If I were a boy, even just for a day.
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go.
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd keep getting with who I wanted.
And I'd never get confronted for it.
Cause they'd stick up for me.
Jack rolls out of bed early hours of the morning, pulling his black slacks and white shirt on, being careful not to wake a sleeping Ianto. '…where's that…oh…there it is…' Jack reached under Iantos pilled clothes to find his suspenders, clipping them in place. '…socks…' jack thought questionably. There was one sock under the bed and the other by his shoes, which he slipped into next. Standing up, he turned to glance one last time at Ianto before making his way downstairs into the Hub of Torchwood. He picked up his favourite jacket before making his way out to town.
In Jacks eyes, it was only early, a few pubs and bars are still open. He came across his own local bar. One he went to, when he didn't want to be found.
"Back again Jack? Bit late for you isn't it?" the friendly barman asked.
"You know me…It's never too late…" Jack winked.
"Just your usual then?"
"Yes please…" Jack had at this time forgotten all about the sleeping Ianto he'd left at the Hub.
"It's been a while Jack, Where you been?" The barman asked as he fixed Jack his drink.
"Work. Keeps me up all night…" Jack laughed.
"Ahaha- You don't need work to do that…" The young barman flirted.
Jack laughed, taking a mouthful of liquor.
"Anyone asking for me?" Jack quizzed.
"All the time… the young lass was here about a week ago, some lads in suits a few nights ago. And a man who looked like a pirate, just the other night… where do you find them Jack? You'll have to teach me one day how you do it all…"
"Man who looked like a pirate?"
There's only one man who fits that description. And now, Jack knew he was in town.
"Yeah, said if I saw you, to tell you…'you know where he is' … you owe him money?"
Jack signalled for another drink as he put the rest down his throat, thinking of John, Ianto was far out of his memory now.
"I owe him my life…"
"Good man then… I'll be sure to offer him one of the house next time ey?"
Jack took his next drink.
"Don't you dare…Charge that man double if ever he orders from you..." Jack laughed.
The bartender laughed as he turned to serve a small group of men who'd just entered. Jack zoned out, remembering the last time Mister John Hart was in town, little over a month ago. Jack recalled each detail as it happened. It had become a regular thing between them. Jack downed his second drink 'third drink... or go see John now…? The choices I'm left with.' Jack remembered the night as if it were mere hours ago, he remembered every small detail, except the little bit at the end, where he felt ashamed for the young Welshman, sleeping in Jacks bed, while Jack was in bed with another man. He'd forgotten he promised himself he wouldn't do it again, that John was bad news, and that he wanted to be better than that 'That those days were done'.
That night, Jack drove home with good intentions. He was going to be honest with Ianto, tell him what he'd done and work through it, gain Iantos trust again. Jack walked into the hub. Ianto greeted him with a smile.
"Morning Sir…sleep well?"
And Jack thought as he stared at his lover 'he'd never know… how could he? It's not like Johns back to cause problems, like last time…'
"Yes I slept fine..."
'And besides…If I bargain with John… trade my glorious sex with him for his silence on the matter…That's a good enough trade for the both of us…'
"Where did you get off to this morning… I didn't hear you wake up?" Ianto asked as he poured Jack a cup of coffee.
'Besides… Ianto knows… I'm not a 'tied down' sort of man…and..'
"Yeah…thought I'd let you sleep a bit…I just went for a walk…" Jack smiled at Ianto.
'…And he'll be happier not knowing…' Jack almost had himself convinced.
"Jack?...Jack?"
'Yes?' Jack thought as he slowly realised it wasn't Iantos voice he heard but the young barman's, he shook his head as he came back into the real world, leaving his memories in his head, suddenly, Ianto was far from his thoughts once again.
"You were up in space there for a minute cowboy…Another one?" The Barman asked politely.
"No Thanks. I got an appointment with a pirate…" Jack smiled getting to his feet.
"Alright…See you this time next month?" the young man called out to Jack who was almost at the door.
"If not sooner…." Jack called back as he headed out.
