Just For…


Hey guys! Ok so I don't know if I should continue the two other
fanfics I'm working on. I think it's better to write one shot fic.
Plus, i'm better in angst. Anyway. This story narrate a drunk
Seifer's though about his only love.

Title: Just For

Author: Lady Yuskreven

Disclaimer:I don't own neither the characters, nor the song.

Warnings:

Pairings: Seifer + Squall of course. (I wonder why we always put that
Anyway.)

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I want to take his eyes out
Just for looking at you
Yes I do
And I want to take his hands off
Just for touching you
Yes I do


He didn't know how many whisky he had already drink. His mind was too
fuzzy to remember so that mean it was a lot. Far away from his seat,
at the other side of the ball room, he could still discern the shape
of Squall looking sadly at his ex-boyfriend.

Rinoa and him had broken up soon after the Ultimecia thing because
they weren't really meant for each other. She was a social butterfly,
he was an anti-social ice prince. But the more plausible reason was
that Squall was gay. Surprisingly, Rinoa accepted that well and they
remained friend.


And I want to rip his heart out
Just for hurting you
And I want to break his mind down
Yes I do, yes I do, yes I do



But true friend are supposed to help each other if one have a
problem, aren't they? Though, Squall had broke up with his last
boyfriend only two days ago, and he was alone. Maybe it was due to
the fact he could hide his feelings too well.

Squall looked like as usual. But Seifer knew better. He could feel
the sadness taking over the brunette. Another wound in his broken
heart. Another shield put in place to cover it. Another step forward
the icy queen and her promise of never being hurt again. Squall has
always been too emotionally vulnerable. He never let it show, though.


And I want to make him regret
life since the day he met you
Yes I do
And I want to make him take back
All that he took from you
Yes I do


It's very difficult to break the shields. The only way Seifer has
ever found was to push him until he get so upset he'll fight back. In
fact, it's the only way Squall would pay attention to him. How sad it
was. He would like to help him now. He couldn't stand to see him so
helpless. But Squall would ignore him, or worse, he'd reject him.

Seifer couldn't stand rejection either. Rejected by his parents,
rejected by his friend, he became an egoistical bully. If people
rejected him, as well make them pay for it. `Oderint, dum metuant'.*
The only one who didn't fit in his plan was Squall. Since the
orphanage, he had been attracted by the little brunette. First, it
was only friendship, then the years going by, it became love. A love
not mutual, but love although.


And I want to rip his heart out
Just for hurting you
And I want to break his mind down
Yes I do, yes I do, yes I do, yes I do, yes I do


Some could even describe it as an impossible love, too. Cause it was
it. Squall would be too hurt to let anyone come in his little world
again, let alone Seifer of all people. Just this idea saddened the
blond. Be so close to love, but never be able to have it. He would
give everything for only a kiss, to taste those soft lips. Encircle
this small waist and hold him in his arms. Caress the delicate
features of his ethereal face.

Maybe it's his punishment for all the crimes he had commit. Hyne.
Will he be able to know happiness one day? Maybe it was better not
to. He couldn't keep it. It would be so horrid. Hyne. I'd accept to
go in hell for some Eden on earth in return…he though. Something else
than hate. Just for once...


Squall stood up and went out of the room. Seifer wondered why then
turned toward Squall' s ex. The man was kissing, merely rapting
another man in front of everyone. Just before disappearing, Seifer
saw silent tears falling from the commander's eyes.

It was the only thing he needed.



And I want to rip his heart out
Just for hurting you
And I want to break his mind down
Yes I do, yes I do ,yes I do yes I do


Seifer stood up, hand on hyperion, a bottle in the other. He came
closer to the man who jerked away when the bottle kicked the side of
his head. He fell on the floor, blood making a pool around him. For a
moment, it seems that the time had stopped. All the people in the
room were staring at them.

Zell approached the blonde who turned toward him. He saw the anger
raising in the cat green eyes and nodded. Without any ado, Seifer
walked out of the ballroom. He knowed that it wouldn't help Squall.
He'll may even be kicked out of the Garden. But, hell it felt good.

He headed to his dorm, but then decided to go in the secret area. He
needed some fresh air. He needed to think.

Maybe he'll found Squall there...

Maybe it was his chance...

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The song `Just For' is by Nickelback.

Will Seifer found Squall? What will be Squall reaction?
Tell me if you think this one deserve a sequel!! ^_^

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