Life is here to kill me

I own nothing what so ever!

Wish I did but I don't

Ryou has some balls but not a lot and mostly just in his head. Meaning his thoughts...

RyouxBakura

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Lighting strikes flashing against the fogged window as his shadow crept closer as I scooched back hitting my own back against hit wall.

Oh how cliché I thought as his shadow consumed me.

Beep BEep BEEp BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

My alarm clock rang as I jumped up sweating a lake and slammed my hand down killing my alarm clock. I took a deep breath as I got ready for the last day of school. This should be fun I thought as a smile found its way on to my face. I don't know why but I am an overall happy guy though I've been having the same dream for over a whole week know. Does it mean something? It always the shadow of the unknown man eating me. Creepy.

I walked into class and sat down in my regular seat. "Hey Ryou" Tea said as she smiled at me and I waved at her with a smile. I looked over to see Yugi and Joey playing duel monsters, I could not help but smile at them especially Yugi; he is so cute and an amazing guy. "Sorry Joey I win...again" Yugi told him as he frowned slightly

"Damn it Yug' that's 83 to 0!" Joey exclaimed as he bashed his head into his desk with a loud THUNK! I smiled at Joey and walked over to him patting him on the back smiling big "Don't worry one day you will beat Yugi, It's highly unlikely that you will but you never know maybe today was just not your day"

Yugi smiled up at me and I smiled back with a red tint to my cheeks. Class started soon after I sat down and soon it ended. Everyone started to hug and cheer as I quietly packed up my stuff. "I can't believe school is done. I am gonna miss you all. I know how about we go to Burger Town or something?"I heard Yugi say behind me as his gang agreed with him. Me and Yugi maybe pals but we are not close; not like him and Joey.

"Hey Ryou?" I span around to look at Yugi "Come to Burger Town with us" I looked Yugi straight in the face and he meant what he said.

"I-I-Uh-I-"

"Yah Come with us Ryou!" Joey added as I smiled at them "If you insist than sure I'll go with you guys"

Joey cheered as he locked his arms around my shoulder and pulled me close than whispered "Thanks for the complaint this morning" I nodded my head with a huge smile "So do you have any tips to beating Yugi" I laughed at Joey's questioned than answered back "Only if you can enter his head"

I went to Burger Town with Yugi, Téa, Joey and Tristan. I felt accepted for actually once in my life. I am a social awkward kid and people know it. I don't say much and I hate talking to people or just being around a group of people at times. I sat down with my group of friends, I guess you can call them that, and watched them talk and talk. I didn't say anything much besides thanks as Joey had me a coke because I don't really have anything to say.

I looked at Yugi and wished I could be him; sure he gets picked on at times but he has friends who care for him dearly. I also wish I could be with Yugi, Yes that is right readers, Me Ryou am gay. Gay, gay, gay, gay, gay. Though Yugi is either gay or bisexual since he has a lover; His name is Yami and I am happy for Yugi. I do like the kid but I am not head over heels in love with the kid. I do love this guy but he is- "Hey Ryou? Earth to Ryou?" I heard Joey yell as he waved his hand in front of my face.

"Oh Um... yes Joey?" I asked looking over at my friend.

"You on planet Earth today?" He laughed as I and everyone one else joined in. I took a slip of my coke and blushed slightly as everyone except me continued to talk about duel monsters. Soon everyone said their goodbyes and hugged even though they all live somewhat close to each other. They were walking in the same direction; I am the only one going the opposite direction...alone down an old alley. I started to slightly skip as my shoulder bag hit the side of my pants. I spotted a rock and smiled "Hello Mr. Rock How are you?" as I kicked the rock, it flew a couple inches than landed.

"Wow! What a fail!" I heard a man say behind me as a group of people laughed. I turned around to see John and his gang

OH BUGGER! I thought. These are the guys that have stolen my money, food, homework, anything that I have, they would also beat me up, give me swirls and spit on me and also destroyed myself esteem that can never be repaired. They have made my life a living hell hole!

"We'll be! What we got here? Isn't it Mr. Bloody British Ryou?"John laughed as I sighed low looking down "I love being British..."

"Look at me fag" I looked up at John and he smiled "Now where is your money?"

"I don't have any John"

"Bullshit you do don't you faggot" He pushed me against the alley wall, ripped my bag off of me and searched through my bag for my wallet and the smile on his face told me he found it. He picked up my Torchwood wallet and looked at it than at me straight in the face "You British people are so fucked in the head" I raised an eyebrow at him. I am not the one in grade ten at the age of 20 I thought. He searched my wallet than he face scrunched up. "You have no money!"

"Well I told you I didn't have any John" I reminded him as he glared at me and I gulped for I know what that look holds. "Well know you will pay" He slammed me against the alley wall and pulled his fist back as I got ready for the impact until I heard "John What. The. Fuck. are you doing?" Both I and John looked left to see a white haired guy with crazy deranged chocolate brown eyes looking at us.

"Bakura" I whispered as my pasty white face cheeks went red. See Bakura is super attractive and he is the guy that I like...a lot! Even thought his "friends" pick on me, beat me up. Sometimes he would even join in on it but never on the beating up part anymore. He mostly just teases me but now it doesn't really seem like teased more like the flirting teasing. We had to do this project together for science a couple months back; he always sat there and smiled at me and teases me about my intelligent as he would sit there and do absolutely nothing at all. He maybe a lunatic at time and the most rudest person alive but I still do like the man.

Bakura stepped closer to us and smiled at John "Let little Ryou go before I shove my FOOT SO FAR UP YOU FUCKING ASS IT COME OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MOUTH" He yelled as John let me go I grabbed my wallet and bag than bolted down the alley all the way home. Why is he defending me? Why now? I thought as I ran into my apartment and locked the door. I slide down the door and sat on the floor as I let my adrenaline die down.

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