Jack drove for a while, zoning out and thinking of John as he drove to their hotel, four star hotel on the outlands of Cardiff. He pulled in and parked the SUV. Jack walked into reception where a young lady was waiting for him at the service counter. Her name badge read: Caroline.
"Good Morning sir, how may I help you in these early hours?" she was young, polite and smelled of strawberries.
"Is there a room here… for a Captain Jack Harkness?"
"Is the room for yourself?"
"It could be…"
"One room for yourself? Would you need company?" Caroline flirted. Jack almost considered, although he did have John waiting for him.
"That sounds lovely Caroline, however, I have a young man waiting for me."
"Just my luck… Hansom and 'not for the ladies' oh well…" She giggled as she typed away at her computer.
"Don't get too far ahead of yourself…I promise you, if he wasn't waiting for me…" Jack gave her a wicked smile which made Caroline blushed and giggled some more, before pulling her brows together looking confused.
"I'm sorry Mr. Harkness… But you appear to not be in the system…"
"Now you're just making up excuses…" Jack laughed. "…What about 'John Hart' …" Jack waited patiently as she got typing on her computer.
"hmm… No... Sorry..."
"No?..." Jack was confused 'where else would he be?'
"Would you like to make a booking? Or... is there anything I could do?" Caroline flirted once more.
"Can you tell me… A man- You'd remember him if you saw him… red jacket with yellow-"
"Yes. I know him… he booked a few nights ago"
"He's the man I'm meeting… is he in? What name did he book under?"
"That's all classified information sir. I'm not allowed to give those details out"
"May I have a key to his room… he's expecting me…or, can you call, Let him know I'm here…"
"of course. I'll give Mr. Harkness a quick call…" Caroline picked up the phone, dialling the room number.
"Mr. Harkness, there's a Jack Harkness here to see you…"
Jack couldn't believe what he was hearing. 'You sly little… Booked under John Harkness…In your wildest, wettest dreams maybe…'
She went to the draw and handed Jack a key.
"Room 408 Third floor, Call me if you need anything…I'm here all night…" She winked.
"Will do…"
Jack stood at the door of 408. He put the key in the lock. Click. He watched Johns head turn to look at him. A big grin came across his face.
"Jack…What are you doing here?" John asked sarcastically.
"Looking for you Mr. John Harkness…"
"aha, thought I'd make things a little harder this time…"
"I almost ditched you for the young girl at the counter…"
"oh, Jack…I'm hurt"
"Travel all this way… and I couldn't be found in their system…started thinking, you'd gone to the wrong hotel"
"And here you are…"
"Here I am…"
John took out his gun, pointing at Jack.
"Take off your clothes…"
"You know… that's not very threatening… pointing a gun at a man who can't die…"
John didn't reply, he knew Jack couldn't die, but it made the games more fun, if they pretended Jack could.
"I will shoot you Jack, Now take off your clothes"
Jack adhered to Johns request, removing each layer of clothing and discarding them to the floor. Jack stood before John completely naked, John almost wanted to ditch the game and hit the bed straight away. Jack was ready to start playing.
"What are you going to do?" Jack put on a good voice for his part.
"Get on your knees and put your hands behind your head…"
"No." Jack wondered what a man with such power would do, if the power was taken from him.
"No? Get on your knees. Now!" John's voice was stern, almost warning Jack to do as he said.
"I said no." Jack played a good part, his face was serious, his voice had no sign of fear.
"The rules are, do as you're told and you don't die…You don't make the rules this time Jack"
"You can't do this…"
"I am, now on your knees." John warned.
"Your insane… the whole damn company is insane!" Jack got down on his knees.
"Hands behind your head…" John discarded his clothes, revealing the goods underneath as he continued. "…You knew you couldn't escape…You knew this is how it would end… Me and you, Jack. Partners in time. We had it all… and then you left me…" Jack eyed off Johns goods, trying to keep his head strong and in the game.
