This is my first ever fanfic and I am nervous.
Basically this story just popped into my head and I know very well that a lot of people have written stories about Dimitri leaving Rose and her getting pregnant so I wanted to give it a try. :D
There is no Tasha (although she might come later), Dimitri left to guard Ivan. Attack never happened.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything thing the brilliant Richelle Mead does.
Enjoy :D xx Jess
Dear Dimitri,
I have never fully understood why you left me. You left me broken, hurt and surprised. Broken because we made love the night before you left me, hurt because I have no one to call me beautiful and to make me feel loved and surprised… well I will get to that later.
I honestly thought you I wasn't good enough for you or that you decided I was too young merely only your student but I realised you couldn't have been lying to me about everything. You wouldn't sleep with me, say you love me and leave me for no goddamn reason. You're not the type of person to do so; you are loving and most importantly caring. You hid behind your Guardian Mask all day but only showed what's behind it in front of me and that's what I loved about you. I affected you so much that you let your guard down and you did the same to me.
Now why would I write this letter to you after 4 long years? Answer is I have to confess something. You have the right to know since you're his – how am I going to put this – Dimitri you have a son. His name Nikolai (Russian names reminded me of you) and he is a spitting image of you. With your dark long hair and height (he is taller than all the kids his age). The only resemblance of me is his eyes and attitude, he has a nasty temper but can sometimes keep his cool – I guess he got that from you. I love my little boy with all my heart but sometimes it pains me to look at him because all I see is you. Nik can even raise one eyebrow and you know how much it pissed me off watching you do it while I couldn't. I miss you and я тебя люблю так много (I've picked up some Russian over the years).
Forever and always,
Love Roza.
P.S. I am sorry to have to tell you this by letter not face to face, maybe I will see you one day?
I stared at the note dumbfounded. I had a son, we had a son, Roza and I had a son! But how? As though God knew what I was wondering, I lone note fell out of the envelope.
Dimitri,
You are probably wondering how I got pregnant and how is that possible?
I have no clue how but I am thinking it had something to do with me being shadow kissed. Since I died and came back something must have changed in my genetics. No one knows that it's yours besides Lissa, Alberta and Adrian. But I am 100% sure it is your child because I have never been intimate with anyone but you.
Love always,
Roza
I was both angry and happy – I was a father but I was angry at myself for leaving my Roza. I was also angry at Adrian. He bloody knew before me?! I will have to punch him next time I see him which will be soon, I thought.
Wait what?
My conscious had just told me I was going to be seeing Adrian soon which meant Roza too. I thought hard about what to do next…
My thoughts were set on visiting Roza and my son and maybe even Adrian.
I shoved everything into my bags that I had accustomed between my four years guarding my friend Ivan. I raced downstairs skipping two stairs at a time.
"Man what's the rush?" It was Ivan who spoke.
"I have a son" I blurted out
"WHAT?"
"I have a son, Ivan I have a son!" I yelled shaking his shoulders
"Congrats who is she? The mother I mean"
"In Montana"
"Montana? Why the hell is she in Montana?"
"Long story"
"I have time."
I began at the start how we met, training her, spirit and…
"She had gotten super pissed and was holding a lot of darkness. She started fighting me so I took her to an old cabin and tried to snap her out of it. I failed to an extent because she continued to fight me so I did the only thing I could – I gave into my emotions and that night I took her virginity"
I paused I didn't want to be telling this to anyone these were my private memories.
"The next day you called me and asked if I could come to guard you. I thought long and hard about it then finally decided to do it. I didn't know what I was thinking and I hoped that Roza would understand. Yet from what I heard she was depressed and I didn't want to go back there 'cause I am a coward."
Today I got a letter from her telling me I had a child and my conscious told me I have to see her and my son. I still love her so much and I want to see her again. I want to meet my son and – "
I was cut off by my own tears sliding down my cheeks.
"Dimitri go after her. I can find another Guardian you obviously love her a lot because I've never seen you cry let alone over a girl."
I told him thanks in Russian, said goodbye before walking out the door and onto the first flight to Montana.
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Xx Jess