Rosalie POV

"How much longer do we have to pretend Em? I can't take it anymore, I don't want to hide the truth, what I'm really capable of or pretend to be a person I'm not. Carlisle, Esme, Edward, Alice pretend all the time, they want to believe that by living with humans they can be somehow affected by their humanity. They hide and deceive, I can't take it anymore, pretending to be human, repeating high school again and again. You know I love you but how long are we going to pretend to be married, to be mates? I wish I didn't hide it from the beginning, I wish I had stayed with the Denali clan." I finish my rent feeling like I'm about to fall to the ground from exhaustion, but I can't feel exhaustion since I'm a vampire but the emotional stress is still there.

"Rosie please calm down, I know that you hate all this pretending but we have to do it you know that. We have to do it for Bella." Emmet said in a calm voice.

"I know, I know, but you know how I get this time of the year I can't help it." He looked at me knowingly.

"If you want I can call Tanya ask her if she would come with her sisters for a while." I thought about it for a couple of minutes, it would be good for me to have them here. I wouldn't have to pretend that mush with them around and I could relax and try to stop remembering the night I was turned.

"That would be amazing Em, thank you."

"No problem Rosie, you know I would do anything for you. You're my sister, my best friend and the only person I could trust with my life."

I hug him tightly, Emmet was, beside the Denali coven, the only person I trusted. He knows the real me and accepts me. I love him so much, he saved me, before I had him I was always depressed and wanted to kill myself. The only thing that kept me from doing so wasn't Carlisle or Esme it was Tanya, Kate and Irena.

After changing me, Carlisle was hoping I would be Edward's mate. Thank god I'm not, that asshole always tries to snoop in the minds of other people like it's his right to do so. Thank god I can manipulate the things I show him otherwise he would have discovered my secret a long time ago.

Lets get back on track, where was I? oh yes after my change and after I had killed the filth that was my fiance and his friends, Carlisle decided that we should go to Alaska where a coven of vampires that had the same diet as the Cullen's lived, they were called the Denali coven. At the time I believed I had no power and that was what the Cullen's thought to.

Upon our arrival at Denali, I felt a calm that I hadn't felt since that night. And when I met the Denali coven I felt like I belonged with them, that here was where I was supposed to be. I became fast friends with the Three sisters Tanya the coven leader, Kate and Irina. They were a thousand years old, give or take a couple of years, and they were the incarnation of female power. They were strong, intelligent, determined, and knew what they wanted.

It was easy to be myself around them but when there were other people it was different, I would bring up all my walls. I knew it and they knew it but that couldn't be changed. It was a week away from our departure when two other members of the Denali coven returned from their vacation. I met Carmen and Eleazar, when I was with Tanya, Kate, and Irina alone at their house. Carlisle, Esme and Edward were out hunting.

Eleazar, who had been with the Volturi for a short time and who had the gift to sense other peoples gifts, was a little disturbed when he met me. He looked a me and around me. After what felt like hours to me Tanya questioned him on his weird behavior He had said " She has one of the most unique gifts I have ever come across."

I was shocked "I thought I didn't have any gifts, that's what Edward and Carlisle said"

"If you don't have a gift then I don't have one either and god knows I have one, otherwise I wouldn't have served so long as a Volturi guard."

"What's her gift then?" Quizzed Kate.

"Well she has the gift to... how can I put it, she can do what she wants." When he said that I thought he was crazy, what the hell does it mean?

Seeing my puzzled look he elaborated.

"You see you have an aura around you, a power of sorts that is all around you, it can protect you if necessary and can do anything you ask it to do"

"What you're saying is I have some sort of power that would do anything I ask of it?"

"Yes"

"Why haven't I ever felt it?"

"Were you searching for it or wanted to feel it." I shook my head no

"I never knew it existed until now."

"well now you do, so try to feel it, control it."

And that's what I did. I tried to concentrate on it the power and I felt it. It was like I was tapping into an unlimited source of power. It felt amazing, it was everywhere around me, protecting me, making me feel safe. I had never experienced something like that it was amazing. I wanted to try and ask for something from it to see what would happen.

"Kate can you use your power on me." she looked at me like I was crazy no one would want to endure her power willingly.

"Do it please." She nodded and then placed her hand on my forearm. I waited for something to happen, for the pain, but I just felt like something was tickling me.

All the Denalis were looking at me like I had just grown another head except Eleazar.

"Why aren't you on the ground screaming?" Irina asked

"I asked it to stop Kate's power from working and it did" I stated

"That's amazing!" Tanya said

"Indeed your power is great but if people knew about it it would cause a lot of harm, People will want it will seek it, if you don't protected it right you could be in danger." Said Eleazar.

