bDISCLAIMER:/b I, Shan-chan, don't own Gundam Wing, if i did though bMAYBE MORE PEOPLE WOULD REVIEW MY STORIES!b *hint hint, nudge nudge*
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warnings: no real warnings this time, maybe a bit of disturbing Heero getting hurt scenes, um, ends on a happy note this time, not at all depressing at the end!
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centerbTOY SOLDIER/center/b
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My name is Heero Yuy.
Some people say that I am the Perfect soldier. There is no such thing as perfect in this world.
People say there is no need for emotions in a war torn world, I used to be one of those people.
I closed my eyes and remembered back to when I was in training.
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~Flashback~
"Mission complete" I muttered.
I was ordered to blow up the combat base in town. Ordered, my life had been ordered, it was cheep, I hated it.
I sighed and turned away. I didn't belong here.
There was a really loud explosion behind me; I turned around just in time to see a Leo collapse into a building. I threw the detonation device to the ground and I ran, I ran like I had never run before, there were people in that building, innocent people who didn't deserve to die.
The mobile suit exploded when it came into contact with the building.
I clutched the flower the little girl had given me, for a brief moment my heart wretched in pain.
"Innocent people don't deserve to die" I whispered.
I could clearly see a piece of the dress she had worn when she found me.
A small teddy bear was lying, burnt, in a small crevice.
My eyes finally settled on the little girl's dog, she said her dog's name was Mary. I scoped the small animal into my arms.
The body was cold and lifeless.
What had I done?
~ End flashback ~
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No! I didn't want to remember that!
I clutched my head, memories pouring into my brain. I didn't want to remember. The girl, the training, the punishments, the failures.
The little girl died because of me, my foolishness, and my willingness to follow orders.
I got retrained after that small episode, it was severe, they beat me and beat me until I could barely walk. I was pumped full of drugs and left to die, but I knew that they wouldn't let me die, I was too valuable.
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~ Flashback~
"There is no need for emotions Heero Yuy!" my punisher yelled.
He stuck the electrically charged live wires into the deep cuts on my back.
I cried out in pain.
"No need for emotions!"
I cried out again.
"No-no-no-need for emotions!"
I bit back my cry of pain this time.
I would become their perfect soldier.
~ End flashback ~
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I became their perfect soldier.
I was virtually indestructible. I was a machine with no emotions or feelings. I lived for my mission; I threatened people wherever I went.
The only words I ever muttered were: "omae wo korosu"[1] "ninmu tsuunen" [2] "ninmu kisei" [3] or "hn…"
But they [4] had helped me break free of what I used to be.
I was no longer the perfect soldier, I was a normal human being , living a normal life, I am not what I used to be any more.
I am finally alive.
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A little bit of Japanese was used in this short story:
[1] Omae o korosu
"I will kill you"
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[2] Ninmu Tsuunen
"mission accepted"
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[3] Ninmu kisei
"mission completed"
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[4] it referes to "them"
"them" is Heero's friends, Duo Maxwell, Trowa Barton, Quatre Raberba Winner and Chang Wufei.
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i originally wrote this as an English Assignment, (BTW, i haven't gotten it back yet so i don't know what my grade is -_-*)
i hope you all liked it, although it got a little disturbing in there.
i know that is not how Heero got trained, i doubt anyone would train a person like that, and if they did they would be sadistic bastards and should deserve to die!
well, i have to go now, i am on an up-loading spree!
Ja ne people!
p
warnings: no real warnings this time, maybe a bit of disturbing Heero getting hurt scenes, um, ends on a happy note this time, not at all depressing at the end!
p
centerbTOY SOLDIER/center/b
p
My name is Heero Yuy.
Some people say that I am the Perfect soldier. There is no such thing as perfect in this world.
People say there is no need for emotions in a war torn world, I used to be one of those people.
I closed my eyes and remembered back to when I was in training.
p
~Flashback~
"Mission complete" I muttered.
I was ordered to blow up the combat base in town. Ordered, my life had been ordered, it was cheep, I hated it.
I sighed and turned away. I didn't belong here.
There was a really loud explosion behind me; I turned around just in time to see a Leo collapse into a building. I threw the detonation device to the ground and I ran, I ran like I had never run before, there were people in that building, innocent people who didn't deserve to die.
The mobile suit exploded when it came into contact with the building.
I clutched the flower the little girl had given me, for a brief moment my heart wretched in pain.
"Innocent people don't deserve to die" I whispered.
I could clearly see a piece of the dress she had worn when she found me.
A small teddy bear was lying, burnt, in a small crevice.
My eyes finally settled on the little girl's dog, she said her dog's name was Mary. I scoped the small animal into my arms.
The body was cold and lifeless.
What had I done?
~ End flashback ~
p
No! I didn't want to remember that!
I clutched my head, memories pouring into my brain. I didn't want to remember. The girl, the training, the punishments, the failures.
The little girl died because of me, my foolishness, and my willingness to follow orders.
I got retrained after that small episode, it was severe, they beat me and beat me until I could barely walk. I was pumped full of drugs and left to die, but I knew that they wouldn't let me die, I was too valuable.
p
~ Flashback~
"There is no need for emotions Heero Yuy!" my punisher yelled.
He stuck the electrically charged live wires into the deep cuts on my back.
I cried out in pain.
"No need for emotions!"
I cried out again.
"No-no-no-need for emotions!"
I bit back my cry of pain this time.
I would become their perfect soldier.
~ End flashback ~
p
I became their perfect soldier.
I was virtually indestructible. I was a machine with no emotions or feelings. I lived for my mission; I threatened people wherever I went.
The only words I ever muttered were: "omae wo korosu"[1] "ninmu tsuunen" [2] "ninmu kisei" [3] or "hn…"
But they [4] had helped me break free of what I used to be.
I was no longer the perfect soldier, I was a normal human being , living a normal life, I am not what I used to be any more.
I am finally alive.
p
A little bit of Japanese was used in this short story:
[1] Omae o korosu
"I will kill you"
p
[2] Ninmu Tsuunen
"mission accepted"
p
[3] Ninmu kisei
"mission completed"
p
[4] it referes to "them"
"them" is Heero's friends, Duo Maxwell, Trowa Barton, Quatre Raberba Winner and Chang Wufei.
p
br
i originally wrote this as an English Assignment, (BTW, i haven't gotten it back yet so i don't know what my grade is -_-*)
i hope you all liked it, although it got a little disturbing in there.
i know that is not how Heero got trained, i doubt anyone would train a person like that, and if they did they would be sadistic bastards and should deserve to die!
well, i have to go now, i am on an up-loading spree!
Ja ne people!