"I couldn't do it anymore… I needed to get out… They kill people… Cause suffering….John You kn-"
"Shut up! You're pathetic…You know what happens to deserters Jack..."
"It doesn't need to end this way…This doesn't need to happen…"
John smiled, He pulled out a silencer for his handgun, screwing it into place. He walked over to Jack, putting the gun to his head and his foot between Jacks legs. Jack moaned in silence.
"Any last requests…Jack"
"Yes. You said, 'The rules are.. do as I'm told, and I don't die' when did the rules change?" Jack handed John his opening and like a good man, he took it.
'You just saved your own life…' John thought. He smiled.
"The rules don't change…I guess, if I can't kill you until you disobey…" John looked down at himself.
"So far, I've done everything asked of me…"
"I'll just have to make you disobey…Suck my cock…"
That's all Jack needed to hear. He went to take hold of Johns penis when John snapped at him.
"Without. Moving your hands, can't have you trying to run off now…"
Jack replaced his hands behind his head, taking John into his mouth. Occasionally while John felt the need, he'd raise his foot, teasing Jacks own hardened piece. John held Jacks head, steadying his rhythm.
"ahh… yes…"
Jack pulled his mouth from John, it wouldn't be much fun if John came without him.
"Get up! Slowly…"
Jack did as John requested.
"Back… into the bedroom…"
Jack walked backwards into the next room, and stood in front of the clean, queen-sized bed.
"Don't make me do this…" Jack lied. He wanted John so bad. John almost contemplated making Jack wait, but knew Jack all too well, to know, he wouldn't play long if he didn't get what he really wanted.
"Shut up. On the Bed. On your knees and Elbows…"
"Please…"
"Are you refusing?"
"Yes." Jack didn't want to refuse. But knew if John took it from him, the experience would be more wild.
"Hands on the bed."
Jack did as requested, he was slightly bent over. John was directly behind him, teasing Jacks arse with his wet, hardened cock. He leant over Jack putting one arm around his torso. He whispered in Jacks ear.
"Get on the fucking bed… or I'll kill you…"
Jack moaned at the strong words, he climbed weakly onto the bed on his elbows, he put his head to the side, raising himself with his knees. John licked his lips.
"Legs further apart…" He joined Jack on the bed
"oh my God…" Jack whispered to himself. He felt the sweat starting, he moved his left leg out further. It was harder to keep his balance
John crept in between Jacks spread legs, aiming his piece at Jacks arse, before putting it in, he reached around Jacks front and took hold of his penis, stroking it lightly. John thrust slowly into Jack.
"Is this what you want?"
"Yes…" Jack said weakly.
Jack was lost in the excitement and ecstasy; he tried to raise himself up to kiss John. John grabbed the back of his neck and pushed him roughly to the bed, thrusting harder and faster into the older man, massaging his hard piece violently. Jack moaned into the sheets.
"Not even going to fight me Jack?" John slowed himself down for a moment and then hit Jack with another violent wave of pleasure, knowing Jack couldn't fight against him. Knowing Jack didn't want to fight against him.
Jack took hold of the sheets, clenching his fists and pushing back into John, his body was on fire, and he couldn't control himself or the moans that escaped him.
"I'm going to cum…" Jack moaned. John let go of Jacks throbbing penis and put both hands on his hips thrusting deeper into him.
"Not yet you're not..."
John leant over Jacks sweaty body and sunk his teeth into Jacks shoulder, continuing to thrust, bringing himself closer to climax. He took hold of Jacks piece once again. And stroked roughly.
"Ready?...Together?..."
"uh-hu…" Jack couldn't reply with much more, he was lost in a world of sex and satisfaction. It wasn't long before John came inside Jack and Jacks penis reacted in the same way, streams of white cum hit the sheets, John pulled himself from Jack and lay next to him, both men panting and wasted.
"It's good to see you Jack…" John panted. "..I missed you…"
"I missed you too…"
Ianto was the furthest thing from Jacks mind.
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I'd swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her.
Cause I know how it hurts.
When you lose the one you wanted cause he's taken you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed.