The One

Walking through these large oak doors brings back many memories... This is where I met my
best friend, the One who guided me through the troubles of my life, the One who was always
willing to listen to me. My best friend is still in this place, waiting for me, waiting for me to come
and greet them... But I can't, I can't say hello to them if I know that they never left me.
Walking through these large oak doors brings back much suffering... This is where I lost my
best friend, the one who never left my side, the one who loved me with all his heart, the one who
held me when I cried and laughed when I laughed. My best friend is now in this place, waiting for
me to come ans tell them a final good-bye... But I can't, I can't say good-bye to someone that I am not
willing to let go.

Walking down these chilling halls gives me time to think, time to think of thoughts of the
hope I have in my life. My best friend, the One, always is telling me that what has happened is past,
to move on and look to the good in life. My best friend, the One that is always whispering in my
ear, tells me of great things in my future, tells me how much I can achiecve if I can try. But I don't
want to let go of the past, it's as real as today as it was back then.
Walking down these chilling halls gives me time to think, time to think of thoughts of the
downsides I have in my life. My best friend, the one I cannot say good-bye to, would never let me
forget hardships in my life, because they teach us a lesson, of how to learn to correct my own
mistakes. He would never let me push my limits, fearing that I would tumble down, he would help
me take my own steps, never pushing me, always just there helping.

Seeing the teary faces in front of me brings my own tears to fall, I never knew that this would
happen to me. My friend, the One that always is helping me, tells me that this is for the best, that it
was meant to happen. But this is one time that I cannot and will not listen to my friend, the One
that is confusing me, because I don't see how this is in any ways good.
Seeing the teary faces in front of me brings my own tears to fall, I never knew that this would
happen to me. My best friend, the one that never left my side, would tell me now, that it is time to
move on, that I shouldn't cry. But this is a time that I cannot and will not listen to my best friend,
the one that was always helping always caring...

Seeing my best friend lying before me causes me to forget everyone and everything else. My
friend, the One that is always trying to help me, give me no strength right now, they are not
helping to ease my sorrow, they are not helping to rid me of my pain, because that is not possible...
Nothing anyone tells me can get rid of this hurt. My friend, the One that is trying to help, isn't
helping at all.
Seeing my best friend lying before me causes me to forget everyone and everything else... My
best friend, the one I love, can no longer help me. They can't stop these tears from falling, they can't
stop this hurt inside my heart, they can't take away all of this suffering, all this pain... Because
they are the one that these tears are falling for. They are the one that is making me feel this hurt,
they are causing everyone's suffering... My best friend started this pain... My best friend started my
pain... My best friend made so many people sad, made so many tears fall, made my heart shatter
into a million pieces.

I hope that my friend, the One that is always there, still answers my prayers... I hope that the
Onenever forgets me... I hope that the one is still in heaven helping me along.
I hope that my friend, the one that caused my hurt, rests in peace, that he will enver forget
me now that he is passed.. I hope that my best friend, the one I loved, knew that I loved him... I hope
that my friend, the One known as God, knows that I loved this man, my best friend, the one will
neverforget. Because together, the memory and guidence of my two best friends, helped me recover
from the loss of one of them... The momeory is helping me recover from the loss of my best friend,
the One that I loved, they helped me recover from the death of my best friend Ron.

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