"He's right, the Volturi will want to control such power." Carmen said

"Not only them their are a lot of greedy people and vampires in the world if they hear about it they will want it" Tanya warned

I was processing everything, It was dangerous for people to know of my power, I didn't want to hide or be on the run. One solution came to mind and I hoped it would work. I asked the aura to protect the thoughts of the Denali's so that no one would know if they read their minds about my power, then I did the same to myself keeping Edward from knowing anything that way. I really didn't like the little prick who thought he was better then everyone.

"I solved the problem, I had the aura protect your thoughts so that if someone read your mind or used their powers in anyway on you they won't find anything about my power It's not that I don't trust you because I do more than I trust the Cullen's But nobody knows who will try and search your minds."

"That an excellent idea Rose and we know you trust us, and anything related to your power will stay between us, we won't tell a soul." Tanya said

"Thank you."

"It's no problem you're family after all and have been family since the minute you entered this house, You are our sister and you will always have a place with us, okay?"

I felt overwhelmed by what Tanya had said, I knew then that I could trust them with my life, they were my family.

"I don't want the Cullen's to know about it."

"We know that don't worry." Kate said I ran and gave each one of them a hug.

Unfortunately I had to leave with The Cullen's, and when I did my depression returned, I missed my sisters and wanted to go back to them But when I found Emmett,after he was attacked by a bear, I found a reason to stay with the Cullen's. We knew we weren't mates but after a little talking and me revealing my power to him we had decided to play the role of a mated couple. Tanya had said it would be better for both of us that way. We could be each others rock among the Cullen's. I wanted to join the Denali's but I couldn't impose that choice on Em, who had started to consider Esme as his mother and Carlisle as his Father and I knew if I would leave he would follow without hesitation. That's why I stayed with them, for Emmett.

"Hey Rosie where did you go?"

"I was just remembering some things"

"good or bad?"

"Good, Em good" I say with a smile, he smiles back.

The next day was torture I couldn't think of anything but the rape that I had gone through on the hand of my fiance and his friends. It was repeating in my mind again and again non stop.

"Stop it already it's driving me insane!" Edward said effectively breaking me from the nightmare I was reliving.

I snarled at him.

"Do you really think I'm doing this for my own enjoyment? if I could stop it I would but I can't!" I screamed startling Bella, who until now I didn't know was here.

"Try harder then, I don't want to see that happening again and again, and I certainly don't want to be stuck in your head and feel all those horrible emotion." He spat.

"If you don't want to see it stay out of my head!" I snarled back.

"It's not like I can control being stuck in your head, It's the most horrifying and coldest place I know"

"I pride myself in the fact that I can cause you so many nightmares" I hissed.

"It's you who has the nightmares not me, you repeat that night over and over again like it's your favorite movie of all times! Do you take pleasure from seeing yourself being raped again and again or something?" As soon as the words left his lips I froze. Everyone in the room looked at Edward with shock and anger and then looked at me, they were waiting for my reaction.

But I stood their stunned, Edward was waiting for my reaction with shame and guilt all over his face. He took a step toward me but I took a step back.

"I didn't mean to say that, Rosalie I'm sorry I don't know what came over me." He made another step in my direction and again I took a step back.

He was about to speak again when three angry looking vampires came bursting in the house, staring down Edward with their murderous glares.

"Don't even think about taking another step toward her, I think you've done enough damage." Tanya all but growled at him.

" I didn't mean to say those things I wasn't thinking!" He tried to defend himself.

"I can't say I'm surprised That you weren't thinking but if you ever say anything to Rose, and I mean anything, I will burn you." Irina said angrily

Kate made her way toward Edward and used her power on him Sending him to the floor crying out in pain.

"If you ever say anything or come near Rose again, that pain that you felt will be child's play compared to what I will do to you, do you hear me?" He nodded terrified.

"Good" Tanya said. then she turned and looked and me. In an instant all three of them are circling me.

"Rosie say something please" Kate pleaded

I stayed silent I was still too stunned to think clearly. Tanya came closer and when she saw that I didn't flinch or make a move to run she put her arms around me and held me tightly whispering that everything will going to be okay. Soon Kate and Irina joined her and the three of them were holding me. When I started to regain a little bit of composure, they let me go.

I looked around the room to see Carlisle bent down next to Edward making sure his okay, typical, then their was Bella who was sitting on the couch observing the scene quietly looking from me to Edward who she was glaring daggers at, then there was Alice Jasper, Esme and Emmett who were all looking at me with concern.

I looked at my sisters then said in a voice void of emotion.

"Can we leave please." they looked at each other then back at me and nodded.

Soon I was being lead out of the house and into the forest by Kate, Tanya, and Irena.

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