Blowing the torch out, I slowly open the door to the guest chambre.
My eyes, are deemed useless by the sudden darkness can detect nothing, thus
heightening my other senses. The air still has a faint musty smell under
the harsher scent of lye that the maid used this morning. The chill of the
room creeps over my body, the wind of the impending storm sweeping through
the window, the icy flagstones beneath my slippers. However, these aspects
are warm compared to the frigid stone that my heart has become. Remorse and
agony of what I am here to do weigh heavy on my mind, but my feet carry me
to Duncan's side. Every sound is amplified in my ears. The soft shuffling
of my feet is a great crashing waterfall with every inch that I move.
As my eyes become accustomed to the darkness like those of a cat, I manage
to glimpse fearsome shadows flitting around me. These spirits are the only
ones who know what great wrong I am about to commit. I can hear them
whispering with each other condemning me. "Treason! They cry, treason,
murder!" These gruesome ghosts surround me, twirling and dancing madly,
they know who I am, and they know what I plan to do. I turn to the lone
window where the eerie goddess of the moon watches me hungrily, she tells
me what I must do. As I stare at the midnight scenery a great bolt of
lightning splits the velvet sky above the moors. The sudden light blinds me
and the wraiths and the divine entity vanish from my sight. A wave of
conviction glides over me and I stride toward the dormant monarch.
He is so peaceful, radiant in his recent victory, and even in this state I
can see his pride in me, his kinsman. Nausea and guilt are a hard blow to
my gut. The sour taste of bile builds in the back of my throat as I raise
my daggers up to the moonlight. I run my finger along the edge of one of
those smiling blades, it is sharper than any weapon in the armory of Satan.
I pay for this careless wandering of my mind as the blade tears a shallow
bite on my hand, bring my mind back to the task at hand. I suddenly realize
that there is no time to lose, the liquor will only last on the men for the
night. I bear down on my glorious King.
The first dagger strikes his gut, his eyes flash wide open to stare at the
treacherous ogre standing above him. His dying lungs manage one last gasp
as he fights to speak. "Gracious Macbeth..." His eyes bore in to me, full of
shock. "Long live the King!" I sneer as I drive the second blade through
his heart. He surges foreword and is gone. As the dead weight of his corpse
weighs down my body, spilling blood down my front, an exponentially greater
weight is laid on my spirit. My mind goes numb as I stare at my doings.
Dropping the carnage that was king, I scamper from with bed with my back to
the wall, horrified of myself. The shades return, dark and whirling. This
time, however, there is a gleaming white specter accompanying them. This
phantom rises above me wearing a golden crown. The camber is lit with its
fearful light as it hisses words full of poison. "Long live Macbeth!"
Absolute terror numbs my mind as I grab the daggers and flee the scene. I
scream in my head to never stop running, that I should run to the end of
the earth and fling myself into the fires of hell. I charge as a fugitive
through the halls of my own castle. I condemn myself to eternal damnation.
What was this for? To be king? There is no honor in a title claimed in such
a manner. I keep running from the spirit of death that shall chase me for
the rest of my days.
