Author's note: Hey, this is my first fanfiction I've ever published, so be patient with me because I've never tried to write a multiple chapter story before. This "chapter" is basically a prologue of sorts or like a tester chapter to see if anyone would read it. :3
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the BTR boys. Only Destiny right now.
It felt like his whole body was on fire. The searing pain started in his head and rippled down his entire body. His throat being the main source of uncomfort, he could hardly breathe. He felt bile rise in his throat. It was tinged with a taste of metal. Everything hurt. He scarcely felt the hands that grabbed at him and inserted objects into his veins and throat. He had never felt such an excruciating pain before in his life. "Please, stop touching me. No. Don't help me. Just let it all be over already." These were the last thoughts James Diamond had formed before tumbling into a deep pit of utter darkness.
This wasn't the first time she'd been here before. Pills lined up in front of her, bottles of liquor and a shiny new blade. Mentally, she crossed out the first two options, for they hadn't worked for her before and she picked up the razor blade and crossed the room to the tub. Lying down on the floor, she took the blade and pressed it against her forearm, hard and dragged it across. Immediately beads of a crimson colour appeared and dripped onto the carpet. Two, three, four more lines connected with her biggest vein she could see, although that was becoming hard to find with the blood everywhere. Dizzy, she reached and ran the water and let her wrist fall underneath it. Oh, what the hell? she thought as she picked up the bottle of Citolopram and whiskey, she threw back as many of the little pills as she could and downed it with the whiskey. "Please, let this work this time. Please just take me away, sweet angel of death." These were Destiny's last thoughts before she let the dizziness engulf her into pitch blackness.