Get in, we need to talk" he stated and roughly pushed her in the bathroom locking the door behind them.

"Sasuke what the fuck?!" she almost screamed and did a step away from him. "Are you high? You seem drunk actually…"

Sasuke put his hands on the sides of the sink and closed his eyes. "Sakura…"

"Look if you want to vomit or something do it in the toilet, or do you want me to bring Naruto?"

There's was a loud bang on the door.

"Another!" Sakura screamed and went close to Sasuke, touching his back gently and stroking his hair. "What do you want to talk about?" she asked him in a more quiet voice, bringing her lips closer to his ear. Her fingers on his T-shirt felt like they were burning, her breath on his skin was like a drug.

Sasuke was about to talk when Sakura's phone started ringing. "Sorry, just a minute" she told him and her hand left his back.

"Hello? Oh, Kiba? Is that you? I can't hear you quite well. What?! I'm in the bathroom. Bathroom! No, not bedroom I said BATHRO-"

Sasuke couldn't stop himself when he grabbed her phone and threw it in the toilet, leaving Sakura with a shocked expression on her face. For a few moments she was frozen.

And then she started screaming.

"WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK, SASUKE? ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE?" Sakura screamed and pushed him hard on the chest. "HOW DARE YOU? WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE HUH? JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE FUCKING DRUNK DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOU CAN ACT ALL SHIT ON ME YOU FUCKING EGOISTICAL ASS-"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP OKAY?" he shouted and pinned her on the wall behind her. Their faces were just a few centimeters away from each other. He held her wrists on the wall so she wouldn't move. But the close distance between them seemed to make her stop all together.

Her green eyes were analyzing his own black ones. He brought his lips on hers just to feel how they tasted like. And it tasted like he imagined it would. Like drugs. Like completely heaven. He moved them roughly on hers and pulled her waist closer to him with his right hand, holding both her wrists above her head with his left hand. His pants tightened, as his hand ran along her black dress.

He wanted more. But the sickening thought of Kiba and her talking on the stairs brought him the need to throw up.

Sasuke pulled away slowly and closed his eyes. "You have no idea how it feels like…" he hissed. His mind was still all blurry. "You…I fucking want you and you can't get it…" The rage was growing inside him. "And you will never understand." He moved away from her and sat on the toilet, with his hands on his face.

"You fucking whore" he whispered mostly to himself, because he hated it, he hated the way he felt about her. He hated the history they had together.

He hated her and yet longed her.

To his surprise, she hadn't said nothing. Sasuke turned his face to her, only to see soft tears falling off her eyes. A sight that somehow brought him a bit to his senses.

"Sakura…" he said in a quiet voice.

"Fuck off.." she only said before storming out of the bathroom.

And that…

That was the last time he saw her.

Hey guys! After a lot of time, I'm back :D I had this major writer's block which I somehow managed to push away so I am back to writing! I will try to update my other stories too (I'm so so so sorry for the long time :( ) Hope you like this one as well! :)